Categories > Games > Final Fantasy 9

Regrets

by fadingdreams

Blank/Zidane yaoi

Category: Final Fantasy 9 - Rating: NC-17 - Genres: Angst - Characters: Blank, Other - Warnings: [X] - Published: 2007-01-16 - Updated: 2007-01-17 - 1535 words

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Disclaimer: don't own or make money from.


This is a repost of a fic I did for Kuja's Mistress a few years ago. She drew me a pic and in thanks I had wrote her this fic. There will be more soon. I had this posted under my old account under another name at AFF.



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Regrets

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Blank was up on deck of the theatre ship. It was quiet and a clear starry night. Blank started up to the sky, drinking and having a deep think.

It had been a busy night and he was exhausted both physically and mentally. His whole life had changed earlier that day. And not for the better he was sure.

He took a drink form his cup of beer. He was sure if he drank enough, he might be able to forget and go to bed. He needed to rest so badly.

His thought wandered back to the event of the day.If he'd only walked away at the beginning then there would not be this...tension right now and uncertainty.

Well, he certainly had no thoughts of being so stressed when he had his cock embedded in Zidanes sweet ass!

The memory was crystal clear to him. How could it not be? It was only 5 hours old.

Since then Blank had hid up on deck, avoiding everyone. He had not wanted anyone to see him cry. He had come up there thinking he might.


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Zidane had prepared this play for the Princess..no.. The new Queen Garnet. It was to be a dramatic entrance and the start of their new life.

After the Ifia tree, Blank and the others had welcomed him back with open arms. None were happier than Blank to see him.

Blank had loved Zidane for what seemed like forever now. Ever since he first came to the ship. Blank had thought when they grew older they would be together. They had been so close. Close,but never taking that step. The big step over the boundry line.

He had alsmost tried to move beyond friends,but a certain Princess had just flew into Zidane's life and consumed him.

Blank could remember his heart beginning to break then. Zidane seemed so smitten with the girl it seemed useless to try anything then.

Blank had felt very hurt.

He tried to let his feelings go. There was no sense in loving someone who was so taken with another. Zidane had little time for him and really paid him much less attention than ever.

Blank sighed with the memory.

There was a time he was the favorite of Zidanes. They were best of friends. They did everything together.

That all changed when Garnet came along.

The small dark haired girl was taken with Zidane too. When she couldn't speak her eyes gave away the emotions for him. Even Blank could see it.

And even more...She looked at Blank with sympathy too. He knew she could see he loved Zidane too and was losing this battle.

Blank could remember a day when he saw her looking at him. the look made his heart ache more.

It had said, "I'm sorry"

Blank had let go that day. He figured it was done and he'd lost him.

So be it.

Blank couldn't have guessed then he would be so wrong at this moment in time.

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The morning had started out fine. And they were about to be pulling in to Alexandria to present their play to the new Queen.

Zidane was so excited. He was just humming with nervous energy.

Blank sat back and watch him. He figured this was the last day he'd ever see Zidane. He wasnt paticularly happy about it.

Zidane had been around him alot. More than usual. Blank wonderd about that.

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Zidane had come to Blank and asked him for help in the storage room of the Prima Vista.

"I need some help Blank, will ya come with me?"

How could Blank deny him anything ?

As they walked down, Blank tried to talk to him a little.

"So..you excited then?" Meaning the play and its ultimate aftermath.

Zidane was walking ahead of them and looked over his shoulder. Blank couldn't decifer that look.

"Yeah, of course! Why wouldnt I be?"

Blank thought his tone was a little off..

Blank was thinking this when they entered the storage room. He looked around and said, "So, what do ya need form here then?"

In respondce he heard the door shut then lock.

Blank turned around. Zidane had locked the door and was putting the key into his pocket. He took a breath then approached Blank with a very determined look...

He walked right up to Blank and planted a very hard kiss on his mouth. One that demanded he open his mouth to him.

Blank counldn't have ever been more shocked in his life.

Zidane did not let up his assault on Blank. He began to run his hands up and down Blank's body. He then began to undo his pants.

Blank's mind went into over drive...in his right mind he would have never done what he did.

He grabbed Zidane and threw him agaisnt the wall face first. In a hurried sort of freny he reached around and undid Zidane pants and pulled them down to his knees. He undid himself and pulled his cock out. He stroked it for a second and then positioned himself between Zidane's ass cheeks. He held his hip with one hand and moved his tail out of the way with the other hand.

It was happeneing so fast Blank could hardly register that Zidane was pushing his hips back and opening to him.

Blank took a breath and pushed into Zidane easily.

That made him pause. Blank looked down. He ran a finger where his cock was joined into his ass. He brought his hand up.It was slippery and shiny.

Zidane had prepared himself? For him?

He hoped for him. He decided to just keep going.

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He was fucking Zidane..and Zidane had wanted it.

Blank wondered if he was dreaming.

Zidane felt every bit as good as he'd ever dreamed. Pushed up against the wall, Blank fucked him hard. Thrusting into him and savoring the moment for what it was. He did this mindlessly,never thinking what was to come...and he sure didnt want it to end.

Zidane was certainly enjoying himself. As Blank thrust in he would scream and moan. He sure acted like he wanted Blank.

For someone who had prepared for anal sex, Zidane was for sure not used that way very much. Blank loved the feel of the tightness inside him.

As he felt his orgasm approaching Blank held Zidan ebyt he hips and thrust faster..Hi shead tipped bakc and his eyes closed..He came into Zidane as hard as he could.

Zidnae came a second later. He spurted all up storage room wall.

The fell to the floor. Zidane leaned his head agaisnt the walland was panting. Blank was behind him, still inside his ass.

Blank was the first to recover. His head was spinning.

"Zidane..?"

No answer. Blank said,"You ok ?"

Zidane seemed to be shaking a little.

Blank moved and tried to pull out..but Zidane reached back and held him so he couldn't.

"Not yet.."

Blank didn't move. "What?"

"Stay in me for a moment...please Blank."

The room seemed to grow so quiet. Blank was stunned. "Why?"

Zidane didn't answer. Blank needed to know. This was so surreal. "Zidane, tell me."

Zidane suddenly pushed him back and got up. He did his pants up and was heading for the door.

Blank jummped up and went after him, doing his fly up. He reached the door before Zidane and blocked his escape.

Zidane said quietly, "Move out of the way, Blank."

Blank said. "Not until you tell what the hell this was all about. "

Zidane wiped his eyes and sighed. It was only then Blank had noticed Zidane had been crying.

He reached out and touched hid cheek. "What? Tell me." he whispered.

Zidane looked right at him. Blank gasped.

Zidanes eyes were a strange shade of blue. His emotions ruled their colour. BLank knew Zidane long enough to know what they meant. Right now they were deep dark blue...it meant sadness.

Blank said softly. "Zidane...I don't understand."

Zidane pushed him aside and unlocked the door. He ran out without another word to Blank.

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Now Blank was in a turmoil.

They were docked and the play was about to start. Blank was in no shape to go on. He'd pawned his role off on another crew member.

He just couldn't be on stage with Zidane. Not after what had happened. He couldn't watch Zidane go to her.

No way.

Blank was more confused than ever. Why the hell had Zidane done that? Why had he let it happen?

He wished it hadnt happened. Now Zidane was going to her and he'd never see him again.

Blank knew it would be It would be the biggest regret in his life...

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I will continue this as soon as I can...maybe in a week or so.




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