Categories > Celebrities > Panic! At The Disco > You'll be a lover in my bed and a gun to my head

I see you lying next to me, with words I thought I'd never speak.

by rainbowsprinkles08

Ryden? yes. its ryden, but forgive me this is my first. I actually thoguht of it while writing my other story (not ryden) and the first lines are extracted exactly from that. Comment if you like...

Category: Panic! At The Disco - Rating: NC-17 - Genres: Angst, Drama, Erotica, Fantasy, Humor, Romance - Warnings: [X] - Published: 2007-07-09 - Updated: 2007-07-09 - 397 words - Complete

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I sat curled up like a cat on the couch of the suite reading, like I always do.

"Awww look at Ryry. He looks like a little kitty!!" Brendon cooed as he walked in from his bedroom.

I rolled my eyes. "God I hate that nickname."

"You know you love it." He whispered in my ear as he walked past.

"God you guys aren't gonna go all Ryden on us are you?" Spencer called from the table where he was eating lunch."

"Haha. Doubt it." I said and went back to reading. Secretly wishing for it.

Brendon had stopped in the middle of the floor. Slowly he turned around and ran to me. He forced me to look up from my book and he kissed me.

I was so in shock I didnt pull back and I didn't respond. Then as soon as it happend, he pulled away from me.

"...uh. What the fuck was that?" I asked.

"I just wanted to see if those stories were really true. If we were secretly harboring feelings for each other, but both pretended to like girls but we eventually realize that we love eachother." Brendon rambled.

I sat there and stared up at him with a my eye brows pulled together.

"I didnt feel anything. Did you?" He said.

"Nope." I lied, I know thats what he wanted to hear though.

"Ok thats what I thought. Those stories are shit."

"But they're really creative." Jon chimed in.

"You guys are soo beyond weird." Spencer said shaking his head.

"Yeah well thats why you love us." Jon pointed out.

I had been dreaming of kissing Brendon for a long time. He was just so, so..../Brendon./

I had always thought that I was straight until I met Brendon, then i started to doubt myself. I came to the conclusion that I was bi because I also started to look at other guys, but not as much as Brendon. He was so gorgeous. His lips, his hair, his voice, his everything

Maybe I should tell him... I thought to myself as I watched him joke around with Spence and Jon. Laughing, smiling. Looking over at me with those eyes.

Wait whats that look in his eyes?


Should I continue or not bother? I wont if I dont get that many reviews I'll continue when if I get 10 different reviews to continue
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