Categories > Celebrities > My Chemical Romance > Your Guardian Angel
Thanks so much for all the awesome reviews guys! PS- I made a mistake! Their anniversary is on the 26th, not the 28th!
getxupxmoshxkid thanks for the suggestion! I have songs already picked out for the next few chapters, but I'll keep that one in mind for later ones!
"Just the Way You Are"- Billy Joel
Don't go changing
To try and please me
You never let me down before
Don't imagine you're too familiar
And I don't see you anymore
I wouldn't leave you in times of trouble
We never could have come this far
I took the good times
I'll take the bad times
I'll take you just the way you are
Don't go trying
Some new fashion
Don't change the color of your hair
You always have my unspoken passion
Although I might not seem to care
I don't want clover conversation
I never want to work that hard
I just want someone that I can talk to
I want you just the way you are
I need to know that you will always be
The same old someone that I knew
That will take till you believe in me
The way that I believe in you
I said I love you and that's forever
And this I promise from the heart
I could not love you any better
I love you just the way you are
..Frank's POV..
I awoke about three hours later, seeing it was almost 9:00. I yawned and stretched, realizing I was alone in the bed. I sat up and heard the shower running in my bathroom. I could see the light under the door. I smiled mischieviously and stood up. I slowly crept over to the door and turned the nob. Fuck yes it was unlocked. I let go of the handle and stripped off my clothes before turning it again and slowly opening the door. Steam was swirling around the room as I stepped in and shut the door silently. I looked over and saw Jillian through the slightly foggy glass shower doors, rubbing shampoo in her hair. I walked over to the shower, quietly opened the door, and stepped in before closing it again. She was quietly humming to herself and her back was turned towards me. I took the few steps over to her and placed my hands on her hips.
"HOLY FUCK!" she screamed and jumped. She turned around, her hair all foamy with shampoo. "Frank! You scared the bejeezus out of me!" she exclaimed holding her heart. I laughed and pecked her lips. "What are you doing in here?" she asked.
"Well I woke up and you weren't there. Then I saw you were in here and I realized something. We've never showered together," I replied. She gave me a sly smile.
"And you thought that now would be the perfect opportunity?" I nodded.
"Well you see sweetie, we don't have to share this bathroom with anyone, so we can be in here as long as we want," I said.
"Oh is that so?" she questioned and stepped under the shower head, washing all the shampoo out of her short blonde hair.
"Yup. And I've been wanting to see you wet and naked," I whispered and pulled her close. My lips lightly brushed against her's, but I smoothly switched our positions so I was now standing under the running water.
"Sneaky," she said. I let the water run all over my body and in my hair and grabbed some shampoo. Quickly, I worked it through my hair and washed it out while Jill put conditioner in hers.
"Outta my way buddy, I wanna rinse this out," she said. We switched places again and she rinsed out all the conditioner.
"I wanna wash you," I said seductively. She looked up at me and cocked her eyebrows.
"Oh really? With soap and water or your tongue?" she asked. That caught me off guard, but I smiled wide at her suggestion.
"First with soap and water so I can feel you, and then with my tongue so I can taste you," I said and pulled her close. My lips crashed down on her's, my already hard cock pressing against her abdomen.
"Easy boy," she whispered and began to stroke me. I moaned and rested my forehead against her shoulder, absorbing the feeling of her fingers and palm wrapped around my member. It felt so fantastic and I knew things would sadly end prematurely if I didn't stop. I pulled her hand away and kissed it. I reached behind her and grabbed the bar of soap. After foaming it up in my hands and putting it back, I rubbed it over her shoulders and torso, spending lots of time on her breasts, making her moan and her eyes close. My left hand stayed on her right breast as my right hand moved more south, over her navel and lower. She leaned against the wall when my fingers brushed against her heat. I pushed her back a bit, letting the water clean off the soap before pulling her forward again.
"You might wanna hold onto me tightly baby. I'm gonna make your knees weak," I whispered in her ear. Her arms went around my neck securely and I brushed my fingers against her again. She threw her head back, thrusting her hips towards me. I rubbed her clit with my pointer finger and she moaned, her grip on me getting tighter.
"You like that?" I asked. She nodded frantically. I moved my finger even lower to her entrance and pushed it in. She tensed up a bit and gave a light whimper.
"Shh just relax," I whispered and began to rub her clit with my thumb while slowly thrusting my finger in and out of her, letting her adjust.
"Baby you're so wet and tight. You have no idea what you do to me," I said and lightly sucked on her neck. She began to moan again and slightly started to thrust down onto my finger. Her hand went to my cock again and she stroked me, making my rubbing and thrusting harder on her.
"Oh God Frankie! Don't stop!" she exclaimed. I was begining to loose it already since it had been awhile since I've felt her.
"Baby you feel so good. I'm almost there," I breathed out and burried my face in her neck. I started to thrust into her pumping hand harder and matched my finger with the same rhythm. After a couple of minutes, I couldn't hold back anymore. My body tensed and I came hard, on her thigh and on the shower floor. I pulled my hand away from her and she whimpered in protest.
"Don't worry baby. I'm not done with you yet," I reassured her. We washed away my come and I turned the water off. I stepped out first and laid a towel on the floor. She came out after me and also grabbed a towel, but I took it out of her hand.
"Unh-unh. I want you dripping fucking wet," I said and took her in my arms. I gently laid her down on the towel I had put on the floor and leaned over her. I kissed her lips, letting my tongue enter her sweet mouth, exploring every crevice.
"Frankie please," she pleaded when I pulled away. I smirked and pushed my finger into her again. Her back arched and tried to pull me in deeper, but I wouldn't let her.
"No sweetie. Not any deeper than this, trust me," I said and kissed her forehead. I moved lower so my head was between her legs and watched my finger thrust in and out of her. It was so hot. I couldn't wait to watch my cock do the same thing to her.
"Jilly I wish you could see how amazing this looks. I wish you could see your face as I'm doing this to you. It's so fucking beautiful," I said. She moaned and I leaned down, taking her clit between my lips and sucking. Her fingers gripped my hair, but not painfully. I loved pleasuring her so much. While she was back in New York, I would constantly get off just thinking about the way she moaned and how good she tasted. It felt so good to finally be doing it again.
"I'm gonna.... I'M GONNA!" she yelled out and threw her head back. She came with her muscles squeezing the fuck outta my finger and I lapped up every bit of it, not wasting a drop. She was breathing hard when I sat up, sucking the last of her juices off my finger. Jill swallowed hard and sat up too, her body was mostly dry now. I pulled her into my arms and held her close.
"You make me feel so good Frankie," she whispered.
"Sweetie, it only gets better," I said. She smiled up and me and kissed me. We stayed like that for a few more minutes before cleaning up the bathroom and going back in my room. We got dressed and Jillian put her hair in a ponytail before we headed downstairs. Olivia was sitting at the island in the kitchen having some Mac and Cheese with Gerard, Ray and Krista were watching TV on the couch, Matt and Rachel were heard outside in the hot tub, and Mikey and Alicia were nowhere to be found. Jillian got a disgusted look on her face when we entered the kitchen. You could easily see Rachel and Matt going at it, but Gerard distracted Olivia with the TV.
"I know. Idiots," Gerard said. I rolled my eyes.
"Whatcha doing up so late Miss Olivia?" I asked her.
"Not tired," she said and shrugged.
"She passed out when we got back here, and now she has jet lag so she's not tired anymore. So I was hungry and she was hungry so I decided to make some Mac and Cheese. There's more in the pot if you guys are hungry," he said. Jillian shook her head and I nodded.
"Baby you haven't eaten in awhile. How are you not hungry?" I asked her.
"I'm hungry, but I don't like Mac and Cheese," she replied.
"Wanna go for some In-N-Out Burger? It's awesome. Only here on the west coast," I said.
"Yeah. I don't think it'll beat Long Island's own All American though," she said and I nodded.
"It doesn't even come close to All American, but it's still really good. What about it?" I asked.
"Sure."
"Cool. We'll be back in a bit. You guys want anything?" I asked Gerard and Olivia.
"No thanks," Gerard said. We went into the living room.
"Krista? Ray? We're going to In-N-Out Burger. You guys want something?" I asked them.
"Yeah. Mind if we come with?" Ray asked.
"Not at all," Jillian answered.
"Where's Mikey and Ali?" I asked. Before they could answer, Mikey came down the stairs in just his boxers with his sheets in his hands.
"Um. Wow Mikey, you're actually doing your OWN laundry?" Ray asked in shock. Mikey gave a nervous smile and walked towards the laundry room.
"Whoa hold up. Why are you washing your sheets at 9:30 at night? And why are you almost naked?" Krista asked. Mikey bit his lip, looking a bit uncomfortable. My eyes went wide.
"Dude. Did you and Ali... ya know?" I asked. Mikey sighed and nodded.
"I was trying to do this quickly and without a scene. Please don't mention anything to Ali. I don't want her to be embarrassed," he said pleadingly.
"Why would she be embarrassed?" Ray asked.
"Because it was her first time," Mikey said quietly.
"Oh," Ray answered softly.
"Is she OK?" Krista asked. Mikey nodded.
"Yeah. A bit sore, a bit shaken up, but she's fine. Now I'm gonna go throw these in the wash and go back upstairs to her," he said.
"Wait. Do you guys want anything from In-N-Out Burger?" I asked to be polite. I knew he would say no.
"No thanks man. We'll prob just eat some Mac and Cheese here or something later. I just want her to relax right now," Mikey said.
"Understandable," Ray said.
"Well, Gerard already made Mac and Cheese. There's still some left in the kitchen," Jillian told him.
"Thanks Jill. I'll see you guys later," he said and went into the laundry room. Ray and Krista got up and we headed outside. We got into the van, Me driving, Jill in the passenger seat, and Ray and Krista in the seat behind us. We pulled out of the big driveway and headed towards downtown LA.
"Well that was... interesting," Ray said.
"I hope Ali's OK. I know Mikey said she was, but you know Ali. Doesn't like to let people fuss over her. Mikey's a good guy though, he'll take care of her," Krista said.
"Why wouldn't she be OK? And why was Mikey washing his sheets?" Jill asked. Yeah Jill knew kinda what it felt like, but she was pretty much in the dark Ray looked at her confusedly.
"Well you know, it's emotional," he said. Jill shook her head.
"No, I don't know," she said quietly. Krista looked at her understandingly.
"You're a virgin? You two haven't..." Ray trailed off.
"No. I'm not ready," Jill said.
"And that's OK. Sex is a very emotional thing Jill. It's not easy. And Mikey was washing his sheets cause it's well.... messy," I said with a little grimace at the word. She bit her lip.
"Don't even worry about it Jill. If you need anyone to talk to about it, you can talk to me," Krista said comfortingly. Jill smiled.
"Thanks Krista," she said. Krista smiled back.
"Anyway... are you all right Jill? You weren't looking too good earlier," Ray said. I heard Jill swallow hard. I had almost forgotten about what had happened earlier. My grip on the steering wheel got tighter.
"Something happened at home," Jill said.
"With your parents?" Krista asked. She shook her head.
"Do you wanna tell them baby or do you want me?" I asked softly.
"I will," she said. Jill explained to them everything about Jeffrey and what he did to her right before she left. The tears came once again, but she didn't burst out crying. They just slid down her face silently.
"Oh my God Jill! That's awful!" Krista said leaning up to hug her. Ray joined in on the hug too.
"If you ever need us to kick someone's ass, we're there for you," he told her. They all pulled away and Jill wiped her eyes, giving them a small smile. I wanted so bad to just hug her and make her feel better. Soon we pulled into In-N-Out Burger and went through the drive-thru. We all ordered cheeseburgers and fries and chocolate shakes and decided to bring them back to the house to eat.
"Ugh can you believe Matt and Rachel? Do they really need to fuck in the hottub where Olivia can see them?" Krista asked disgustedly.
"I know. I'm just like come on. There's a two year old here. Don't be disgusting," Jillian said. I nodded.
"Gerard's REALLY pissed. He's trying his best to keep her away from them," I said.
"Yeah and now Rachel won't even talk to Gerard because of what happened with Kat. Not that Gerard wants to talk to Rachel anyway," Ray said.
"Then it works out perfectly for him," I said. We pulled into the driveway and got out of the van, carrying our food back into the house. When we walked in, Gerard was pacing back and forth with a sobbing Olivia in his arms.
"Gee what happened?" Ray asked.
"Rachel. That fucking bitch! I went to the god damn bathroom and I came back hearing Rachel tell Olivia she was a mistake and that I don't love her. I screamed at her, but she just smirked and went upstairs. Matt apologized for her though, like that makes any difference," he said angrily. "Shhh it's OK baby it's OK. Don't listen to Rachel. I love you so much honey. You know that," he said softly to try and soothe her.
"Oh that is IT! I'm gonna go KILL that bitch!" Krista exclaimed, shoving her food in Ray's hands and running up the stairs.
"KRISTA!" we all yelled, chasing after her. She ran to the end of the hall and burst into Matt's room. Matt was in the shower and Rachel was sitting on the bed, painting her toenails looking triumphant.
"You fucking dumb WHORE!" Krista screamed and yanked Rachel's hair, dragging her off the bed and onto the floor. Rachel shrieked, the nail polish spilling and going everywhere. Krista punched her in the face hard twice before I grabbed the food from Ray and he pulled her off of her.
"NO! PUT ME DOWN RAY! SHE'S FUCKING DEAD!" she yelled, but he brought her out of the room. Rachel was still on the floor crying. I shrugged.
"You got what you deserve," Jill said and also walked out, me following behind. Ray brought Krista downstairs and we went down to, back into the kitchen where Gerard had taken Olivia and sat her on the counter next to the sink, wiping her face with a cool washcloth. Jill and I set the food and drinks down on the table. Krista was fuming on one of the stools and Ray was trying to calm her down.
"Come on baby. Let's just eat our food and call it a night. You've had a long flight and you're tired," Ray said soothingly. Krista sighed and Ray hugged her close. Jill and I sat at the table and took all the burgers and fries out of the bag. I handed Ray and Krista their stuff and they ate quietly at the island while Jill and I sat at the table.
"Anyone see Mikey?" Gerard asked. Olivia was a lot more calmer now.
"Yeah. He's in his room with Alicia... yeah," I said and gave him a knowing look. Gerard's eyes went wide.
"She gave it up to him?" he asked.
"Yeah," Ray said. Gerard smiled.
"Good for them. So what about you two?" Gerard asked Jill and I, wiggling his eyebrows. Jill turned bright red and shifted uncomfortably. I put my arm around her and gave Gerard a look.
"No? Not yet?" he asked. He was always very blunt. I shook my head and Jill buried her face in her hands.
"Aw Peanut, don't be embarrassed. There's no time limit," Gerard said to her. For the past month, Gerard had taken to calling Jill Peanut since she's so small. We finished eating and Olivia had fallen asleep in Gerard's arms.
"She's so fucking cute. I love to watch her sleep," Gerard said, looking down to admire his daughter. I smiled and threw mine and Jill's stuff in the garbage.
"We'll we're gonna head up to bed. Night guys," I said.
"Night," Jill said.
"Good night," Gerard, Krista, and Ray said. I took Jill's hand and we went back up to my room. Jill sat on my bed and I closed the door. She looked preoccupied with something.
"What's going on in that head of your's Jilly Bean?" I asked as I sat next to her. She sighed.
"I feel really bad," she said.
"About what?" I questioned.
"That I won't give you what you want. Ali and Mikey haven't been dating as long as we have and she already had sex with him. I don't know why, but I keep holding myself back. I can't seem to let go yet. Is that stupid?" she asked. I shook my head.
"Not at all baby. Yes, I want you in the most intimate way, but not unless you want it too. Ali was just ready before you, nothing more," I said.
"I love you so much Frank and I trust you completely. I just feel like I need more time ya know? I know we've been together for almost five months, but I don't feel like I can handle it yet on a physical or emotional level," she told me. I held her close and kissed her forehead.
"And I don't expect you to yet. Don't rush yourself Jilly. You tried to do that today and I knew that. Just relax and let mother nature take it's course. Come on sweetie. Let's get some sleep," I said. She nodded and we changed into our pajamas before crawling into bed.
"You're so good to me Frankie. I love you," she said and snuggled close to me.
"I love you too Jilly Bean my Beauty Queen," I said and gave her a loving kiss goodnight.
getxupxmoshxkid thanks for the suggestion! I have songs already picked out for the next few chapters, but I'll keep that one in mind for later ones!
"Just the Way You Are"- Billy Joel
Don't go changing
To try and please me
You never let me down before
Don't imagine you're too familiar
And I don't see you anymore
I wouldn't leave you in times of trouble
We never could have come this far
I took the good times
I'll take the bad times
I'll take you just the way you are
Don't go trying
Some new fashion
Don't change the color of your hair
You always have my unspoken passion
Although I might not seem to care
I don't want clover conversation
I never want to work that hard
I just want someone that I can talk to
I want you just the way you are
I need to know that you will always be
The same old someone that I knew
That will take till you believe in me
The way that I believe in you
I said I love you and that's forever
And this I promise from the heart
I could not love you any better
I love you just the way you are
..Frank's POV..
I awoke about three hours later, seeing it was almost 9:00. I yawned and stretched, realizing I was alone in the bed. I sat up and heard the shower running in my bathroom. I could see the light under the door. I smiled mischieviously and stood up. I slowly crept over to the door and turned the nob. Fuck yes it was unlocked. I let go of the handle and stripped off my clothes before turning it again and slowly opening the door. Steam was swirling around the room as I stepped in and shut the door silently. I looked over and saw Jillian through the slightly foggy glass shower doors, rubbing shampoo in her hair. I walked over to the shower, quietly opened the door, and stepped in before closing it again. She was quietly humming to herself and her back was turned towards me. I took the few steps over to her and placed my hands on her hips.
"HOLY FUCK!" she screamed and jumped. She turned around, her hair all foamy with shampoo. "Frank! You scared the bejeezus out of me!" she exclaimed holding her heart. I laughed and pecked her lips. "What are you doing in here?" she asked.
"Well I woke up and you weren't there. Then I saw you were in here and I realized something. We've never showered together," I replied. She gave me a sly smile.
"And you thought that now would be the perfect opportunity?" I nodded.
"Well you see sweetie, we don't have to share this bathroom with anyone, so we can be in here as long as we want," I said.
"Oh is that so?" she questioned and stepped under the shower head, washing all the shampoo out of her short blonde hair.
"Yup. And I've been wanting to see you wet and naked," I whispered and pulled her close. My lips lightly brushed against her's, but I smoothly switched our positions so I was now standing under the running water.
"Sneaky," she said. I let the water run all over my body and in my hair and grabbed some shampoo. Quickly, I worked it through my hair and washed it out while Jill put conditioner in hers.
"Outta my way buddy, I wanna rinse this out," she said. We switched places again and she rinsed out all the conditioner.
"I wanna wash you," I said seductively. She looked up at me and cocked her eyebrows.
"Oh really? With soap and water or your tongue?" she asked. That caught me off guard, but I smiled wide at her suggestion.
"First with soap and water so I can feel you, and then with my tongue so I can taste you," I said and pulled her close. My lips crashed down on her's, my already hard cock pressing against her abdomen.
"Easy boy," she whispered and began to stroke me. I moaned and rested my forehead against her shoulder, absorbing the feeling of her fingers and palm wrapped around my member. It felt so fantastic and I knew things would sadly end prematurely if I didn't stop. I pulled her hand away and kissed it. I reached behind her and grabbed the bar of soap. After foaming it up in my hands and putting it back, I rubbed it over her shoulders and torso, spending lots of time on her breasts, making her moan and her eyes close. My left hand stayed on her right breast as my right hand moved more south, over her navel and lower. She leaned against the wall when my fingers brushed against her heat. I pushed her back a bit, letting the water clean off the soap before pulling her forward again.
"You might wanna hold onto me tightly baby. I'm gonna make your knees weak," I whispered in her ear. Her arms went around my neck securely and I brushed my fingers against her again. She threw her head back, thrusting her hips towards me. I rubbed her clit with my pointer finger and she moaned, her grip on me getting tighter.
"You like that?" I asked. She nodded frantically. I moved my finger even lower to her entrance and pushed it in. She tensed up a bit and gave a light whimper.
"Shh just relax," I whispered and began to rub her clit with my thumb while slowly thrusting my finger in and out of her, letting her adjust.
"Baby you're so wet and tight. You have no idea what you do to me," I said and lightly sucked on her neck. She began to moan again and slightly started to thrust down onto my finger. Her hand went to my cock again and she stroked me, making my rubbing and thrusting harder on her.
"Oh God Frankie! Don't stop!" she exclaimed. I was begining to loose it already since it had been awhile since I've felt her.
"Baby you feel so good. I'm almost there," I breathed out and burried my face in her neck. I started to thrust into her pumping hand harder and matched my finger with the same rhythm. After a couple of minutes, I couldn't hold back anymore. My body tensed and I came hard, on her thigh and on the shower floor. I pulled my hand away from her and she whimpered in protest.
"Don't worry baby. I'm not done with you yet," I reassured her. We washed away my come and I turned the water off. I stepped out first and laid a towel on the floor. She came out after me and also grabbed a towel, but I took it out of her hand.
"Unh-unh. I want you dripping fucking wet," I said and took her in my arms. I gently laid her down on the towel I had put on the floor and leaned over her. I kissed her lips, letting my tongue enter her sweet mouth, exploring every crevice.
"Frankie please," she pleaded when I pulled away. I smirked and pushed my finger into her again. Her back arched and tried to pull me in deeper, but I wouldn't let her.
"No sweetie. Not any deeper than this, trust me," I said and kissed her forehead. I moved lower so my head was between her legs and watched my finger thrust in and out of her. It was so hot. I couldn't wait to watch my cock do the same thing to her.
"Jilly I wish you could see how amazing this looks. I wish you could see your face as I'm doing this to you. It's so fucking beautiful," I said. She moaned and I leaned down, taking her clit between my lips and sucking. Her fingers gripped my hair, but not painfully. I loved pleasuring her so much. While she was back in New York, I would constantly get off just thinking about the way she moaned and how good she tasted. It felt so good to finally be doing it again.
"I'm gonna.... I'M GONNA!" she yelled out and threw her head back. She came with her muscles squeezing the fuck outta my finger and I lapped up every bit of it, not wasting a drop. She was breathing hard when I sat up, sucking the last of her juices off my finger. Jill swallowed hard and sat up too, her body was mostly dry now. I pulled her into my arms and held her close.
"You make me feel so good Frankie," she whispered.
"Sweetie, it only gets better," I said. She smiled up and me and kissed me. We stayed like that for a few more minutes before cleaning up the bathroom and going back in my room. We got dressed and Jillian put her hair in a ponytail before we headed downstairs. Olivia was sitting at the island in the kitchen having some Mac and Cheese with Gerard, Ray and Krista were watching TV on the couch, Matt and Rachel were heard outside in the hot tub, and Mikey and Alicia were nowhere to be found. Jillian got a disgusted look on her face when we entered the kitchen. You could easily see Rachel and Matt going at it, but Gerard distracted Olivia with the TV.
"I know. Idiots," Gerard said. I rolled my eyes.
"Whatcha doing up so late Miss Olivia?" I asked her.
"Not tired," she said and shrugged.
"She passed out when we got back here, and now she has jet lag so she's not tired anymore. So I was hungry and she was hungry so I decided to make some Mac and Cheese. There's more in the pot if you guys are hungry," he said. Jillian shook her head and I nodded.
"Baby you haven't eaten in awhile. How are you not hungry?" I asked her.
"I'm hungry, but I don't like Mac and Cheese," she replied.
"Wanna go for some In-N-Out Burger? It's awesome. Only here on the west coast," I said.
"Yeah. I don't think it'll beat Long Island's own All American though," she said and I nodded.
"It doesn't even come close to All American, but it's still really good. What about it?" I asked.
"Sure."
"Cool. We'll be back in a bit. You guys want anything?" I asked Gerard and Olivia.
"No thanks," Gerard said. We went into the living room.
"Krista? Ray? We're going to In-N-Out Burger. You guys want something?" I asked them.
"Yeah. Mind if we come with?" Ray asked.
"Not at all," Jillian answered.
"Where's Mikey and Ali?" I asked. Before they could answer, Mikey came down the stairs in just his boxers with his sheets in his hands.
"Um. Wow Mikey, you're actually doing your OWN laundry?" Ray asked in shock. Mikey gave a nervous smile and walked towards the laundry room.
"Whoa hold up. Why are you washing your sheets at 9:30 at night? And why are you almost naked?" Krista asked. Mikey bit his lip, looking a bit uncomfortable. My eyes went wide.
"Dude. Did you and Ali... ya know?" I asked. Mikey sighed and nodded.
"I was trying to do this quickly and without a scene. Please don't mention anything to Ali. I don't want her to be embarrassed," he said pleadingly.
"Why would she be embarrassed?" Ray asked.
"Because it was her first time," Mikey said quietly.
"Oh," Ray answered softly.
"Is she OK?" Krista asked. Mikey nodded.
"Yeah. A bit sore, a bit shaken up, but she's fine. Now I'm gonna go throw these in the wash and go back upstairs to her," he said.
"Wait. Do you guys want anything from In-N-Out Burger?" I asked to be polite. I knew he would say no.
"No thanks man. We'll prob just eat some Mac and Cheese here or something later. I just want her to relax right now," Mikey said.
"Understandable," Ray said.
"Well, Gerard already made Mac and Cheese. There's still some left in the kitchen," Jillian told him.
"Thanks Jill. I'll see you guys later," he said and went into the laundry room. Ray and Krista got up and we headed outside. We got into the van, Me driving, Jill in the passenger seat, and Ray and Krista in the seat behind us. We pulled out of the big driveway and headed towards downtown LA.
"Well that was... interesting," Ray said.
"I hope Ali's OK. I know Mikey said she was, but you know Ali. Doesn't like to let people fuss over her. Mikey's a good guy though, he'll take care of her," Krista said.
"Why wouldn't she be OK? And why was Mikey washing his sheets?" Jill asked. Yeah Jill knew kinda what it felt like, but she was pretty much in the dark Ray looked at her confusedly.
"Well you know, it's emotional," he said. Jill shook her head.
"No, I don't know," she said quietly. Krista looked at her understandingly.
"You're a virgin? You two haven't..." Ray trailed off.
"No. I'm not ready," Jill said.
"And that's OK. Sex is a very emotional thing Jill. It's not easy. And Mikey was washing his sheets cause it's well.... messy," I said with a little grimace at the word. She bit her lip.
"Don't even worry about it Jill. If you need anyone to talk to about it, you can talk to me," Krista said comfortingly. Jill smiled.
"Thanks Krista," she said. Krista smiled back.
"Anyway... are you all right Jill? You weren't looking too good earlier," Ray said. I heard Jill swallow hard. I had almost forgotten about what had happened earlier. My grip on the steering wheel got tighter.
"Something happened at home," Jill said.
"With your parents?" Krista asked. She shook her head.
"Do you wanna tell them baby or do you want me?" I asked softly.
"I will," she said. Jill explained to them everything about Jeffrey and what he did to her right before she left. The tears came once again, but she didn't burst out crying. They just slid down her face silently.
"Oh my God Jill! That's awful!" Krista said leaning up to hug her. Ray joined in on the hug too.
"If you ever need us to kick someone's ass, we're there for you," he told her. They all pulled away and Jill wiped her eyes, giving them a small smile. I wanted so bad to just hug her and make her feel better. Soon we pulled into In-N-Out Burger and went through the drive-thru. We all ordered cheeseburgers and fries and chocolate shakes and decided to bring them back to the house to eat.
"Ugh can you believe Matt and Rachel? Do they really need to fuck in the hottub where Olivia can see them?" Krista asked disgustedly.
"I know. I'm just like come on. There's a two year old here. Don't be disgusting," Jillian said. I nodded.
"Gerard's REALLY pissed. He's trying his best to keep her away from them," I said.
"Yeah and now Rachel won't even talk to Gerard because of what happened with Kat. Not that Gerard wants to talk to Rachel anyway," Ray said.
"Then it works out perfectly for him," I said. We pulled into the driveway and got out of the van, carrying our food back into the house. When we walked in, Gerard was pacing back and forth with a sobbing Olivia in his arms.
"Gee what happened?" Ray asked.
"Rachel. That fucking bitch! I went to the god damn bathroom and I came back hearing Rachel tell Olivia she was a mistake and that I don't love her. I screamed at her, but she just smirked and went upstairs. Matt apologized for her though, like that makes any difference," he said angrily. "Shhh it's OK baby it's OK. Don't listen to Rachel. I love you so much honey. You know that," he said softly to try and soothe her.
"Oh that is IT! I'm gonna go KILL that bitch!" Krista exclaimed, shoving her food in Ray's hands and running up the stairs.
"KRISTA!" we all yelled, chasing after her. She ran to the end of the hall and burst into Matt's room. Matt was in the shower and Rachel was sitting on the bed, painting her toenails looking triumphant.
"You fucking dumb WHORE!" Krista screamed and yanked Rachel's hair, dragging her off the bed and onto the floor. Rachel shrieked, the nail polish spilling and going everywhere. Krista punched her in the face hard twice before I grabbed the food from Ray and he pulled her off of her.
"NO! PUT ME DOWN RAY! SHE'S FUCKING DEAD!" she yelled, but he brought her out of the room. Rachel was still on the floor crying. I shrugged.
"You got what you deserve," Jill said and also walked out, me following behind. Ray brought Krista downstairs and we went down to, back into the kitchen where Gerard had taken Olivia and sat her on the counter next to the sink, wiping her face with a cool washcloth. Jill and I set the food and drinks down on the table. Krista was fuming on one of the stools and Ray was trying to calm her down.
"Come on baby. Let's just eat our food and call it a night. You've had a long flight and you're tired," Ray said soothingly. Krista sighed and Ray hugged her close. Jill and I sat at the table and took all the burgers and fries out of the bag. I handed Ray and Krista their stuff and they ate quietly at the island while Jill and I sat at the table.
"Anyone see Mikey?" Gerard asked. Olivia was a lot more calmer now.
"Yeah. He's in his room with Alicia... yeah," I said and gave him a knowing look. Gerard's eyes went wide.
"She gave it up to him?" he asked.
"Yeah," Ray said. Gerard smiled.
"Good for them. So what about you two?" Gerard asked Jill and I, wiggling his eyebrows. Jill turned bright red and shifted uncomfortably. I put my arm around her and gave Gerard a look.
"No? Not yet?" he asked. He was always very blunt. I shook my head and Jill buried her face in her hands.
"Aw Peanut, don't be embarrassed. There's no time limit," Gerard said to her. For the past month, Gerard had taken to calling Jill Peanut since she's so small. We finished eating and Olivia had fallen asleep in Gerard's arms.
"She's so fucking cute. I love to watch her sleep," Gerard said, looking down to admire his daughter. I smiled and threw mine and Jill's stuff in the garbage.
"We'll we're gonna head up to bed. Night guys," I said.
"Night," Jill said.
"Good night," Gerard, Krista, and Ray said. I took Jill's hand and we went back up to my room. Jill sat on my bed and I closed the door. She looked preoccupied with something.
"What's going on in that head of your's Jilly Bean?" I asked as I sat next to her. She sighed.
"I feel really bad," she said.
"About what?" I questioned.
"That I won't give you what you want. Ali and Mikey haven't been dating as long as we have and she already had sex with him. I don't know why, but I keep holding myself back. I can't seem to let go yet. Is that stupid?" she asked. I shook my head.
"Not at all baby. Yes, I want you in the most intimate way, but not unless you want it too. Ali was just ready before you, nothing more," I said.
"I love you so much Frank and I trust you completely. I just feel like I need more time ya know? I know we've been together for almost five months, but I don't feel like I can handle it yet on a physical or emotional level," she told me. I held her close and kissed her forehead.
"And I don't expect you to yet. Don't rush yourself Jilly. You tried to do that today and I knew that. Just relax and let mother nature take it's course. Come on sweetie. Let's get some sleep," I said. She nodded and we changed into our pajamas before crawling into bed.
"You're so good to me Frankie. I love you," she said and snuggled close to me.
"I love you too Jilly Bean my Beauty Queen," I said and gave her a loving kiss goodnight.
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