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"Is everybody in the car yet", said Ray practically yelling. It was about time he got in here. It was salon in this van, even Gerard and Mikey started to get a little hot, and drunk up most of there water, and mine.
"Yeah", we all responded back at him. Ray started the car and pulled out of the gas station lot. I looked out of the window staring at the strange clouds they had in Indiana. I could feel Gerard looking my way. He could be looking out the window or he could be looking at me. I sat up and turned to face Gerard, and he was looking at me.
"Those clouds are cool huh?" he asked pointing up at them until he's finger hit the window.
"Yeah There a little strange looking then in New Jersey." I told him, and went back to looking out the window. The clouds were pretty cool. One I swear could have been an skull, then one looked like a rose. This was a pretty weird state.
" I like your hair." I tell Gerard, whose looking up in the front now. Gerard has always been down on his looks, I don't know why the pale skin, soft body, and dark hair, gives him a mystery, well the good mystery not the bad mystery with the creepy old man following you home.
"Huh? Oh yeah. Why... my hair is all spiky and gross, but yours is just kool. Your multi-colors look really goes good on you," I started to blush, but it quickly went away as I found out that he was still looking at me with a big grin on his face.
"Well I like your hair anyways even though it is spiky and gross." I put my hand above Gerard's hair and could felt the points. While touching his hair I slightly turned my body and I ended up hitting his knee, which shocked a hundred bolts of electricity. "But yeah I'm going to dye it blonde on the sides and black on the top." Quickly Gerard face expression changed to are you crazy look.
"Why are you going to do that?" Said Gerard.
" I don't know really know, I just want a new look."
"Are you nervous about how it will look like after you dye it?" he sounded truly into what I did to my hair. It made me a little happier, and then I was before burning in this stupid van.
" Well not really." I lied. I guess Gerard didn't want to talk anymore because the wind blew in a awkward silences. Gerard reaches down and went into his backpack and pulled out his sketchbook. I had always tried to sneak a peek here and there but never could see well. My eyes followed Gerard's sketches as he flipped threw all the pages, but finally he caught me looking at one.
" Here you can look at it", said Gerard with grin that no teddy bear could compete with. Did I just think that? I don't think I did.
I jumped at this chance and said "okay." My hand pressed against his as he handed me his sketchbook to me. I opened the book and study each and every sketch in the book, wondering what he was thinking when he was drawing. But as I reached the last page I had to give it back.
"I really like your sketch's," I told him as I was handing back his sketchbook, but Gerard never took compliments well.
" It's ok I guess," said Gerard sounding down on his work.
"Are you crazy man those sketch's were good, great, wonderful, pretty damn fuckin Awesome." I could tell that Gerard liked what I said because he cracked a smile without hesitation. Gerard grab one a piece of my hair and looked at the color of it.
"You have naturally brown hair right?" said Gerard with a shock in his voice.
"Yeah, why you didn't know that? What color did you think my hair was then?"
"Well I thought you hair color was blonde." I could feel my face making a frown, well a frown in a funny way.
" Dude I can't believe you thought my hair was blonde". Gerard started to laugh at the sound of my voice, which was pretty girly. Matt turned around to look at us.
"Blonde, Gerard everybody knows that Frankie's hair is brown," said matt.
" I never paid attention to that," said Gerard trying to find an explanation.
"Woohoo Gerard, then what do you pay attention too when you look at Frankie", said Ray from all the way in the front. Mhmm I like this conversation. Seeing Gerard the one that has to figure out something to say back, even though I'm not controlling it, it still makes me feel like I'm dominating.
"Well." said Gerard sounding very nervous "I don't know....... Why do you guys care anyways?" I kind of knew Gerard was going to answer the question in why do you guys care anyways? I just kept quiet to be preparing to hear and see what else happens.
" I know who Gerard likes," said ray.
"I don't like...you know what just leave me alone," said Gerard sounding frustrated.
"Uhh he's not denying it either." Ray told Matt, who was sitting in the passenger seat up front.
"I know! Gerard likes frank.... Guess what Ray?"
"What?" ray asked, with a smile on his face, he knew where this was going.
"Gerard loves frank."
"Come on, cut it out."
"Why? Give us one good reason." Matt said in a childish voice. Okay this was getting a little annoying. They could stop now.
Gerard buried his face in his arms while bending over very dramatically; Gerard could be such a drama queen sometimes. Soon everybody forgot about the subject and it got really dark. I look down at Gerard still in that position. Maybe he fell asleep or something, he did wake up extra early. But I want him to wake up. So I grab Gerard's arm pulling it away from his face. I let go of his arm and hold his hand. Gerard sat up and started looking at our hands locked together, and then squeezed my hand back and looked into my eyes. I knew this was a good idea.
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" Guys I think we need to find a motel because it's very dark and plus it's raining," said Ray sounding worried. Ray drove to the closes motel and the cheapest one, and parked the van. I was the last to get out of the van of course, and about everybody left me but Gerard of course, we were always the last ones out. I got my stuff out of the trunk and we started talking about how crappy the motel looked. We walked up to the counter were the dumb blonde gave the room key to Ray. We only had one room because once again ray was being cheap as hell. The stairs looked as though they were made out of crappy old cardboard.
"Oh my god I think I saw a mouse run over my foot", said mikey trying to hold all of his bags.
"That's going to happen Mikey," said Gerard " Your just going to have to pretend it's something different." Mikey smiled at Gerard and kept walking up the stairs.
" Ok guys here's our room," said ray. From the ways the hallways look, I wouldn't be surprised if it looked really trashy, you know what, I don't think anyone would be surprised. We walk in the room and all we see is a bunch of bump beds and a bathroom and a sink, and some stains on the walls that looks like pee or something gross I don't want to think about right now.
"Well, it looks just like home," said Gerard and everybody started to laugh. Gerard wasn't exactly very bummed out about the room; but he wasn't happy either. Gerard ran over to the bump bed and started to climb up to the top. Mikey and I look at him as if he's taking drugs again. I go to my own bump bed and climb up on the top it as well, and start laying out all my stuff. I was kind of cautious to lay my shit down, this mattress looked bug infested, and disease infested, two things I don't need right now especially since we have to play these shows.
"Guys I think we should connect all of the like....bump beds to make a huge bed which we will all share." Ray looked at Gerard and started to shake his head. Matt ignored what Gerard had said and Mikey was on his way to falling asleep. Gerard's head dropped down.
"I think that's a pretty good idea," I said. Gerard jumped off his bump bed and ran over to me and grabs my bed and moved it over to his and dropped it on the floor. Then he picked up his and dropped right next to mine. I rushed over to my stuff and got my blanket, I knew I would probably be sharing my blanket with Gerard because he was furiously searching for he's.
"Hey Gee you can just use my blanket," I said hoping that would solve his problems. Gerard looked as though I said something that would save his life. I walk over to Gerard who was already lying down on the mattress. So I sat down on the bed first and then made my way to lying right next to Gerard. I shifted my body toward him and he did the same. Staring into his big golden eyes was like a dream that only got better. I wanted reach over to Gerard and kiss him. But I knew that wouldn't happen without him wanting me too, but I doubt it. So I continued to look into his eyes until Ray went over to the light switch, and said
"Goodnight everybody", as this was happening Gerard reached to me and my lips attracted to his like a magnetic force. Reluctantly I was able to pull myself back together after that had happen.
I shifted so my back was to Gerard, so I could smile all night, because this truly was the best day ever.
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"Yeah", we all responded back at him. Ray started the car and pulled out of the gas station lot. I looked out of the window staring at the strange clouds they had in Indiana. I could feel Gerard looking my way. He could be looking out the window or he could be looking at me. I sat up and turned to face Gerard, and he was looking at me.
"Those clouds are cool huh?" he asked pointing up at them until he's finger hit the window.
"Yeah There a little strange looking then in New Jersey." I told him, and went back to looking out the window. The clouds were pretty cool. One I swear could have been an skull, then one looked like a rose. This was a pretty weird state.
" I like your hair." I tell Gerard, whose looking up in the front now. Gerard has always been down on his looks, I don't know why the pale skin, soft body, and dark hair, gives him a mystery, well the good mystery not the bad mystery with the creepy old man following you home.
"Huh? Oh yeah. Why... my hair is all spiky and gross, but yours is just kool. Your multi-colors look really goes good on you," I started to blush, but it quickly went away as I found out that he was still looking at me with a big grin on his face.
"Well I like your hair anyways even though it is spiky and gross." I put my hand above Gerard's hair and could felt the points. While touching his hair I slightly turned my body and I ended up hitting his knee, which shocked a hundred bolts of electricity. "But yeah I'm going to dye it blonde on the sides and black on the top." Quickly Gerard face expression changed to are you crazy look.
"Why are you going to do that?" Said Gerard.
" I don't know really know, I just want a new look."
"Are you nervous about how it will look like after you dye it?" he sounded truly into what I did to my hair. It made me a little happier, and then I was before burning in this stupid van.
" Well not really." I lied. I guess Gerard didn't want to talk anymore because the wind blew in a awkward silences. Gerard reaches down and went into his backpack and pulled out his sketchbook. I had always tried to sneak a peek here and there but never could see well. My eyes followed Gerard's sketches as he flipped threw all the pages, but finally he caught me looking at one.
" Here you can look at it", said Gerard with grin that no teddy bear could compete with. Did I just think that? I don't think I did.
I jumped at this chance and said "okay." My hand pressed against his as he handed me his sketchbook to me. I opened the book and study each and every sketch in the book, wondering what he was thinking when he was drawing. But as I reached the last page I had to give it back.
"I really like your sketch's," I told him as I was handing back his sketchbook, but Gerard never took compliments well.
" It's ok I guess," said Gerard sounding down on his work.
"Are you crazy man those sketch's were good, great, wonderful, pretty damn fuckin Awesome." I could tell that Gerard liked what I said because he cracked a smile without hesitation. Gerard grab one a piece of my hair and looked at the color of it.
"You have naturally brown hair right?" said Gerard with a shock in his voice.
"Yeah, why you didn't know that? What color did you think my hair was then?"
"Well I thought you hair color was blonde." I could feel my face making a frown, well a frown in a funny way.
" Dude I can't believe you thought my hair was blonde". Gerard started to laugh at the sound of my voice, which was pretty girly. Matt turned around to look at us.
"Blonde, Gerard everybody knows that Frankie's hair is brown," said matt.
" I never paid attention to that," said Gerard trying to find an explanation.
"Woohoo Gerard, then what do you pay attention too when you look at Frankie", said Ray from all the way in the front. Mhmm I like this conversation. Seeing Gerard the one that has to figure out something to say back, even though I'm not controlling it, it still makes me feel like I'm dominating.
"Well." said Gerard sounding very nervous "I don't know....... Why do you guys care anyways?" I kind of knew Gerard was going to answer the question in why do you guys care anyways? I just kept quiet to be preparing to hear and see what else happens.
" I know who Gerard likes," said ray.
"I don't like...you know what just leave me alone," said Gerard sounding frustrated.
"Uhh he's not denying it either." Ray told Matt, who was sitting in the passenger seat up front.
"I know! Gerard likes frank.... Guess what Ray?"
"What?" ray asked, with a smile on his face, he knew where this was going.
"Gerard loves frank."
"Come on, cut it out."
"Why? Give us one good reason." Matt said in a childish voice. Okay this was getting a little annoying. They could stop now.
Gerard buried his face in his arms while bending over very dramatically; Gerard could be such a drama queen sometimes. Soon everybody forgot about the subject and it got really dark. I look down at Gerard still in that position. Maybe he fell asleep or something, he did wake up extra early. But I want him to wake up. So I grab Gerard's arm pulling it away from his face. I let go of his arm and hold his hand. Gerard sat up and started looking at our hands locked together, and then squeezed my hand back and looked into my eyes. I knew this was a good idea.
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" Guys I think we need to find a motel because it's very dark and plus it's raining," said Ray sounding worried. Ray drove to the closes motel and the cheapest one, and parked the van. I was the last to get out of the van of course, and about everybody left me but Gerard of course, we were always the last ones out. I got my stuff out of the trunk and we started talking about how crappy the motel looked. We walked up to the counter were the dumb blonde gave the room key to Ray. We only had one room because once again ray was being cheap as hell. The stairs looked as though they were made out of crappy old cardboard.
"Oh my god I think I saw a mouse run over my foot", said mikey trying to hold all of his bags.
"That's going to happen Mikey," said Gerard " Your just going to have to pretend it's something different." Mikey smiled at Gerard and kept walking up the stairs.
" Ok guys here's our room," said ray. From the ways the hallways look, I wouldn't be surprised if it looked really trashy, you know what, I don't think anyone would be surprised. We walk in the room and all we see is a bunch of bump beds and a bathroom and a sink, and some stains on the walls that looks like pee or something gross I don't want to think about right now.
"Well, it looks just like home," said Gerard and everybody started to laugh. Gerard wasn't exactly very bummed out about the room; but he wasn't happy either. Gerard ran over to the bump bed and started to climb up to the top. Mikey and I look at him as if he's taking drugs again. I go to my own bump bed and climb up on the top it as well, and start laying out all my stuff. I was kind of cautious to lay my shit down, this mattress looked bug infested, and disease infested, two things I don't need right now especially since we have to play these shows.
"Guys I think we should connect all of the like....bump beds to make a huge bed which we will all share." Ray looked at Gerard and started to shake his head. Matt ignored what Gerard had said and Mikey was on his way to falling asleep. Gerard's head dropped down.
"I think that's a pretty good idea," I said. Gerard jumped off his bump bed and ran over to me and grabs my bed and moved it over to his and dropped it on the floor. Then he picked up his and dropped right next to mine. I rushed over to my stuff and got my blanket, I knew I would probably be sharing my blanket with Gerard because he was furiously searching for he's.
"Hey Gee you can just use my blanket," I said hoping that would solve his problems. Gerard looked as though I said something that would save his life. I walk over to Gerard who was already lying down on the mattress. So I sat down on the bed first and then made my way to lying right next to Gerard. I shifted my body toward him and he did the same. Staring into his big golden eyes was like a dream that only got better. I wanted reach over to Gerard and kiss him. But I knew that wouldn't happen without him wanting me too, but I doubt it. So I continued to look into his eyes until Ray went over to the light switch, and said
"Goodnight everybody", as this was happening Gerard reached to me and my lips attracted to his like a magnetic force. Reluctantly I was able to pull myself back together after that had happen.
I shifted so my back was to Gerard, so I could smile all night, because this truly was the best day ever.
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