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Secret

I know I don't know you
But I want you
So bad.
-Maroon 5

A/N: This was originally going to be a chapter in a multi-chaptered story where a certain girl is with a different one of the guys in each chapter. But I wasn't liking trying to link all my chapters together with a story line. So...I'm just gonna work on posting the 'good' stuff ;-) Enjoy!

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As Gerard led me into the sound booth, I spared a glace behind me. No one had followed us. And just as Gerard said, no one even seemed to notice where we had slipped off to.

He positioned me in the center of the small room as he went to shut the door. There was a soft clicking sound as it closed. I must have had a strange look on my face because he through a gentle smile my way and said, "The door locks automatically." Whey I arched an eyebrow questioningly, he added, "It's just so no one can walk in while someone is recording." I nodded in understanding as he walked back toward me.

"So, from what I just heard out there, you can definitely sing." I pursed my lips in a slight smile as he walked to stand behind me. "But there's more to singing than just opening your mouth and making sounds," he chuckled softly. I tried to stifle my giggles, he was still trying to be, slightly, serious, "Just like with anything else, there's a right and a wrong way to sing."

I rolled my eyes at his foolishness. That was, until I felt him suddenly place a hand on the small of my back. I stiffened at first, then he told me to relax. He kept his hand where it was and moved his other to my shoulder. He held my lower back in place as he gently pushed my shoulders into a better position so I'd be standing up straight.

I had my head turned slightly to try to watch what he was doing. Then he moved around so he was facing me. He lifted my chin with his soft fingertips to complete my posture. "There, now you're ready." He held his hands out in a 'ta-da!' -like gesture.

He walked over to a keyboard, built into the sound system. First he tested my vocal range for a little bit. Then he told me he wanted me to scream. I looked at him and smiled. "You want me to scream?" He nodded as if it was completely normal to ask someone to scream. I looked around the room. "Come on, I'm the only one here."

I took a breath, "Aaahh!" It was actually a pretty weak scream. He put his hand on his forehead and brought it down over his face laughing.

"What was that?"

"A scream?" I said, I don't know what the big deal was, he asked me to scream and I did. What more did he want?

"That was not a scream. This is a scream." And then he screamed, a full, blown out scream. It was amazing. It was like what he did in Vampires. It seemed so professional, like it took him little or no effort to do it. "Ok, now try again."

I did. And he laughed. Again!

He shook his head as he moved toward me. "I think what you're doing is you're tightening your throat too much." He walked around so he was standing right behind me.

"You've got to use your diaphragm, act like you're breathing with your stomach." At his words he snaked his left arm around my waist and placed his hand on my stomach.

"And keep your neck straight, but don't stretch it." He rested his right hand on the front of my neck with the base of his palm just grazing my clavicle. "Just relax."

HA! Yeah, easy for him to say.

"Relax." He repeated. He could probably sense I was tense, and hey, could you blame me? I closed my eyes, took a breath, and let it out, willing myself to relax.

"Now, I'm gonna help you with your breath." he whispered, "try again." I took another breath and started my scream. Then I felt his hand pressing harder on my stomach, to help with my breathing apparently. What he may not have realized was that he was pressing my backside into his front.

I stopped.

"How was that?" I asked with a shaky breath.

"Better." Was all he said. He let his hand drop from my stomach to my hip. There was a silence, he wasn't moving away.

"So," I went on with another quivering breath, "what now?"

I got no answer in reply. He still held me close against his body.

"Your heart is pounding." As he said this he let his right hand slide ever so slightly from my neck to just above my chest, "I can feel it." His voice brought shivers up my spine. He then grazed his lips at the crook of my neck. Just as I began to tilt my head to the side he spun me around and went straight for the front of my neck.

He covered me with rough kisses as he slowly backed me up against the sound board. He lifted my loose shirt over my head with ease, revealing my black and red silk bra. I reached behind myself to unhook the clasps.

A sultry but dangerous smile played on his lips, he was pleased. He attacked my breasts as I forced his buttoned shirt off his shoulders. My breath was irregular as he dropped to his knees in front of me. He tore off my skirt along with my underwear. He lifted one of my legs over his shoulder.

"Gerard," I panted, "what are you-"

But I was cut off by my own pleasurable moan as he thrust his tongue into me. It was like nothing I had ever felt before. My hands plunged into his dark hair, trying to push him further. I bit my lip as he swirled his tongue around, in and out.

Finally, I couldn't take much more teasing. I pulled him back up to me and unzipped his pants, tugging them down around his ankles. The bulge hiding under his boxers was obvious. I slipped them off his hips, freeing him from the barrier. He had me against the sound board once again as he lifted me up.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and my legs clung around his waist. He pounded into me like nothing before. He groaned with every collision of our hips. I threw my head back as I got closer to the edge.

He took this opportunity to bite down hard on my revealed neck just as my climax rocketed through me. A loud scream escaped my lips as we neared our end. He pulled out of me as we slid to the floor.

As we lay next to each other, Gerard turns his head to look at me.

"Now that," he said smiling, "was a scream."

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A/N: So...? Love it? Hate it? Give me your thoughts and I'll get the next part up as soon as its typed.

~LilyRose~