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"Are you sure it wasn't Emily"
SHIT I SKIPPED A FUCKING CHAPTER. I'M SO SORRY. THIS CHAPTER IS RIGHT AFTER GERARD AND fRANK FIGHT. GOD!
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i've had this chapter for like 4 weeks. I thought i had posted it with the fight chapter but i guess not. OMG i feel so stupid, i could of been so much further. URGH! sorries.
GERARD POV
"Are you sure it wasn't Emily"
What the fuck I'm I doing? Watching frank, maybe I should just get it over with and go talk to him? But he clearly told me to leave him alone for little while. Shit what do I now?
He won't even look at me. He's too "busy" watching tv. I bet I look so weird leaning on the wall across from where Frank's sitting and just watching him. Like I'm some kind of freaking child molester.
Gerard look at something else, try to focus on something else. Oh these tiles on the ceiling look really cool, I wonder how long it took for them to make them? Looked like they made it by hand too. Cool.
Okay that was boring. Observing things are not working out. What else to do? What is there to do?
I looked up to see Ray walk over to Kitty and talk to her. That's exactly what I need to do. Talk to somebody. But who?
MY POV
"Hey Gerard, is something wrong? You look sad?" Emily asked him coming over to him, after sitting on floor doing nothing, but watching her friends have fun. She didn't want to do anything but be with Jeph. What the hell was taking them so long?
"I don't even really know." Gerard said in monotone, still watching frank watch TV. Frank had looked up a couple times and met his glance only to mouth Mafia, before he went back to acting like he was really interested in the TV show. Emily followed Gerard's glaze before sighing loudly. She knew she was the source to Gerard's unhappiness.
"You and Frank had a fight huh? Cause of me and Frank's little battle in the living room?" Emily felt guilty, she probably just ruined a good friendship, because her babbling about her non-existent boyfriend. Frank was just trying to tell her what nobody would, wasn't he?
"Yeah, but he'll get over it. He's just needs some time to cool off." Gerard watched Frank walk into the kitchen, and just before he walked in, he saw Frank give him a dirty look before he carried on. He just needed time Gerard reminded himself. Plus he was probably just jealous because him and Emily were talking together.
"Well I'm sorry." Emily said in a sad voice.
"It's not your fault." Gerard told her. Emily didn't say anything she still felt like it was her fault even though Gerard did admit that it wasn't but people can lie.
Gerard and Emily stood in comfortable silence thinking about how they could of done things differently before he interrupted in a question.
"Hey Emily I'll be back, I'm just going to get a drink of water." Emily nodded and smiled at him, before Gerard walked into the kitchen only to be met with a quiet Frank and Mikey, which were probably talking about him.
"I got to go back out there. I'll talk to you later Frank. Bye Gee." Mikey told them as he hurried out of the kitchen. Frank took a seat at the table messing with the peeling wood on the chairs. Gerard went over to the cabinets in search of a cup. Gerard took a little peek at Frank who was sitting there messing with the chairs. Was he trying to make Gerard go crazy? Why the hell wasn't he talking? He had to be cooled down by now.
"Shit Fuck, where the hell are all the god damn Cups at?" Gerard asked himself banging his hands on the counter very loudly just to mess with Frank.
"Would you stop doing that it's very annoying?" frank asked under his breath, he didn't plan on Gerard hearing him. Gerard smiled to himself, he got frank to talk it felt like he won a metal or something.
"Shit, Fuck, Motherfucking cocksmokers where the hell are, oh oh there they are?" Gerard took one out of the cabinet, feeling a little stupid, and walking over to the sink. He couldn't care if the water was cold or hot, he just wanted something to ease he's throat.
"I wish you would stop cussing so loudly?" Frank asked him. Gerard ignored his question.
"So have you called the Mafia yet? Because I thought I heard someone sneaking up behind me, it kind of freaked me out." Gerard told him trying to stifle a laugh, before he took a drink of his water.
"Are you sure it wasn't Emily?" Frank shoot back. Gerard turned his head, trying to hide his laughter but it was easily heard. Frank was about to continue when Emily walked in carrying a big box and placing it on the floor, not even seeing Gerard and Frank.
Frank took a long look at Gerard before he gets up and stretched and walked out the kitchen. Leaving a searching Emily, and worried Gee.
Just when Frank walks out the door Gerard can hear Brittany yelling from the window. "The used are here." Emily stops what she's doing and runs out the kitchen leaving behind Gerard thinking. "Great now how I'm I going to get to talk to Frank." Before walking out the door that Emily and Frank left out
GERARD POV
"Are you sure it wasn't Emily"
What the fuck I'm I doing? Watching frank, maybe I should just get it over with and go talk to him? But he clearly told me to leave him alone for little while. Shit what do I now?
He won't even look at me. He's too "busy" watching tv. I bet I look so weird leaning on the wall across from where Frank's sitting and just watching him. Like I'm some kind of freaking child molester.
Gerard look at something else, try to focus on something else. Oh these tiles on the ceiling look really cool, I wonder how long it took for them to make them? Looked like they made it by hand too. Cool.
Okay that was boring. Observing things are not working out. What else to do? What is there to do?
I looked up to see Ray walk over to Kitty and talk to her. That's exactly what I need to do. Talk to somebody. But who?
MY POV
"Hey Gerard, is something wrong? You look sad?" Emily asked him coming over to him, after sitting on floor doing nothing, but watching her friends have fun. She didn't want to do anything but be with Jeph. What the hell was taking them so long?
"I don't even really know." Gerard said in monotone, still watching frank watch TV. Frank had looked up a couple times and met his glance only to mouth Mafia, before he went back to acting like he was really interested in the TV show. Emily followed Gerard's glaze before sighing loudly. She knew she was the source to Gerard's unhappiness.
"You and Frank had a fight huh? Cause of me and Frank's little battle in the living room?" Emily felt guilty, she probably just ruined a good friendship, because her babbling about her non-existent boyfriend. Frank was just trying to tell her what nobody would, wasn't he?
"Yeah, but he'll get over it. He's just needs some time to cool off." Gerard watched Frank walk into the kitchen, and just before he walked in, he saw Frank give him a dirty look before he carried on. He just needed time Gerard reminded himself. Plus he was probably just jealous because him and Emily were talking together.
"Well I'm sorry." Emily said in a sad voice.
"It's not your fault." Gerard told her. Emily didn't say anything she still felt like it was her fault even though Gerard did admit that it wasn't but people can lie.
Gerard and Emily stood in comfortable silence thinking about how they could of done things differently before he interrupted in a question.
"Hey Emily I'll be back, I'm just going to get a drink of water." Emily nodded and smiled at him, before Gerard walked into the kitchen only to be met with a quiet Frank and Mikey, which were probably talking about him.
"I got to go back out there. I'll talk to you later Frank. Bye Gee." Mikey told them as he hurried out of the kitchen. Frank took a seat at the table messing with the peeling wood on the chairs. Gerard went over to the cabinets in search of a cup. Gerard took a little peek at Frank who was sitting there messing with the chairs. Was he trying to make Gerard go crazy? Why the hell wasn't he talking? He had to be cooled down by now.
"Shit Fuck, where the hell are all the god damn Cups at?" Gerard asked himself banging his hands on the counter very loudly just to mess with Frank.
"Would you stop doing that it's very annoying?" frank asked under his breath, he didn't plan on Gerard hearing him. Gerard smiled to himself, he got frank to talk it felt like he won a metal or something.
"Shit, Fuck, Motherfucking cocksmokers where the hell are, oh oh there they are?" Gerard took one out of the cabinet, feeling a little stupid, and walking over to the sink. He couldn't care if the water was cold or hot, he just wanted something to ease he's throat.
"I wish you would stop cussing so loudly?" Frank asked him. Gerard ignored his question.
"So have you called the Mafia yet? Because I thought I heard someone sneaking up behind me, it kind of freaked me out." Gerard told him trying to stifle a laugh, before he took a drink of his water.
"Are you sure it wasn't Emily?" Frank shoot back. Gerard turned his head, trying to hide his laughter but it was easily heard. Frank was about to continue when Emily walked in carrying a big box and placing it on the floor, not even seeing Gerard and Frank.
Frank took a long look at Gerard before he gets up and stretched and walked out the kitchen. Leaving a searching Emily, and worried Gee.
Just when Frank walks out the door Gerard can hear Brittany yelling from the window. "The used are here." Emily stops what she's doing and runs out the kitchen leaving behind Gerard thinking. "Great now how I'm I going to get to talk to Frank." Before walking out the door that Emily and Frank left out
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