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The next morning I went to work wondering just how long it would be before the night before got mentioned. Of course it wasn't long at all. Joyce the woman I had talked to at The Wild Cherry Club cornered me minutes after I arrived at the office.
"So did you have a good time last night?" she asked with a smirk.
I returned the smirk, "Sure did."
She was about to say more when I was informed I had a call at my deck. " I can't get away tonight." Gerard didn't identify himself: he didn't need to.
"Oh, okay" I answered picking up a pencil and beginning to doodle on an important file. I realized what I was doing and threw the pencil down. I could hear him breathing on the phone and wondered if he was planning on saying more.
"Fuck, I'll try to get away" he said sounding quite angry before disconnecting.
I smiled to myself. He wanted to meet with me as much as I wanted to meet with him. I was still smiling when my phone rang again. It was Alicia wanting to meet me for lunch. We decided on a time and place. I sat down at my desk determined to get my work done. I wanted to get home at a decent hour.
Lunch with Alicia turned into an interesting event to say the least. Alicia was never one to beat around the bush. "So how come you never told me?" she asked as soon as our salads arrived.
"Tell you what?"
"That you're into women. Shit, you could have told me you know." She sounded down right hurt I hadn't shared this bit of info with her.
Now I had quite the dilemma. I couldn't tell her that I hadn't really been with a woman. I couldn't tell her that I had been with her brother-in-law. I picked at my salad trying to think of an answer. She mistook my silence for embarrassment.
"Laura, it's okay really. You gotta know I don't give a fuck who you're attracted to. I've got lots of lesbian friends."
I took a drink of water before answering, "Actually I'm not sure."
She smiled, "Oh, yeah that's totally cool."
"So who told you?" I was fairly sure it had been Joyce but I wondered how many people I worked with had either seen or heard about my escapades.
"Actually Gerard told me. He stopped by to see Mikey this morning after you left and mentioned he and some friends had been at the Wild Cherry last night."
I actually chocked on water. I had always wondered if you could choke to death on water and now I was about to find out. Alicia got up and began patting me on the back. It took several minutes before I stopped coughing. When I could finally talk I said "I didn't see him there."
"He said you probably hadn't cause you seemed to be so into some chick."
I was secretly planning to cause him major pain the next time I saw him.
"So what do you thing of Gee?" Alicia asked grabbing a bread stick and breaking it in half.
Once more my mind went blank. How the hell was I supposed to answer this one? Shit is was so tempting to say 'Damn he's one fucking hot lay' but somehow that didn't seem appropriate. "He seems pretty cool but I really haven't talked to him all that much." Okay that wasn't really a lie. He and I didn't talk a lot; mostly we just fucked.
"He's kinda hard to get to know. It's weird but I met him before I ever met Mikey. They are so different and yet alike, know what I mean?"
I just nodded not trusting that I wouldn't start chocking again. I couldn't imagine how sweet Mikey could be at all like his brother.
"I hate that bitch he's marrying." Alicia suddenly blurted out.
I started at her. Whenever I had seen Gerard's fiancée and Alicia together they had seem to be good friends. "I thought you and she were friends."
Alicia laughed, "Fuck no, I'm just a good actress. I have no idea why he's marrying her, all she does is talk shit about him. The fucking weird thing is that he knows it. She talks about him in front of Mikey and me all the time. She makes remarks about how shitty he is in bed then pretends to be kidding."
Fuck, could I dispel that notion. Gerard definitely wasn't shitty in bed. "So why is he marrying her?"
Alicia shook her head, "No idea. Mikey thinks someone from the record company told him it would be a good idea to get married."
I pretended not to know, "Why?'
"Hell, there have always been rumors about Gee being gay. I have no fucking idea why anyone would care but I guess it's still an issue to some people."
I took another bite of salad. "He's not is he?" I wanted to know what others thought of him.
Alicia thought a moment before answering, "Just between us, I'm not sure. There is something about Gerard that is so different. I mean I know he's been with women but I think maybe he's been with men too."
Fuck I thought, wouldn't she shit if I told her he had been with my fiancé? I still couldn't get that visual in my head and I wasn't sure I wanted to.
We finished up our lunches and parted ways. I went back to the office to put in my final day before leaving on the tour. As I had expected the work had piled up on my desk and I ended up working until almost midnight. I wasn't gonna miss this part of my job one bit.
Mikey and Alicia had already gone to bed when arrived back at the apartment. I was greeted by cats as usual. They knew I was a sucker for them and would give them a midnight snack. After feeding the cats I tiredly made my way up to my room. I half hoped to see Gerard in my bed but it was empty. I took a quick shower and once more was disappointed when I came out of the bathroom and he wasn't there. I climbed in between the sheets and closed my eyes. My body ached for his touch. I sighed and rolled over on my back. Damn him, I missed him. I almost screamed when I felt a hand cover my mouth. Guess that's why he covered my mouth.
"In "Parenthood" what was in her bedside drawer?" He whispered then removed his hand.
I loved the movie. "A vibrator." I said, my voice slightly shaking.
He took my hand and laid something in the palm of my hand. It was long, and hard. He twisted the base and it began to hum. I moved my hand and it rolled onto the bed. "Questions first."
In the darkness I head him sigh. "Why?"
"Why not?" I challenged.
"One question I have to get back."
"Back where?" I asked as I reached over and flipped on the bedside table lamp. He never even blinked; I swear the guy has cat's eyes. He looked fucking hot dress all in black.
"Back to my loving fiancée of course." He had been kneeling by my bed and stood. His fingers found the vibrator and placed in back in my hand. "That was your one question."
I glared at him, "No it wasn't."
'Yeah, it was" he snapped back. "Now make your decision either I stay or I go."
Once more I wished I could tell him to fuck off but I couldn't. There was a sadness in his eyes that I wanted to understand. "Are you all right?" I asked softly.
This time he did blink; the question had caught him off guard. "Of course, why wouldn't I be?'
"Maybe because you are letting other people control your life?" I guessed.
His face clouded over, "You have no fucking idea what you are talking about. I'm not letting anyone control my life. I do what I want, when I want."
"Oh like marrying someone you don't love because they told you it's a good idea." I hadn't meant it to sound harsh but it did.
He stood and I could sense his anger, "Fuck you, you have no idea. You're just like all the rest. Don't try to understand me, you can't." he walked across the room towards the door. My voice stopped him.
"Please don't leave."
He stood still for a moment. "No more talking, no more fucking questions, understood?'
I nodded looking down. He walked back over to the bed and with one swift movement pulled the covers completely off the bed. "I want to watch you use the vibrator. Take off your gown."
I didn't even consider saying no. I quickly pulled the gown over my head and lay back on the bed. He pulled the deck chair across the room to the bedside and sat. If he wanted a show then I would give him one. I closed my eyes and imagined the device in my hands was his penis. There was no build up to speak of I simply moved it to my pussy and turned it on. The vibration tingled as I moved it up and down my slit looking for just the right spot, not that I didn't know but I was watching his eyes and the fire I saw in them made me hotter. I teased myself moving it to the opening it would eventually penetrate. Gerard's eyes watched every move. My hand came up to my breast and I teased first one nipple than the other. I smiled at him and licked my lips.
"What are you thinking about?' he asked in a raw voice.
"I'm imagining this is you," I said as I plunged the vibrator deep inside. I began to pull it out and plunge it back in over and over. I could let go at any moment but was holding back. I looked over to see Gerard had moved his hand to his crotch and was massaging himself. "Undo your pants." I told him with a smile.
He unzipped his jeans and pushed his fingers inside. I arched my back and
continued thrusting the vibrator in and out. I watched his hand movements gain speed.
"Fuck it" he said violently and stood. He pushed the jeans down to his knees with his boxers following. In one quick movement he was on top of me. His penis thrust inside me before I could move the vibrator. It fell from my hand and landed in-between our legs. I knew he balls were resting on it.
"How does that feel?' I asked breathlessly.
"Shut the fuck up" he ground out. I was too far gone to care what came out of his mouth.
Because his jeans were still around his knees he couldn't move as much as he would have liked. I began to arch my back to meet his thrusts. The vibrator added to the pleasure. He moaned slightly in the back of his throat.
"Shut the fuck up" I said as the first wave of pleasure crashed. I opened my eyes to see him staring into my face. He must have liked what he saw because I could feel his warm stickiness fill me. He collapsed on top of me and I put my arms around his body to pull him closer. I could feel his body stiffen. He rolled off quickly. I couldn't help it I was hurt by this action but said nothing.
He quickly pulled his pants up and refastened them. I held out the vibrator to him.
"Keep it." He said starting for the door.
I thought I heard a noise outside in the hall and expected him to stop. He continued towards the door. "What if Mikey is awake?" I asked. I knew it was highly unlikely Alicia would be awake. A fucking bomb could go off and she would continue to sleep blissfully.
He turned, "Doesn't matter. Mikey knows."
I stared at him, shocked. "He knows?"
"Of course, my brother knows all my little dirty secrets." He opened the door.
"I'm a dirty secret." I said softly.
He stopped and spoke quietly, "I'm not really sure what you are." He took another step and turned. "The next time I see you we will be on the tour. My fiancée is traveling with me on the first few stops."
"I understand, " I said knowing that I would not be able to touch him.
He smiled, "No you don't but you will." He started to close the door behind him. "Grindhouse" he said as he pulled the door shut.