Categories > Celebrities > Dir en grey
Title: Desperate angel
Author: Yaga Of Grey Wood
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Shinya x Toshiya
Summary: An angel is deperate....
Warnings: No happy ending. Oh - and my grammar and spelling can kill too! XP
Author's notes: Short. Painfully short. And NOT beta read.
Disclaimer: I do not own them, I'm merely playing with borrowed toys in someone
else sandbox.....
It was the second concert of their new tour and he already wished it to end. It
was not that he did not like touring, he liked it a lot actually, and just loved
playing for such a big audience. The problem was certain purple-haired guitarist,
or - to be more precise - his intrest in certain blue-haired bassist he happened
to love more than a lot. He was lucky that his feelings were returned, and was
prettycertain that Toshiya loves him back - in the end they were lovers for over
a year now, but... Well, there was a large but here. Toshiya was actually wery
shy and insecure person. He was afraid of what their bandmates will said if
they foud out about their relationship, so he insisted that their love will
remain secret, at last for some time. He will do everything to make his lover
happy, ao he agreaded. And now they have Kaoru and his crush on Toshiya to deal
with. Shinya sighed as swung his arm around the bassist during his "Cage" solo
and kissed him, effectively stoping him on his way to the drummset and Shinya
"hiden" behind it. They exchanged a pained look, and the drummer decied that
they REALLY need to talk tonight. And not even the fact that he was roomed with
Kyo and Toshiya with Kaoru would stop him from that.
After the show Shinya talked with Kyo and blonde vocalist agreeded to switch
the rooms - it was not that hard to convice him, since he was WERY in love with
Kaoru, as well as Die, and those two was waiting for a occasion to pull him into
that little treesome for quiet some time. Now they had a chance. Shinya find out
during their talk,t hat all of them - except of Kaoru - knew of the feelings
between their bassist and drummer, and wished them all the best. Shinya was more
than glad to know that - it will make Toshiya happy, and will put his fear of
loosing his friends to rest.
***
When they went to hte hotel that night, Kaoru was "kidnapped" by Kyo and Die to
the redhead room under the pretext of some new song arrangment, and Toshiya was
letf alone in the corridor, since Shinya disapeared shortly after the sow. He
was woried that his unwillig fancervice with Kaoru hurt the drummer. He was so
afraid of loosing him. Shinya was all his life, his wery soul, without him he
would be dead. But he was afraid of loosing his friends too. They mean a lot for
him, and he certainly did not want to hurt Kaoru's feelings. That was a mess, he
knew that, yet he was helpless, he did not knew how to get out of that awfull
situation.
- I'm a covard. - he through to himself as he entered the room he and Kaoru
was to share. - /And useless in that matter. I can even deal with that problem.
And I'm hurting the only person I don't want to hurt. Shin-chan calls me an
angel, but thats a lie - HE is an angel, my guardian angel, without him I'm
lost, yet it's him I hurt the most with my covardice.../
Toshiya was so lost in his throughts, that it took him a while to see the
change in the room. His eyes whidened. There were candels lit around the room,
and on the bed sat Shinya, with beautifull bouqiet of his favourite gardenias.
- Shin-chan...
- Tochi - The drummer stood up and presented the flowers to his lover - Don't be
sad! - HE added as he saw the exspression in the bassist eyes.
- You have nothing to worry about. - He hugged blue-haired man gently.
- But I hurt you again, and all beacause I'm to scared to tell them thet I love
you! - Toshiya burst into tears. Shinya guided him to bed and sat him there,
gently wrapping his arms aroud the distressed man.
- You did not hurt me, love, you worry too much. And you don't have to worry
anymore. When I was talking to Kyo to switch the rooms, he asked me when we are
going to marry. - That got the bassist attention.
- What?
- You see, they realized quiet some time ago that we are in love with each other,
well, exept for Kaoru, that is. And they are happy that we are together.
- Really? - Toshiya was stunned.
- Really. And I found out another thing too. - Shinya looked at his lover with
strange smile on his face.
- What thing? - Toshiya asked.
- That we are not the only one in band that are in love.
- What???!!! - Toshiya was more than suprised. Shinya grinned.
- It looks like Kyo and Die "palyed bunnies" in their bedroom even before we got
that idea, and now are WERY determineted to get Kaoru to join them. That's were
he is now. I actualy doupt he will have something against it once they finish. -
Toshiya stared wide-eyed at his lover.
- Really?
- Yes. So, now you don't have to worry not only abot loosing your friends, but
you are free from Kaoru's "molesting" you at every ocasion as well. - He hugged
Toshiya tighter and grinned evilly.
- But that not mean you are free of ME "molesting" YOU - and engaged his lover
in long and sweet kiss.
Soon, he put the flowers aside and, still kissing, pushed Toshiya on his back,
slowly undressing him, and kissing every eksposed pice of skin. He took his time,
making Toshiya moan with pleasure, discovering anew all that sweet spots on his
lover body. They made slow, tender but passionate love that night, disturbed
only once by a noice comming through the wall of the addjoinig room. I was
somethimg that sounded like Kaoru screaming in pleasure Die and Kyo names.
Shinya gigglead at this and Toshiya only made big eyes, before they returned to
their activities.
***
Next morning Shinya ant Toshiya was already eating breakfast, when Die and Kyo
entered the privatte dinning room, both with wide pleased grinns. Shortly afer
them came Kaoru, limping in a funny way, yet with wide smile on his face. He
hugged Toshiya and said:
- I'm sorry Tochi, If I would know that you and Shinya are together, I will
newer even try came betwen you two. - The bassiest only smiled.
- There is nothing to apologise for, you did not know. If anyone is to blame
then it's my isecurity. I was so afraid of loosing your friendship...- He
trailed of and hung his head. And suddently he was in a center of a warm group
hug. Everything will be good now. He knew that.
***
In the far corner of the dinning room a pink-haired man sat on a windowsill
with wide grin on his face.
- At last! - He muttered under his nose. - It was starting to get on my nerves,
they are so stubborn! - He spread his pink wings and, unseen by the five men,
flew out through the open window.
OWARI!
A/N: Bah! Writen for my sister, Tsuyu, in less than 2 hours. My record!
Author: Yaga Of Grey Wood
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Shinya x Toshiya
Summary: An angel is deperate....
Warnings: No happy ending. Oh - and my grammar and spelling can kill too! XP
Author's notes: Short. Painfully short. And NOT beta read.
Disclaimer: I do not own them, I'm merely playing with borrowed toys in someone
else sandbox.....
It was the second concert of their new tour and he already wished it to end. It
was not that he did not like touring, he liked it a lot actually, and just loved
playing for such a big audience. The problem was certain purple-haired guitarist,
or - to be more precise - his intrest in certain blue-haired bassist he happened
to love more than a lot. He was lucky that his feelings were returned, and was
prettycertain that Toshiya loves him back - in the end they were lovers for over
a year now, but... Well, there was a large but here. Toshiya was actually wery
shy and insecure person. He was afraid of what their bandmates will said if
they foud out about their relationship, so he insisted that their love will
remain secret, at last for some time. He will do everything to make his lover
happy, ao he agreaded. And now they have Kaoru and his crush on Toshiya to deal
with. Shinya sighed as swung his arm around the bassist during his "Cage" solo
and kissed him, effectively stoping him on his way to the drummset and Shinya
"hiden" behind it. They exchanged a pained look, and the drummer decied that
they REALLY need to talk tonight. And not even the fact that he was roomed with
Kyo and Toshiya with Kaoru would stop him from that.
After the show Shinya talked with Kyo and blonde vocalist agreeded to switch
the rooms - it was not that hard to convice him, since he was WERY in love with
Kaoru, as well as Die, and those two was waiting for a occasion to pull him into
that little treesome for quiet some time. Now they had a chance. Shinya find out
during their talk,t hat all of them - except of Kaoru - knew of the feelings
between their bassist and drummer, and wished them all the best. Shinya was more
than glad to know that - it will make Toshiya happy, and will put his fear of
loosing his friends to rest.
***
When they went to hte hotel that night, Kaoru was "kidnapped" by Kyo and Die to
the redhead room under the pretext of some new song arrangment, and Toshiya was
letf alone in the corridor, since Shinya disapeared shortly after the sow. He
was woried that his unwillig fancervice with Kaoru hurt the drummer. He was so
afraid of loosing him. Shinya was all his life, his wery soul, without him he
would be dead. But he was afraid of loosing his friends too. They mean a lot for
him, and he certainly did not want to hurt Kaoru's feelings. That was a mess, he
knew that, yet he was helpless, he did not knew how to get out of that awfull
situation.
- I'm a covard. - he through to himself as he entered the room he and Kaoru
was to share. - /And useless in that matter. I can even deal with that problem.
And I'm hurting the only person I don't want to hurt. Shin-chan calls me an
angel, but thats a lie - HE is an angel, my guardian angel, without him I'm
lost, yet it's him I hurt the most with my covardice.../
Toshiya was so lost in his throughts, that it took him a while to see the
change in the room. His eyes whidened. There were candels lit around the room,
and on the bed sat Shinya, with beautifull bouqiet of his favourite gardenias.
- Shin-chan...
- Tochi - The drummer stood up and presented the flowers to his lover - Don't be
sad! - HE added as he saw the exspression in the bassist eyes.
- You have nothing to worry about. - He hugged blue-haired man gently.
- But I hurt you again, and all beacause I'm to scared to tell them thet I love
you! - Toshiya burst into tears. Shinya guided him to bed and sat him there,
gently wrapping his arms aroud the distressed man.
- You did not hurt me, love, you worry too much. And you don't have to worry
anymore. When I was talking to Kyo to switch the rooms, he asked me when we are
going to marry. - That got the bassist attention.
- What?
- You see, they realized quiet some time ago that we are in love with each other,
well, exept for Kaoru, that is. And they are happy that we are together.
- Really? - Toshiya was stunned.
- Really. And I found out another thing too. - Shinya looked at his lover with
strange smile on his face.
- What thing? - Toshiya asked.
- That we are not the only one in band that are in love.
- What???!!! - Toshiya was more than suprised. Shinya grinned.
- It looks like Kyo and Die "palyed bunnies" in their bedroom even before we got
that idea, and now are WERY determineted to get Kaoru to join them. That's were
he is now. I actualy doupt he will have something against it once they finish. -
Toshiya stared wide-eyed at his lover.
- Really?
- Yes. So, now you don't have to worry not only abot loosing your friends, but
you are free from Kaoru's "molesting" you at every ocasion as well. - He hugged
Toshiya tighter and grinned evilly.
- But that not mean you are free of ME "molesting" YOU - and engaged his lover
in long and sweet kiss.
Soon, he put the flowers aside and, still kissing, pushed Toshiya on his back,
slowly undressing him, and kissing every eksposed pice of skin. He took his time,
making Toshiya moan with pleasure, discovering anew all that sweet spots on his
lover body. They made slow, tender but passionate love that night, disturbed
only once by a noice comming through the wall of the addjoinig room. I was
somethimg that sounded like Kaoru screaming in pleasure Die and Kyo names.
Shinya gigglead at this and Toshiya only made big eyes, before they returned to
their activities.
***
Next morning Shinya ant Toshiya was already eating breakfast, when Die and Kyo
entered the privatte dinning room, both with wide pleased grinns. Shortly afer
them came Kaoru, limping in a funny way, yet with wide smile on his face. He
hugged Toshiya and said:
- I'm sorry Tochi, If I would know that you and Shinya are together, I will
newer even try came betwen you two. - The bassiest only smiled.
- There is nothing to apologise for, you did not know. If anyone is to blame
then it's my isecurity. I was so afraid of loosing your friendship...- He
trailed of and hung his head. And suddently he was in a center of a warm group
hug. Everything will be good now. He knew that.
***
In the far corner of the dinning room a pink-haired man sat on a windowsill
with wide grin on his face.
- At last! - He muttered under his nose. - It was starting to get on my nerves,
they are so stubborn! - He spread his pink wings and, unseen by the five men,
flew out through the open window.
OWARI!
A/N: Bah! Writen for my sister, Tsuyu, in less than 2 hours. My record!
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