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The day had been long and I was tired. Slipping out of my coat I hung it in the closet and looked around. There seemed to be no one home. I walked into the kitchen and found a note Alicia had left on the table.

Laura,
Everyone decided to go out to dinner tonight.
Not sure when we'll be back but probably late.
See you in the morning.
Alicia
P.S. Gee said to tell you sorry there's no movie
night.

I read the note hating how the P.S. made me feel. I had been looking foreword to tonight and I hated myself for it. All day I had watched Gerard and his girlfriend at the record company offices. She had accompanied him, never leaving his side. I had watched them. They looked very happy together. They held hands and smiled while they talked to record executives and the press who had been invited. I had sat at my desk watching them and hating myself. It wasn't until she had started talking to a member of the press about their upcoming wedding that I caught sight of a look on Gerard's face I had never seen before. It was as if for a brief moment he let the mask drop and I could see the real man. He wasn't happy, he looked lost. Before I could turn away he looked over at me. I was expecting him to sneer but instead he locked eyes with me then quickly turned away. When he turned back the mask was carefully put back in place and he smiled and talked about how happy he was to be getting married.
Well, I thought I wasted a lot of time on guilt for something I was going to do tonight for nothing. He wasn't coming. I climbed the stairs and decided to take a shower before going to bed.
I came out of the bathroom and screamed. I hadn't expected anyone to be in my bedroom laying on my bed.
"You're wasting time," Gerard said calmly.
"What are you doing here?' I asked when my heart had slowed down enough to speak.
"You know why I'm here." He said sitting up.
"But everyone went out to eat. There's no movie tonight" I said stupidly.
"Just because there is no movie doesn't change what you want." He stood and moved towards me. I held my breath waiting to see what he would do.
"What about what you want?' I challenged.
He gave me a bored look, "You know what I want."
I couldn't decide what to say. He was right; I did know what he wanted. It was the same thing I wanted.
"So decide."
"You know what my decision will be. Why do you ask?"
He simply stared at me then repeated the question. "Decide."
This time I didn't answer, I simply let my towel drop to the floor revealing my nude body to him.
He nodded without looking at me and turned to the bed. "Lay down in the center of the bed."
I did as he said. My heartbeat was already accelerating. He moved towards the bed and swiftly grabbed my arms and put them over my head. I heard the handcuff click before I felt the metal around my wrist. I didn't utter a sound as he secured my other wrist to the bedpost with another handcuff. Both of my arms were now securely cuffed above my head. My eyes followed his every move as he undressed. I wanted to reach out and touch his body but was unable. He got on the bed and straddled my chest. Leaning foreword he grabbed the headboard and positioned his body so that his cock was touching my lips. "Suck"
I opened my mouth and took him inside. My tongue swirled around and ran down his length. He never made a sound but I could feel him getting harder and harder. He began to pump his cock in and out of my mouth. Just when I was sure he would cum he pulled out and moved away. He kneeled in-between my legs and put his hands under me, lifting my hips just high enough that he could enter me with ease. I struggled against the cuffs but to no avail. He was pumping faster and faster and I could feel the tension inside my own body growing. I moaned and rolled my head back and forth on the pillow.
"Shut the fuck up" he said in a monotone voice. No anger in his words just a command.
I tightened my lips to keep any sound from escaping. It was impossible, the feeling was building fast. I could feel my muscles tightening around him. He continued to plunge in and out of my wetness. I moaned once more. Suddenly he pulled out of me and sat back on his haunches. I looked at him. "I told you to shut the fuck up and I mean it."
"I'm sorry" I sputtered, "I can't help it."
He got off the bed and moved to pick up his hoodie. In the front pocked he took out a scrap of red fabric. He leaned over me and put the silk piece of cloth in my mouth forming a gag, which he tired in the back.
Once again he positioned himself and entered me quickly. He resumed pumping as if nothing had happened. He pulled out of me and came on my chest. I closed my eyes in disappointment. I had been so close.
"You didn't cum" he said. I opened my eyes to see him looking at me. I shook my head no. He sat on the bed next to me and ran his fingers thru his cum that was on my chest. He rubbed it over my nipples. Then his fingers trailed down until they found my wetness. He rubbed me finding just the right spot. I bucked my hips trying to push his fingers into me He looked at me a moment then pushed one finger inside. Soon another finger was added. It didn't take long for the feeling to build again. His finger inside me moved in and out, in and out. I came quick and hard. Gerard saw and waited until the feel faded before standing. He unhooked each handcuff then untied the gag.
"Why?" I asked as he was dressing.
"Because it's what you want, it's what I want."
I suddenly felt guilt that I hadn't expected, "That's not what I meant. Why me" Why do you cheat on your fiancée."
He had finished dressing and turned to me. "We are alike"
I shook my head, "No, we aren't. I never cheated on my fiancée."
"He cheated on you." Gerard said walking towards the door.
He was right my fiancé had cheated on me but I had never told anyone. I had simply broke off the engagement and moved away. "How do you know?"
He opened the bedroom door. Turning he spoke without looking at me. "Because he cheated on you with me."