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Chapter 11
"Honey I don't care if the whole world knows."
POV (switch up a lot between me, Brittany and Emily. So try not to get confused. You may have to read it over, and don't be lazy and just say fuck it and be left confused it won't take you that long to re-read a part, stop being fucking stupid, it may not seem like a important chapter but it really is. Cocksmoking motherfuckwad, Haha wad like ficwad.lol. I'm a dork. A clever one.)
I so appreciate the reviews. Thank you guys so much. This chapter is not my favorite but I'm proud of myself because it only took all of yesterday to do because I'm a big procrastinator and I missed school. LOVE YOU ALL. And I'm sorry that your not happy because this chapter doesn't really focus on my chemical romance this is the girls chapter, they have some of the stardom.
Keep on with the reviews.
well here it goes...
Putting the Equipment in the house took a lot more work then anybody in my chemical romance would of thought it would. Cause since they were going to be the only band playing tonight instead of many other bands they wouldn't be able to share equipment like they usually would.
So out came everything.
"Shit who ever thought of packing this much equipment is really fucking stupid, like seriously?" Mikey asked himself out loud. "Do we really need all this?"
Ray grunted at Mikey's stupid question. "Fuck Mikey you only took up your bass and a amp." Matt yelled coming back from Brittany's house.
"Fuck it seems like a lot more." He said trying to catch his breath. Gerard hit his little brother in head as he passed carrying a small AMP. "That's fucked up why does Gerard get the light shit, and I get all this weight on me, I'm more fragile then you guys." Frank smirked at him, but everybody else ignored him.
"I'm the singer Mikey. I can do anything I want." Gerard joked
The girls were seated by the tree where Frank and Gerard once were. They were having fun watching the boys sweat and yell at each other while satisfying themselves with tasty side dish. Brittany and Emily wanted to have a little snack for the boys after they got done, but they were taking too fucking long so they decided to start without them.
Emily swatted at the air trying to hit the fly that kept creeping into her ear. "Fuck these damn Flies." Brittany laughed at her and continued to eat her food when she noticed Frank carrying a Amp way too big for him without his shirt. "When are they going to get done? I can't take anymore of these damn Flies." Brittany wasn't paying attention to her now; she was too busy watching Frank. Emily looked over to the quiet Brittany, and stared at her now drooling friend, well she wasn't exactly drooling, but she looked like she was about to anytime soon.... boom here comes the drool. Emily smirked she didn't have to turn her head in Brittany's direction; she already knew what she was looking at.
"You know you really shouldn't stare." Emily whispered into her ear. "And you so don't look attractive sporting that drool daggling from your chin. Grody to the max." Brittany snapped out of it, and wiped the drool off her lips and chin. Quite embarrassing
"Fuck Emily I can't believe I was just drooling." Emily grabbed a napkin for her weird friend and patted her back comforting.
"Don't get all mad about it Brit no one saw you except me. And look at me, I'm not at all grossed out." She gave Brittany a fake smile, hoping she couldn't see passed it. But Brittany only glanced at her for a second before looking away and nodding her head. Deep down Emily was cracking up, the shit that Brittany pulled was hilarious, and she knows she shouldn't think this was funny but she's never witnessed Brittany so open, she's never witnessed Brittany having emotion. At school it was like she didn't feel nothing.
When she broke a guy's heart, and Emily was left to tell him Brit didn't want to go out with him.
She didn't feel bad
When Brit got caught cheating and Emily would have to make up a lie
Brittany wouldn't feel bad. She would say he deserved it.
It was strange to see her now drooling over a guy when she could get anyone she wanted. Really anyone.
Brittany looked at her and smiled a teeth-showing smile. Emily cheeks bloomed red.
"Thinking about some guy, huh hot stuff?" Brittany was now back to normal.
"No!" Emily said a little to quickly and a little too loud, but know one was paying attention anyways. "I mean why would you think that?"
"Come on Emily talk to me honey, we never talk about the guys you like Emily." Brittany pleaded.
"Cause were too busy talking about your life," She said under her breath when Brittany was reaching for more cheese. "There's nothing to talk about." Brittany knew Emily was hiding something from her.
"What about Jeph?"
"What do you mean Jeph? There's nothing between us. I don't know where you got that idea."
Brittany looked angry; she was in no way to play with Emily. Why couldn't she tell her? Did she think that she was going to tell someone? "Well for one we were just talking about him in the house. I know there is something your not telling me. Come on Ell tell me. Does it have something to do with Jeph?"
Emily was about to speak when Brittany interrupted her. "I know there is something between you guys. I just wished you would of told me awhile ago so I wouldn't of have to asked your friend to ask Jeph. You could of asked him yourself." Emily gulped. Was she really about to lie to her friend again? It's so stupid why not just tell her?
"Shit Brittany I asked Jeph myself."
"When? Why didn't you tell me?"
"Well you know the night you got sick and your parents wouldn't let you go to Jefferson's party?"
Brittany nodded her head "Yeah." She remembered that night, it was supposed to be the party of the year, well 2nd now, her party is going to blow peoples faces in.
"Well I went." Emily wouldn't meet eye contact.
"What. I thought you were staying home too, because I couldn't go." Brittany was furious that she had went to the party. She mad a mental note to ask her if honestly the party sucked or not, and did she think her party stand a chance.
"Yeah I know, but Jennifer called me, my friend, and she said Our band that we like so much were going to be there, and I was thinking about you and how you wanted a band at your party, preferably that one, and I thought let me help my best friend out."
"That is bullshit and you know it but continue." Brittany picked up Emily's cherry coke and took a drink of it.
"Well anyways. So I got ready and shit, and then Jennifer came to get me, and it wasn't just her in the car. It was Mark her boyfriend he was sitting in the front seat, and Jeph in the back. So I had to sit in the back with him, which made me really happy because Jeph kept me laughing the whole Car ride, and there was this joke he said, it went like-"
"El I don't care." Emily looked a little hurt. "I really don't just continue with the story."
"In the car ride I could tell Jeph liked me, I mean he was flirting openly, and it would be a lie if I said I didn't like him back. Right?" Emily asked more to her self than to Brittany, "I mean I was really liking Jeph so when we got to Party we were all over each other. All of his attention was on me and I was loving it. And what made me even more happier was when he got on the stage to play with his band and he had Bert dedicate a song to me.
"No way!"
"Way! It was like the perfect night. It was one of those nights you would of never thought could happen to you." Emily looked at Brittany searching if she was angry with her, but it just looked like she was truly happy but hurt that she hadn't shared this good news to her. "When he got off the stage I clanged to him, I didn't want to let him go, because I convinced myself that I would never have this feeling again if I let go of him, and the amazing thing is he never let go of me either." Emily looked up at the sky trying to remember more of the night. "When he kissed me that night, it wasn't rough or dirty like any of the other assholes that we date, it was soft and slow, and left me longing for more. Just a while later It's was time to leave, Jennifer and Mark were both ready to go home, and Jeph wouldn't of been able to ride with us because he's band wanted to stay longer. So he stayed. We exchanged numbers. "
"Ahh it sounds like someone's in love." Brittany sang while Emily blushed
"He called me the next day, and that's when I asked him to play at your party which he gradually accepted...But after they cancelled we stopped talking. It was like something changed. And I don't know if I was the reason or he. Since then I've been feeling empty." It looked like Emily was going to tear up so Brittany wrapped her arm around her.
"Hey it's cool Ell. If you want when he gets here I'll beat him up for you for not talking to you?" Emily laughed, seeing Brittany in a fight was funny.
"So your not mad at me for going to a party when you were sick, and then not telling you how I hooked up with the bassist from the band that was supposed to be at your party?" Brittany thought about it letting Emily's words sink into her. Was she mad or not?
"No I'm not mad. You have to do a lot more shit to me to get me pissed off at you. Plus I love you like a sister." Brittany gave Emily a hug. Brittany's words touched Emily, having Brittany think of her, as a sister was the best thing she could say to her at this situation.
Over by the Van the boys watched the girls exchange meaningful words and hug.
"Shit man! Are they gay?" Matt asked everybody. "Shit that's all we need is another gay couple." He said looking over at Gerard and Frank standing very close to each other and giving them a smile.
"No their not Gay asshole." Mikey said punching Matt in the arm and running away so not to get hit back even harder.
"How the fuck do you know Mikey?" Ray asked taking sides with Matt.
"Because I'm not stupid like you guys." Mikey said pointing a finger at his band mates. "Plus they're fucking close friends. Are we done yet?"
"Yeah we were done mikey." Frank yelled to mikey the 10th time. Mikey was acting like a kid and it was bothering everybody.
"Okay good." Mikey jumped off the van's hood and walked over to Brittany and Emily who were still talking about Jeph.
"Hey way what do you think your doing, the blonde is mine." Matt called at mikey.
"Yeah and the brunette one is mine." Ray added, trying to catch up with them.
Brittany and Emily smiled at them
Gerard grabbed Frank's hand and pulled him inside the Van with him.
"Gerard we got to go-"
"We got to go do what? Were done. They only asked to get the equipment out. Plus I want to spend some time with my favorite person." Frank smiled at Gerard slowly creeping his leg over Frank's thigh.
"Yeah cause it's not like we don't see each other everyday." Gerard gave a pout look at Frank unwillingness to work with him. "Okay I give." Frank reached past Gerard and shut the door. "There was no need for everybody to know what we were doing in here."
"Honey I don't care if the whole world knows." Last thing Gerard said before he managed to get on top of Frank in record time.
Be prepared for chapter 12. I'm even going to release the name of it. 'Oh shit' yep. Chapter 12 coming soon in 2 weeks. Yes I need some time to write this. I have 3 fucking projects to do next week, and I have finals so back off. But I'll make sure this one is the best.
"Honey I don't care if the whole world knows."
POV (switch up a lot between me, Brittany and Emily. So try not to get confused. You may have to read it over, and don't be lazy and just say fuck it and be left confused it won't take you that long to re-read a part, stop being fucking stupid, it may not seem like a important chapter but it really is. Cocksmoking motherfuckwad, Haha wad like ficwad.lol. I'm a dork. A clever one.)
I so appreciate the reviews. Thank you guys so much. This chapter is not my favorite but I'm proud of myself because it only took all of yesterday to do because I'm a big procrastinator and I missed school. LOVE YOU ALL. And I'm sorry that your not happy because this chapter doesn't really focus on my chemical romance this is the girls chapter, they have some of the stardom.
Keep on with the reviews.
well here it goes...
Putting the Equipment in the house took a lot more work then anybody in my chemical romance would of thought it would. Cause since they were going to be the only band playing tonight instead of many other bands they wouldn't be able to share equipment like they usually would.
So out came everything.
"Shit who ever thought of packing this much equipment is really fucking stupid, like seriously?" Mikey asked himself out loud. "Do we really need all this?"
Ray grunted at Mikey's stupid question. "Fuck Mikey you only took up your bass and a amp." Matt yelled coming back from Brittany's house.
"Fuck it seems like a lot more." He said trying to catch his breath. Gerard hit his little brother in head as he passed carrying a small AMP. "That's fucked up why does Gerard get the light shit, and I get all this weight on me, I'm more fragile then you guys." Frank smirked at him, but everybody else ignored him.
"I'm the singer Mikey. I can do anything I want." Gerard joked
The girls were seated by the tree where Frank and Gerard once were. They were having fun watching the boys sweat and yell at each other while satisfying themselves with tasty side dish. Brittany and Emily wanted to have a little snack for the boys after they got done, but they were taking too fucking long so they decided to start without them.
Emily swatted at the air trying to hit the fly that kept creeping into her ear. "Fuck these damn Flies." Brittany laughed at her and continued to eat her food when she noticed Frank carrying a Amp way too big for him without his shirt. "When are they going to get done? I can't take anymore of these damn Flies." Brittany wasn't paying attention to her now; she was too busy watching Frank. Emily looked over to the quiet Brittany, and stared at her now drooling friend, well she wasn't exactly drooling, but she looked like she was about to anytime soon.... boom here comes the drool. Emily smirked she didn't have to turn her head in Brittany's direction; she already knew what she was looking at.
"You know you really shouldn't stare." Emily whispered into her ear. "And you so don't look attractive sporting that drool daggling from your chin. Grody to the max." Brittany snapped out of it, and wiped the drool off her lips and chin. Quite embarrassing
"Fuck Emily I can't believe I was just drooling." Emily grabbed a napkin for her weird friend and patted her back comforting.
"Don't get all mad about it Brit no one saw you except me. And look at me, I'm not at all grossed out." She gave Brittany a fake smile, hoping she couldn't see passed it. But Brittany only glanced at her for a second before looking away and nodding her head. Deep down Emily was cracking up, the shit that Brittany pulled was hilarious, and she knows she shouldn't think this was funny but she's never witnessed Brittany so open, she's never witnessed Brittany having emotion. At school it was like she didn't feel nothing.
When she broke a guy's heart, and Emily was left to tell him Brit didn't want to go out with him.
She didn't feel bad
When Brit got caught cheating and Emily would have to make up a lie
Brittany wouldn't feel bad. She would say he deserved it.
It was strange to see her now drooling over a guy when she could get anyone she wanted. Really anyone.
Brittany looked at her and smiled a teeth-showing smile. Emily cheeks bloomed red.
"Thinking about some guy, huh hot stuff?" Brittany was now back to normal.
"No!" Emily said a little to quickly and a little too loud, but know one was paying attention anyways. "I mean why would you think that?"
"Come on Emily talk to me honey, we never talk about the guys you like Emily." Brittany pleaded.
"Cause were too busy talking about your life," She said under her breath when Brittany was reaching for more cheese. "There's nothing to talk about." Brittany knew Emily was hiding something from her.
"What about Jeph?"
"What do you mean Jeph? There's nothing between us. I don't know where you got that idea."
Brittany looked angry; she was in no way to play with Emily. Why couldn't she tell her? Did she think that she was going to tell someone? "Well for one we were just talking about him in the house. I know there is something your not telling me. Come on Ell tell me. Does it have something to do with Jeph?"
Emily was about to speak when Brittany interrupted her. "I know there is something between you guys. I just wished you would of told me awhile ago so I wouldn't of have to asked your friend to ask Jeph. You could of asked him yourself." Emily gulped. Was she really about to lie to her friend again? It's so stupid why not just tell her?
"Shit Brittany I asked Jeph myself."
"When? Why didn't you tell me?"
"Well you know the night you got sick and your parents wouldn't let you go to Jefferson's party?"
Brittany nodded her head "Yeah." She remembered that night, it was supposed to be the party of the year, well 2nd now, her party is going to blow peoples faces in.
"Well I went." Emily wouldn't meet eye contact.
"What. I thought you were staying home too, because I couldn't go." Brittany was furious that she had went to the party. She mad a mental note to ask her if honestly the party sucked or not, and did she think her party stand a chance.
"Yeah I know, but Jennifer called me, my friend, and she said Our band that we like so much were going to be there, and I was thinking about you and how you wanted a band at your party, preferably that one, and I thought let me help my best friend out."
"That is bullshit and you know it but continue." Brittany picked up Emily's cherry coke and took a drink of it.
"Well anyways. So I got ready and shit, and then Jennifer came to get me, and it wasn't just her in the car. It was Mark her boyfriend he was sitting in the front seat, and Jeph in the back. So I had to sit in the back with him, which made me really happy because Jeph kept me laughing the whole Car ride, and there was this joke he said, it went like-"
"El I don't care." Emily looked a little hurt. "I really don't just continue with the story."
"In the car ride I could tell Jeph liked me, I mean he was flirting openly, and it would be a lie if I said I didn't like him back. Right?" Emily asked more to her self than to Brittany, "I mean I was really liking Jeph so when we got to Party we were all over each other. All of his attention was on me and I was loving it. And what made me even more happier was when he got on the stage to play with his band and he had Bert dedicate a song to me.
"No way!"
"Way! It was like the perfect night. It was one of those nights you would of never thought could happen to you." Emily looked at Brittany searching if she was angry with her, but it just looked like she was truly happy but hurt that she hadn't shared this good news to her. "When he got off the stage I clanged to him, I didn't want to let him go, because I convinced myself that I would never have this feeling again if I let go of him, and the amazing thing is he never let go of me either." Emily looked up at the sky trying to remember more of the night. "When he kissed me that night, it wasn't rough or dirty like any of the other assholes that we date, it was soft and slow, and left me longing for more. Just a while later It's was time to leave, Jennifer and Mark were both ready to go home, and Jeph wouldn't of been able to ride with us because he's band wanted to stay longer. So he stayed. We exchanged numbers. "
"Ahh it sounds like someone's in love." Brittany sang while Emily blushed
"He called me the next day, and that's when I asked him to play at your party which he gradually accepted...But after they cancelled we stopped talking. It was like something changed. And I don't know if I was the reason or he. Since then I've been feeling empty." It looked like Emily was going to tear up so Brittany wrapped her arm around her.
"Hey it's cool Ell. If you want when he gets here I'll beat him up for you for not talking to you?" Emily laughed, seeing Brittany in a fight was funny.
"So your not mad at me for going to a party when you were sick, and then not telling you how I hooked up with the bassist from the band that was supposed to be at your party?" Brittany thought about it letting Emily's words sink into her. Was she mad or not?
"No I'm not mad. You have to do a lot more shit to me to get me pissed off at you. Plus I love you like a sister." Brittany gave Emily a hug. Brittany's words touched Emily, having Brittany think of her, as a sister was the best thing she could say to her at this situation.
Over by the Van the boys watched the girls exchange meaningful words and hug.
"Shit man! Are they gay?" Matt asked everybody. "Shit that's all we need is another gay couple." He said looking over at Gerard and Frank standing very close to each other and giving them a smile.
"No their not Gay asshole." Mikey said punching Matt in the arm and running away so not to get hit back even harder.
"How the fuck do you know Mikey?" Ray asked taking sides with Matt.
"Because I'm not stupid like you guys." Mikey said pointing a finger at his band mates. "Plus they're fucking close friends. Are we done yet?"
"Yeah we were done mikey." Frank yelled to mikey the 10th time. Mikey was acting like a kid and it was bothering everybody.
"Okay good." Mikey jumped off the van's hood and walked over to Brittany and Emily who were still talking about Jeph.
"Hey way what do you think your doing, the blonde is mine." Matt called at mikey.
"Yeah and the brunette one is mine." Ray added, trying to catch up with them.
Brittany and Emily smiled at them
Gerard grabbed Frank's hand and pulled him inside the Van with him.
"Gerard we got to go-"
"We got to go do what? Were done. They only asked to get the equipment out. Plus I want to spend some time with my favorite person." Frank smiled at Gerard slowly creeping his leg over Frank's thigh.
"Yeah cause it's not like we don't see each other everyday." Gerard gave a pout look at Frank unwillingness to work with him. "Okay I give." Frank reached past Gerard and shut the door. "There was no need for everybody to know what we were doing in here."
"Honey I don't care if the whole world knows." Last thing Gerard said before he managed to get on top of Frank in record time.
Be prepared for chapter 12. I'm even going to release the name of it. 'Oh shit' yep. Chapter 12 coming soon in 2 weeks. Yes I need some time to write this. I have 3 fucking projects to do next week, and I have finals so back off. But I'll make sure this one is the best.
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