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I lay on the bed trying to slow down my heartbeat. From the other room I suddenly heard the music of the Smashing Pumpkins. Gerard strolled back in, “I thought some music would be nice. This okay?”
I nodded, “Yeah, I love this CD.” It was true “Siamese Dream” would probably always be my favorite by the group.
He smiled, “You know there’s so much about you I don’t know.” He walked back into the other room singing the lyrics of “Today”.
Closing my eyes I listened to his voice. It was beautiful, no other damn way to describe it. I stretched out on the bed marveling in the feel of the satin comforter against my skin. I heard him walk back in. “Here’ he said holding out a glass.
I opened my eyes and looked at him. He was holding a champagne glass. I sat up and took the glass from him. “What’s this?”
“Dom Perignon. I ordered a bottle earlier.”
“Gerard, thank you but I won’t drink this.”
He sat down on the bed beside me. “I told you before, it’s okay. Just because I don’t drink doesn’t mean you can’t.”
I thought back to the drink he had ordered on the plane to Jersey. Alcohol would always be a temptation for him. It would always be waiting to pull him back into the darkness. A darkness he had overcome. “I don’t need it,” I said softly, “and neither do you.”
He shrugged and took the glass back. “It’s your decision.” He sat the glass down on the bedside table and walked out of the room again.
I lay back down and tried to listen to his movements in the suite. What the hell was he doing? I was growing impatient. “Gerard?”
“Yes, little Laura.” He walked back in holding a black cloth bag. Yeah, I wondered what was in the bag but not as much as I wondered what he was wearing under the black silk kimono he was now wearing. Damn, he looked hot.
Holy crap I did it gain, “Wow” was all I could think to say,
His smile was drop dead sexy “Wow?”
“Yeah, we’ve been over this before. It’s just the first thing that pops into my head when I see you.”
He laughed, “Thank you, I guess. I bought you a kimono just like this one. But you won’t need it for a while. I don’t want anything to cover up that beautiful soft skin.” His eyes moved up and down my body. I could feel myself getting warmer by the minute. He sat the black bag on the nightstand. “Now about my promise to make you scream. Are you ready?”
I licked my lips and smiled, “Oh, yes.”
“And you trust me? Tell me Laura do you trust me?” his eyes bore into mine.
I nodded, “I trust my husband completely.”
He looked shocked for just a moment then smiled. “Then we’ll begin. Close your eyes Laura.”
My eyes fluttered shut and I waited. I could hear him moving around the bed. All my senses were on alert. I could now hear him on the right side of the bed. He gently lifted my arm and moved it so that it was above my head. I felt something encircle my wrist then I heard the snap when it locked. I tried to move my arm but I knew that it was now unmovable. He quickly did the same to my other arm. I was handcuffed to the bed. My arms secured to the headboard. I smiled.
“Laura is pleased?’ he whispered.
I nodded.
Ok I have to admit I was a bit surprised when he also secured my ankles to the footboard of the bed. I was spread eagle on the bed, “Still pleased?’ his breath was hot in my ear.
“So far so good.” I answered. Sometimes witty I’m not. I heard him chuckle. Shit, if I had to describe the chuckle I’m afraid evil would be the adjective I’d choose.
“You realize that you are in essence at my mercy, don’t you?’ His smooth voice taunted. “I can do with you whatever I want. You body is ready for any thing I chose to do.”
“Yes” I whispered. “I know.”
I felt him lean down over me. “I want to feel your skin, every inch of it.” His fingers began to glide over my body. “So soft.” He whispered. “So lovely.” He gently caressed my breast briefly then his fingers trailed down my stomach. Lower they traveled until the got to my freshly waxed womanhood where they stopped. He lifted his fingers and I felt him move to the bottom of the bed. There his fingers touched me again starting at my ankles and moving upward. I held my breath as they slid past my knees moving to the inside of my thighs. Still he didn’t touch me where I longed for him to caress.
“Little Laura have you ever wondered just how many times you can cum before your body is so exhausted it can’t feel anymore?”
I shook my head not trusting my voice. I opened my eyes and looked up at him. “I was afraid you wouldn’t be able to keep your eyes closed.” I watched him pull something out of the bag. A satin blindfold. He placed it around my eyes. “I don’t want to see your eyes.”
“Why?” I asked breathlessly.
His fingers stroked my cheek, “Because I’ll become lost in the passion too soon.”
Well, hell I had nothing to say to that. He began speaking. “Passion, Laura. It can be good or bad. It can be pain and it can be ecstasy. Let’s start with pain.”
I waited wondering what he had in mind. Anticipation was driving me insane. It took me a minute to realize he had left the room again but just as soon as I did he was back. My ears strained to hear what he was doing. I heard the sound of his lighter. Oh Lord, tell me he’s just smoking a cigarette. As I felt the bed move I knew something was about to happen. “Pain Laura” he whispered. I felt a something pour onto my right nipple. It felt like it was on fire and I screamed. “Pleasure” he said as I suddenly felt something cold numb the pain. A moment later I felt his mouth gently suckle my nipple. I realized it had been candle wax he had poured on my nipple when I felt his tongue lick the remaining wax away. I sucked in my breath, the feeling was fucking erotic.
“Now for the other.” He said moving to the other side of the bed. I tried to move knowing the pain was coming. He laughed, “Laura, a moment of pain and then the pleasure. If you want I will stop.”
Damn him, I wanted the pleasure. “No, don’t stop.” I heard myself say.
Once more the burning pain caused me to cry out. A moment later the ice numbed the pain and made way for the pleasure of his mouth. He leaned up and kissed me. “I have a gift for you.”
I felt him turn my hand over so that he could place something in my palm. My fingers closed around it. Beads, a string of beads.
“Do you know what I’m going to do with these beads?’ He asked.
I shook my head.
“One at a time I’m going to push a bead inside you. Push it into that hot, wet place between your legs. First one, then another and then another until all the beads are inside your pussy. How do you think that’s gonna feel, Laura?”
“I don’t know.” I whispered honestly.
“Let’s find out.” He said as I felt him move down between my legs. “You need to be just a bit wetter.” His tongue took care of that. I arched my back and tried to move. Suddenly I hated being secured to the bed. “Calm down little Laura, the journey’s just begun.”
“You’re driving me crazy” I said
He simply laughed, “Tell me you don’t love it.”
“I just want to touch you.” I complained.
“Later. Now for the beads.” I felt my body tense as he poised the first bead at my opening. “Laura, relax it won’t hurt.” He said softly.
He was right, I relaxed and the first bead slipped in easily. “See, that was one. Now for two.”
The feeling was intense and oh so damn good. By the time all six were inside me I felt ready to cum. “Don’t you fucking cum, Laura.”
“Do you read my mind?” I asked trying to move slightly so that the bead didn’t feel so fucking good. I really was trying not to cum.
“No, I read your body.” He answered. “Now we have to make a slight change. I felt him move from the bed. I heard the handcuff on my right side open and I lowered my arm. He moved to the over side and unlocked it. “Just lay still’ he ordered. I did and he freed my ankles. Suddenly I found myself being rolled over. Quickly my hands and feet were secured again. “Beads still feel good?” He whispered in my ear.
“Hell yeah” I answered. As a matter of fact lying this way they felt even better.
His fingers began to massage my back. I sighed contently. This all felt so good. His fingers got to my buttock and stopped. “You have a beautiful ass.” His fingers were teasing the opening. “I’m guessing you’ve never had anyone..” His words trailed off.
“No, never.” I answered. I had to admit I was totally excited but a bit afraid.
“A night of firsts.” He said. I heard what I thought was the lid of a bottle snap open. A moment later when his finger touched my opening again I knew I was right. His finger was wet and slick. It felt good. He pushed in just a bit, I felt a slight discomfort but nothing terrible. Shit, I was getting hot. The beads, still inside my vagina, were throbbing. He was fingering my ass and I could feel the beautiful pressure building.
“Shit, I want to slid into you.” His breathing was getting ragged.
“Then do” I answered my own breathing shallow.
He moaned, “I’d hurt you.”
Passion had made me forget reason. “Gerard do it. I want you to.”
I heard the bottle open again and a moment later I felt the tip of his penis poised ready to enter. “Baby, I’ll go slow.” He pushed in slight and I felt a sharp pain. He pulled back out.
“No, I cried, don’t stop.” Once more I felt him enter this time he pushed in a bit further. I sucked in my breath. He leaned down and bit my shoulder. I cried out. “More, Gerard.” I bucked my hips.
This time it was Gerard who moaned as he plunged further into me. The pain was blinding but at the same time I could feel my muscles tightening around the beads. He reached back and pulled the string. One bead slipped out. I cried out in pleasure. “That feels so fucking good.”
“Scream for me baby.” He said roughly.
I knew he was still only part way in. “I want to feel you completely inside” I told him. “I want the pain cause I can feel the please coming.”
He moaned my name. Slowly he pulled out then as he reached back to pull another bead out he slid all the way into my ass. I cried out and he went completely still waiting. “Slowly” I whispered. “Fuck me slowly”
He pulled himself out the moved back in. The pain was still there but I could feel my pussy throbbing. He pulled out another bead as his thrusting picked up pace. “Of fuck, I’m gonna cum” I screamed. He pulled out the remaining beads as the orgasm hit.
“Cum Gerard.” I said trying to catch my breath. He moaned and moved in and out. “Fuck” he said as he pulled out and shot his cum all over my ass. He fell to the bed beside me.
Later after he had taken off the blindfold and unhandcuffed me he cleaned me. Gently he wiped away his cum then came back to the bed and knelt beside it. “Tell me the truth did I hurt you?’
I looked into those beautiful eyes. “It hurt like hell but then it changed.” I looked down.
Gently he lifted my face to his. “You’re embarrassed.” He was surprised.
“A little I guess. I mean that was totally new to me. I’m sure you’ve..” Oh hell that was the wrong thing to say. ‘I didn’t mean it to sound like that.” I was gonna cry.
“Laura, it’s okay.” He kissed me. “Besides isn’t it alright to do anything you want with your spouse?’ he teased.
“Yeah” I smiled. “Husband can we cuddle now?’ I asked in a small voice.
He nodded and we crawled into bed. I was nestled against his chest when he said, “We never did get to the whip” I opened one eye and looked at him. He was smiling that devilish grin.
“The night is young, sugar.” He kissed my forehead. “Our flight tomorrow isn’t until late. Close your eyes and rest. When you feel ready let me know.”
I closed my eyes and inhaled is scent. My body was still throbbing. Rest? Hell he had to be kidding.