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I tried not to think about Gerard the next day. It was impossible of course. He confused and excited me. He also had answers that I needed.
When I got back to Mikey and Alicia's place it was dark. Once more work had demanded more of my time than I was required to give. However, I loved working at the record company and didn't want to do anything to jeopardize my position. I wondered if screwing the lead singer of MCR would be considered a bad thing. Yeah, I'm sure it would considering that he was happily engaged. At least that was what everyone was supposed to believe.
I let myself into the house knowing that I was alone. Well alone speaking in terms of humans. In terms of cats I had lots of company. I took off my coat and slipped off my shoes. The snow had turned to mush and I didn't want to mess up the carpets.
I couldn't help myself from wondering were Gerard was tonight. I guess Movie Night wasn't going to work out. Everyone had so much to do before the group left on the tour. I walked up to my bedroom and flipped on the light. Shit, he made me scream again. "Would you stop that?" Gerard stared at me blankly while laying on my bed.
"Where is everyone?" I questioned.
"At a party." He said offering no more information.
"Why aren't you and your fiancée there?" I knew I sounded bitchy but I couldn't help it.
"She's there, I told her I was sick and was going home."
"And you came here."
"Of course" he said evenly.
Fuck it, I was happy to hear he had come to me. I knew I shouldn't be, he had just come to use me for sex but I still felt happy He closed his eyes and for a moment I thought he had fallen asleep. "Princess Bride" He said.
"It's a great movie," I said walking closer to the bed.
He still had his eyes closed. "Why do you need answers?"
Shit, was he psychic? "You have to understand my point of view. I'm confused and you're to blame."
"Because I slept with your fiancé? Does that fact that I've been with men sicken you?" There was no emotion in his voice but he had opened his eyes and was watching for my reaction.
"No" I answered honestly. "It doesn't."
"One question, that's it for tonight" he said tiredly.
I had thought about it all day just hoping I would get the chance. Now whatever I had thought to ask had gone slap-flat out of my head. I told Gerard that.
"Slap-flat?" He actually smiled slightly
"My grandmother was very southern. She used that expression all the time." I explained.
"One question" he repeated.
I sat down on the foot of the bed, "Why are you marrying a woman you don't love?' I asked softly.
"Why not?" He answered
"Oh hell no that's not an answer. You have to answer it's only fair"
"Life's not fair princess." He said in return.
I immediately recognized his answer as a line from "Princess Bride". "Okay great movie line I get that but please answer."
Once more he smiled slightly when I mentioned that it was a line from tonight's movie. "I am marrying her to stop all of the fucking gay rumors about me. The record company thinks it's for the best."
I was shocked. "but well..." I sputtered.
He sighed, "You think I'm gay?"
"Well told me you slept with my fiancé, he was definitely a guy." I said crossly.
"He was all man," Gerard answered. He was trying to anger me and it worked.
"You know what, fuck you." I spat.
"Yes, that's right, fuck me." He sat up but instead of looking at me he looked across the room towards the clock.
I stood staring at him. I wanted to tell him to get the hell out and leave me alone. I had loved Alan with all my heart. When he told me he had cheated on me I thought my world was ending. Finding out that he had cheated on me with Gerard had been more than just shocking. My head wanted me to throw him out of the room but my body wanted him to stay.
"What is the line Wesley says to Buttercup?" He was back to the monotone.
I was still angry, "He says lots of thing to her."
He sighed again and stood. I watched as he walked towards the door. "What are you doing?"
"Leaving, you don't want to play."
I hated myself for saying, "I do want to play."
He turned and waited. "As you wish." I said repeating the line he wanted to hear.
Gerard walked back to the bed and sat down. "Tonight that is my line. I will do whatever you wish."
Holy crap, I thought. I was in charge. The possibilities seemed endless. He stood waiting. I took a deep breath, "Come and undress me."
"As you wish" he said walking towards me. I held my breath as his hands began to unbutton my blouse. He gently slipped it off my shoulders.
"Damn it, look at my face." I hated his detached attitude.
"As you with" his eyes locked with mine. Fuck, his eyes were beautiful. He continued to undress me. He slid down my skirt and I stepped out of it. He kneeled down and removed my hose. As his fingers slipped under the top of my panties I inhaled sharply. His fingers lingered as they pulled the material down. I was shaky when I stepped out of them. He walked around me and unhooked my bra. Soon I was standing naked. Gerard stood waiting for my command. Suddenly something clicked in my brain. I knew what he wanted. "Now dress in my clothes."
For the first time I saw his face completely loose the mask. His expression was one of shock and excitement. "As you wish" He moved to pick up my discarded clothing items and place them on the bed.
"I will be back in a moment. Have them on, all of them" I said turning to walk into the bathroom. I heard his line as I closed the door. I leaned against the sink and looked at myself in the mirror. Shit, I looked like I had already had sex. I was flushed and my eyes were shining. I closed them and thought about the man in the next room. I couldn't keep myself from smiling when I remembered his reaction to my command. Had no one ever guessed what he would like before?
I took several deep breaths and walked back out into the bedroom. He was standing in the center of the room wearing my clothing. Fuck, he looked hot. They eye liner he wore made the picture that much more complete. I walked up and stood directly in front of him. "Kiss me" I said. "And stop saying as you wish."
He nodded and leaned foreword. His lips were soft and warm. It was the first time he had kissed my lips. I broke away from him and sat on the bed. "Sit next to me."
He took a seat and I moved to face him, "Your beautiful" I said meaning it completely.
He stared at me. I put my hand on his leg and gently massaged it. He tried not to react but I could see the excitement in his eyes. I pulled the material up and ran my hand over his bare leg. "So beautiful" I murmured and I kissed his lips while moving my hand under the skirt up his leg.
This was all so unreal. I was sitting with Gerard on my bed. He was dressed as a woman and I was nude. Shit, life is strange I thought. My thoughts went back to the moment at hand. I kissed his neck and gently sucked the soft skin. I knew not to leave a mark. His breathing quickened. My fingers found his penis which was bound by my panties. I began to rub his rock hard member through the satin material. He was getting more and more excited by the moment. "I'm gonna fuck you" I whispered in his ear. "I gonna push you back on this bed, lift up your skirt and fuck you."
His whole body shuddered. I stood and pushed him back. He had been in a sitting position so now his feet were still on the floor and the rest of his body on the bed. I lifted the skirt and pushed it to his waist. I unbuttoned the blouse and was pleased to see he had even donned the bra. I pushed it up and lowered my mouth to his nipples. He moaned. "Shut the fuck up" I told him.
He closed his eyes and his mouth. I continued to suck on his nipples until I feared he could take no more. I moved my mouth down his chest and then to the panties under the skirt. I licked and sucked his dick through the material. He began to move and I had to command him once more. "No moving or I will stop." His movements stopped. Finally I pushed the panties down his legs and pulled them off. I put my knees on each side of him and lowered myself on to him. The feeling was intense. He was so hard it was unbelievable. I began to raise and lower myself on him. "You're so fucking beautiful," I whispered in his ear. I moved slightly so that my right breast was dangling in front of his mouth, "Suck" I commanded. He did as he was told. Both of us were getting so fucking close. "Cum" I commanded. I was only slightly surprised when I could suddenly feel the warm sticky substance fill me. I came a moment later. When I could move again I rolled off him. He stood and walked towards the bathroom, picking up his clothes on the way.
"Why are you embarrassed?" I asked halting his retreat.
My words seemed to surprise him. He turned to me. "Pretty fucking sick, don't you think?"
I shook my head, "No, I don't think so at all. Two adults just had sex, Gerard."
"And the man was dressed like a fucking woman." He spat back at me.
"So" I shot back, "You like it and I can tell you I sure the fuck think it's hot. What does it matter?"
He stood looking at me, I couldn't read his emotions. Finally he began to undress and redress in front of me. I grabbed a robe and threw it on. Once dressed he turned to leave. "9 12 Weeks" He said naming a movie.
I watched him walk into the hall. "Gerard you are beautiful," I said.
He spoke without turning, "but I'm ugly on the inside."