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chapter 16


every1 gave her a talk to about commiting suicide which was true
she tried to kill herself

Joy's pov
Why? Is every1 watching my back for like im gonna kill myself or something Cayln
shes there every where i take a step. I think its time for a party Tony is having
a party Kt was gonna be there! O yeah thats Kt is Tony's girl he loves her to
death I wanna go on Tour again. Joel doesnt think I should go.
"Joel can i go to this party i wanna go." i said to him giving te puppy look
"i dont know Joy its jus a week ago you were in the hospital." he said to me
"Joel if you dont stop looking over me like i need to be watch then we shouldnt be
having to talk about this." i said getting up leaving
Joel has been watching me too closely i never want a watch man for a boy friend
hes a pain in the ass now. My fucking goodness what hell is so wrong so what if i
cut myself i didnt die i like i should have until Joel stuck his nose in it.

Joel's pov'
Joy doesnt know what do with of us watching her i love her shes rocking out
that black dress my freak i dont know if we should go to this party she jus gotten
over cutting her self. She has a right to make up her mind. I think i know whats best though we should stay home.
"You what i think?" i said to her
"whats that?" she said
"I dont think we should go?" i said
"Well i think im going you can stay if you like" she said
"fine ill go to but you shouldnt drink?" i said to her
"you cant telll me what i can and cant do im grown up Jacoby is
gonna be there im going thats end of it" she said
She was meeting Jacoby I really dont know about him hes drinking
she doesnt need that right now.
"hey Joel whats got you up down?" Benj said
"well Joy is going to Tony's party i dont want her to go" i said
to him
"Loook Joel if you love her then let her go she has her on mind she knows what
she wants" BEnj said
"hey joel it will be fine ill be there sid is gonna be there" benj said
that wasnt helpping maybe we need to be apart from eachother shes right
we got a tour coming up ill miss her but i think we need time apart.

Cayln's pov
after a week Joy is better! I dont know why Joel isnt going to Tony's party
i want a alone with my billy i love him so much. Joy and Joel are not doing
so well ill called them J and J. Ive havent seen Kt in a while.

Kt's pov
im so happy to see joy again i seen her at the hospital it was so aweful
i think Cayln had a problem with it she doesnt like hospitals at all i dont
blame her i dont care that about them either.
here she comes
"hey Joy sup" i said to her
"nothing to much your self" she said
"ready for you to coming over" i said
"awesome" she said
"hey babe glad see you" Tony said grabing her in a hug
"hey my sweet same here" she said
"so wheres your crew at" he ask her
"i dont there at home getting ready" she said
"so how are you?" Tony said asking
"im good yourself" Joy said
"im great" Tony said
here they come i dont think i see Joel Madden
never mind i see him coming threw the door
"hey Joel, Cayln, Sid, Benj, Billy!" i said
"Hey Kt, Tony, Joy." Joel said
"hey Joel" she said
"hey come on in come on Benj and joel, Billy we'll go out and let the ladies talk" tony said as they were leaving
"Joy whats wrong" I said
"its nothing" She said
"its something cuz you dont cry for jus nothing" Sid said
"its Joel I love him but?" Joy said
"what about him we know you love him but what" i said
"Joel doesnt want me anymore or i dont want him" she said
"babe you know he loves you" Sid said
"You cant tell me that Joel doesnt want you you got to be kidding
Joy loves you he cares about you although i thought you would be better with" i said before i was cut off
"then being with him babe you got a lot goin for you. You have a nice boy friend so go be with him" sid said
"ok i understand what your saying" she said getting up walking towards Joel
"i dont know what to do with her this isnt her week" Sid said
some times i would like to know what goes threw her head but sometimes i dont
shes kool!

Joel's pov
i dont know what has gotten into Joy but i like it she was flirting with me
while she was talking to the girls i love it when shes plays with me like that
shes no matter where im at i always pray for her shes wonderful
"hey babe what has gotten into you" i said asking her while putting my arms around her
Benji looked over at me gave me wink
"hey babe why dont you go get us something to eat ok" i said kissing her
"sure my sweet ill be back" she said to me before leaving
im so happy now i am!
"hey joel you and joy look great together" Benj told me
"thanks bro when you are gonna set a date for the wedding" i ask him
"welll i dont know we love eachother" he said to me
"any1 can tell that" i told him
Sid came over to Benji "hey baby what you doin?" she asked
"im talking to Joel what have you beeen do?" he asked her while pulling her closer him
"ive been talk with girls" Sid said
"what did you all of you talk about?" he asked her
"well i think Joy wants to tour again we've been practicing she is doing better" She told him
"well i dont think she should go just yet" i said to the both of them
"Joel you know as well as i do when she has her mind set shes gonna do it" she told me
"i dont think she needs to go right now she needs to be with me" i told her
"well Joel me and you have a different opinion i think she needs this if we did she wouldnt
tired to kill herself she got out to get away from you" she said yelling at me
"benj help me here" i said asking him for help
"no way buddy you your self in it" he said
"i dont think she needs to be in that thing" i said to her
"i do i think its jus what she needs shes my girl i think shes right i gonna tell we should
go out with papa roach" she said
"no not them you cant do this to me sid shes my girl" i said to her

Sid's pov
Joel fucking madden! he made me so damn mad i think Joy needs this to get away from here i know cayln would
love to do it again without billy this time around. i love benjamin levi madden! but i want to this i need to do this
i dont think Joel wants Joy to go! but i disagree
"come benjamin were leaving this jackass" i said to benj
"bye joel" benj said
we left

Joel's pov
i dont know whats wrong with sid but i dont want joy to being leaving me
anytime soon but i guess its only fair i havent see Joy sense she left me an hour
ago i dont know where she could be. I know shes Sid's best friend but shes
my girl friend i know whats best for now.
"hey have you seen Joy? Cayln" i asked
"i saw her go with Benj and Sid i g2g 2 bye" she said and left
Billy left with her! i dont know what the hell is wrong with me.

Sid's pov again
"how could Joel say that to me about her" i said benj
"babe i dont know may he wants his girl like i want mine" he said
"ok tomorrow were talking about this" i said
"ok anything you want sweetie" he said kissing my neck
we got little heated

Joy was up still making songs for the next record
its 2 days she hasnt got any sleep Joel wasnt around that make her
sad so thats why she was up for two days


plz review plz thanks calyn for the help i really do thank you!
plz if you have an idea shout out to me!
byelove
your girl
Joy! :(