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It't been three years since those old times. And it's been four years since Gerard and I first started dating. Now, I'm twenty, and he's twenty one. The shows have been going better than ever..! And Gee and the guys have started writing more songs for their next album. I can't say I'M not happy! I mean, I get to tour the US with these guys...! They've even started going around Canada a little bit. But only provinces near NJ, like Quebec and Ontario. But still, even the french people of Quebec adore My Chemical romance!
Funny thought, sice those guys probably don't understand a damn word Gee's singing... Oh well. Not like I give a damn about anything, right?

"Heeey, Mikey, Got beer?" Frakn asked with a smirk, his head popping out of the tour bus, staring at the younger of the two Way brothers.

"Yep. And YES, I've got the smokes and all that other crap you asked me to go get. Don't worry about it." He laughed, slumping down in one of the several chairs outside the bus, in front of a small table they had brought out for the heck of it.

"Did I hear someone say SMOKES?" I asked pleasantly, just randomly hooping down the huge-ass parking with all the band busses.

"Eat Pocky instead." Ray shrugged, albeit with a grin, as he threw the box of said asian sweets at me. "YOU'RE not a smoker anymore."

"Three years and goin'!" I announced proudly, hitting my chest with my fist. Which, come to think of it, I coughed at. I kept on telling myself to stop doing that...
I'm just too silly for that I guess.

"PIRATES BEWARE!!" I heard bob yelling behind me, before being tackled to the grey asphalt beneath me. "The ninjas attack!!"

"YOU MORON!" I laughed, yelled at the blonde drummer, squirming underneath him to get out. "I didn't teach you self defense so you can use it against ME you jackass!!" And with that, Bob found himself pinend under me.

"Uh, I love you?"
"Oh yeah, SURE you do." I laughed, getting off him and just picking up the ignored box of Pocky, and jumping up on the table. I hated sitting in chairs, god knows why.

"I love this stuff." I sighed contentedly, chewing on my addiction.

"Just as much as you love me?" a voice behind me asked, and the mouth from which came said voice soon found itself having a cigarette stuffed in it.

"You don't want me to answer that, Vamp." I snickered, letting my legs swing under the table. Yep. That was the affectionate name I gave Gerard. VAMP.

"And what if I do?" he asked again, this time, arms wrapping around my waist. Daaamn, when the hell did he get up on the tabvle with me.

"I'd be careful if I was you..." Mikey warned us(but mostly me). "You guys know that the table isn't all that solid..." He added, eying the table's legs suspiciously, a cigarette dangling from his lips.

"Just as safe as a kid with asthma smoking, eh?" I scoffed, crossing my arms. "Just you see, this table'll NEVER fa-"

...
Well yeah, I guess you can all pretty much guess where this was going, without me telling you that right then, the legs gave it, and DOWN went beer, cigs and the cute little couple of vampires. And, of course, after a rainbow of words came out from my mouth, people were bound to die. Because Frank, Ray and Bob were laughing their asses off, while Brian and Mikey were just shaking their heads, both disapproving with a faint 'I told you so'.


"SHUT UUUUUP!!!" I yelled, repeatedly hitting Ray's head, finding that his afro kept on softening my blows. "That's it, I'm shaving this damn thing off."

"NOO! NOT THE FRO!"
"...FRANK! Razor!"
"Aye-aye, Captain!"

~~~~~~~~~*~

I was pacing around nervously around the park near school, were Gerad and I had first 'officailly' met for the first time. Though, I was afraid that THIS little reunion wouldn't bring so many good memories...
We had been back from the recent tour a few days ago, though we were staying in New-Jersey only for a few more days. It was like... Some kind of a break. A... Long break, for me.

"Hey, what's wrong..? You sounded like you were dying on the phone..." Gerad panted in front of me, bending over his knees to catch his breath.


"Please, can we meet like, now?"
"Why?"
"Please, Gerad, now, ASAP. PLEASE."
"Okay, okay, fine... Where?"
"At the park."
"School?"
"Yeah. Please hurry?"
"Sure thing babe."

I cringed as he called me 'babe' again, hanging up the phone hesitantly, my hands and facing plaing as I thought over what I had to say.


When I saw him running down the street, everything I had thought about just suddenly dissapeared. I was left at a lack for words, desperately trying to grasp the few things I could remember, though it wasn't much.

"I, uh... Sit down?" I asked with a vague smile, and I could feel the blood suddenly rushing to my feet, leaving the rest of my body pale and shaking.

"Sure..." Gerard said slowly, guiding us both to the nearest bench. "So, what's up? You really freaked me out." He asked again in a faint chuckled, his breath visible in the cold novermber air.

"...I... won't be going on tour with you guys anymore." I said quietly, and I could feel his eyes narrow down at me.

"Your parents are...?"
"No, it's not them, I decided not to go anymore."
"Why..? What, is something wrong? GOD, you're not pregnant, are you..?!"

I snickered a little bit at the frantic tone in Gee's voice, but still shook my head. I grinned lightly as I heard him heave a long sigh of relief, but couldn't stand to look him in the eyes. I wasn't strong enough for that. Not THAT.

"...I... Gerad, I'm... In love with someone else." I finally said, turning my head to the side as my pale, frozen and shaking hands were quickly losing their interest. "I'm breaking up with you." I said clearly, this time, not able to stop my eye from looking into Gerard's.

And what I saw wasn't exactly what I had expected.

HE LOOKED RELIEVED.

"...I was actually scared to tell you myself..." Gerard chuckled nervously, looking away as he scratched the back of his neck. "I'm... In love with someone too." He said after a long(and pretty damn awkward) silence.

"It's Olivia, isn't it?" I smirked, a little more than pleased with the look on his face. "Because it was just too suspicious how you two mutually hated each other." I answered to the silent question his face was asking me. "And NO, I can't read minds. Just faces."

After a while of mindless chit-chat, Gee-I mean... Gerard and I finally freaked when we saw the time. We'd talked about everything that had happened in the last four years, and both agreed it was something worth remembering, and not something worth loosing our friendship over.

"...I guess this is goodbye, huh..?" I asked with a small and sad smile, knowing that he was thinking the same thing.

"No, not good bye... More like, 'You better come see our show at least twice a year if you want to stay alive.', yeah." Gerard laughed, before holding me in a rather tight(and lung-crushing) hug. "I'll miss you, y'know." He whispered to my ear, as I rubbed his back a little.

"Likewise, Helsing." I snickered a little bit, before tossing my long blood-red hair behind my shoulders. "Oh how wrong we were to think..."

"That immortality meant never dying." Gerard finished, as I turned around and walked away.

That was going to be the last time I saw Gerard Way and a friend, and the man I'd loved for four years. That was the last time I'd see him as Gee.