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Warnings/spoilers: just a tidbit regarding the Hong Kong arc and Asami and Aki's first encounter. Also male x male content at start of chapter.
Chapter 9
Normal Pov
Keita barely said “Yes, I remember,” when his breathe took a sharp intake and his body began to shiver with excitement in response to Feilong’s long slickened fingers as they continued to tease Keita’s throbbing erection and dripping slit while eagerly pressing his body against Keita’s from behind.
Suddenly Fei’s hands vanished causing Keita to whimper at the sudden loss of friction.
“What do you want?” Feilong seductively whispered in Keita’s ear before nipping and licking the earlobe suggestively causing more incoherent moans and whimpers to escape Keita’s lips.
“I..I.. Feilong please.. I can’t.. ” Keita panted as his flushed body painfully ached for his much needed release.
“Answer my question first” Feilong ordered Keita has he quickly freed himself and used his already slickened hands to lubricate his own shaft which was needing just as much needed release as Keita’s.
“I.. You.. Feilong.. I want you!” Keita panted still feeling the effects of Feilong’s handwork.
“That’s all I wanted to hear.” Feilong whispered tenderly into Keita’s ear, happy at hearing these words spoken by Takaba but saddened at the thought that the feelings for him would disappear once Takaba remembered the rest of his memories.
Very fleetingly he wondered if Keita had these feelings for him does that mean that Takaba himself without realizing had grown some sort of love for himself?
Pushing the thought aside Feilong didn’t waste anymore time and positioning one hand back onto Keita’s swollen shaft he thrust into Keita moaning at the tight heat around his own throbbing length.
After that the rest of the night nothing but a blur for the both of them as they continued to feed of each others energy till both had collapsed onto Feilong’s bed and had fallen fast asleep.
It wasn’t till morning that Keita awoke naked and alone in Feilong’s silk layered bed. Curling back under the sheets his thoughts drifted to the memories he’s suddenly remembered last night and hadn’t been able to analyze given the heat of the moment.
Keita had recalled working for Feilong in the past and remembered Feilong’s teaching, the red blindfold, helping Tao with his work, and conversing with the triad leader most times during the night.
He couldn’t believe how he’d forgotten all this and wondered at what else he may have forgotten. His thoughts then wondered to Feilong and remembering Feilong’s act last night he knew now why the scene had struck him and caused him to remember his days with Feilong.
Suddenly Keita was startled from his thoughts at the sound of a door opening and closing shut and the voice of an irritated Feilong and an unknown voice arriving just outside Feilong’s bedroom.
Shock followed by fear quickly took over Keita’s body as he listened to the unknown voice and watched the surge of new memories entering him.
He could remember the man’s name.. Asami Ryuichi and he remembered seeing Asami’s smile and then nothing but blackness as a hand holding a cloth covered his mouth.
Diving deeper into the memory Keita could only watch in horror as this emotionless man had him bonded down leaving him absolutely helpless and in his mercy.
He remembered the drug, the film cartridges, and the shame of being raped by the man till there was nothing left of him.
Suddenly he recalled Asami’s words as he slowly regained control over his body breathing heavily, eyes wide and still in shock at what he’d just relieved all over again and in a short amount of time.
“ Akihito… don’t forget the pain and the pleasure that you received from me. If you want to survive in this world, be smarter and sharpen your eyes to see what’s real”.
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When Feilong had entered the room with Asami Keita was sitting upright on the bed staring into nothing with wide eyes and a stream of tears trailing down his face while shivering like a possessed madman.
“Akihito?!” “Keita?!” Fei and Asami both questioned the young man in front of them with worry. Keita sat ignoring them still replaying the images in his mind.
“Feilong!” Asami growled surprising Feilong by grabbing a fistful of his shirt unable to hold back his anger no more, “You SAID you didn’t hurt Akihito, WHAT the HELL is this?”
“This I..” Feilong could only get out when both turned to Keita at the sound of his voice repeating the words over and over as if trying to memorize them and understand their meaning at the same time. “Akihito… don’t forget the pain and the pleasure that you received from me. If you want to survive in this world, be smarter and sharpen your eyes to see what’s real?”
Forgetting Feilong and his sudden outbreak of anger Asami took a deep breath and slowly edged up beside the bed. “Akihito?” he worriedly questioned reaching out to brush his golden locks aside.
As soon as Asami’s hand briefly made contact with Keita’s skin Keita snapped out of his daze breathing heavily and at the sight of Asami suddenly moved up the bed pulling the sheets up with him and as far from Asami as he could get before turning to Feilong.
“Am I Akihito Takaba? Why did he rape me?” Keita questioned confused and wanting answers.
Suddenly a though entered Keita’s mind and he was quick to jump to the conclusion.
“Please don’t let him take me.. I don’t want to go with him.. I want to stay with you, Please” Keita suddenly began begging with stress evident in his voice suddenly thinking that Feilong had gotten sick of him and was going to hand him over to Asami.
“Yes you are Akihito Takaba, and to answer that you should talk with Asami himself.” Feilong answered trying to keep his composure even though his body was screaming at him for even thinking of leaving Akihito alone with Asami.
Walking over to the bed where Akihito was he quickly leaned down towards Akihito letting his silky hair caress Takaba’s face and block his sight of Asami.
Lifting a hand he quickly brushed Akihito’s face showing him that soft gentle side, “Don’t worry you don’t have to go anywhere you don’t want to go.” Feilong gently whispered his voice calming Akihito’s fears.
Then as he walked out of the bedroom he turned to Akihito and told him that he had to check on a few things and would be back soon and then left Asami and Akihito to talk.
Asami’s Pov
It enraged him to think that Feilong had touched his Akihito but he knew that now wasn’t the time to take his frustrations out onto Feilong for taking advantage of the situation.
Staring at Takaba and Feilong made Asami’s skin crawl and he knew that Feilong was only doing it so he’d get pissed of and lose his cool in front of Akihito.
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As soon as he’d confronted Feilong he’d found out about the events that had taken place with Akihito. Feilong refused to let him see Akihito until Asami learned of the condition that he was in. He also was told about his memory loss, the syndicate responsible and after much hesitation and slightly guilty eyes Feilong had told of what the current Akihito Takaba thought about his and Feilong’s relationship.
When Asami asked what happened to Takaba to get the few memories back that he did Feilong couldn’t look Asami directly in the eyes. Instead he’d turned to his herbal tea and stared into the liquid as if trying to foretell the future.
“I reenacted a particular night that had a significant meaning to Akihito.” Feilong had replied to me at first, a slight hesitation indicating that something was being hidden.
“Which would be?” Asami had questioned him further growing impatient.
“I won’t lie to you Asami, I fucked him…” Feilong finally admitted not wanting to play coward to Asami.
Golden eyes lit in anger, “AND HOW THE FUCK IS THAT SIGNIFICANT TO AKIHITO?!?” Asami roared in anger momentarily losing his self control and pulling out his gun ready to fire it where the bullet he’d supposedly shot seven years ago was supposed to have gone.
“Because even though I was gentle and had shown my feelings to him in the end he still could only see you and could only call your name out. This was why back then that I had given up on Akihito and had agreed to give him back to you. It was because when it comes down to it no matter how much or how little his feelings are for me he will always choose you over me.” Feilong finished with his head bowed down and his heart in pain at the truth he’d not only just admitted to Asami but himself.
Hearing this from Feilong and seeing him so pitiful reminded Asami of the past and knowing Feilong believed these words made it even harder for Asami to keep his anger raised high enough to gamble with his life and fire the gun.
Finally admitting that shooting Feilong wasn’t worth the consequences with Akihito or the Chinese mafia Asami lowered his gun and placed it back in his holster.
“Take me to Akihito, I want to see him with my own eyes, I want to see that he is unharmed.”
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Watching Akihito and seeing his distrust in him hurt Asami very deep but he hid it well in his heart and knowing what he had to do now he made sure that he buried it deep so that he could become the predator that Akihito had first known and had become attracted to.
Without saying any word to Akihito Asami went out of the bedroom and disappeared from Akihito’s sight to go and get a non alcoholic beverage for Akihito since all he could find was alcohol. As he filled his glass with that said liquid from Feilong’s private bar a maid quickly entered to hand Asami a glass of orange juice and quickly departed without a word.
Looking to the bedrooms entrance he knew that Takaba Akihito was yet to make a move probably trying to prolong the inevitable.
Quickly he turned back to the two glasses and reached into his pocket to pull out a little container with a powdery white substance on the inside. Popping the lid off he emptied the contents into the non alcohol drink, tossed the container into the bin and walked back to the bedroom with both glasses in hand and a predatory smile on his lips as he played out the rest of the evening in his mind.
end chapter
a/n
Firstly I hope that you all liked this chapter and I hope that they weren’t ooc here, (I might be being to hard on myself again but I thought Feilong and Asami were a tidbit ooc) I was going to continue and add in the coughs rest of the evening but given the length of the chapter already I decided to end it here and start it on the next chapter which leaves something for u guy’s to look forward to :)
Any how’s pls review :)
Warnings/spoilers: just a tidbit regarding the Hong Kong arc and Asami and Aki's first encounter. Also male x male content at start of chapter.
Chapter 9
Normal Pov
Keita barely said “Yes, I remember,” when his breathe took a sharp intake and his body began to shiver with excitement in response to Feilong’s long slickened fingers as they continued to tease Keita’s throbbing erection and dripping slit while eagerly pressing his body against Keita’s from behind.
Suddenly Fei’s hands vanished causing Keita to whimper at the sudden loss of friction.
“What do you want?” Feilong seductively whispered in Keita’s ear before nipping and licking the earlobe suggestively causing more incoherent moans and whimpers to escape Keita’s lips.
“I..I.. Feilong please.. I can’t.. ” Keita panted as his flushed body painfully ached for his much needed release.
“Answer my question first” Feilong ordered Keita has he quickly freed himself and used his already slickened hands to lubricate his own shaft which was needing just as much needed release as Keita’s.
“I.. You.. Feilong.. I want you!” Keita panted still feeling the effects of Feilong’s handwork.
“That’s all I wanted to hear.” Feilong whispered tenderly into Keita’s ear, happy at hearing these words spoken by Takaba but saddened at the thought that the feelings for him would disappear once Takaba remembered the rest of his memories.
Very fleetingly he wondered if Keita had these feelings for him does that mean that Takaba himself without realizing had grown some sort of love for himself?
Pushing the thought aside Feilong didn’t waste anymore time and positioning one hand back onto Keita’s swollen shaft he thrust into Keita moaning at the tight heat around his own throbbing length.
After that the rest of the night nothing but a blur for the both of them as they continued to feed of each others energy till both had collapsed onto Feilong’s bed and had fallen fast asleep.
It wasn’t till morning that Keita awoke naked and alone in Feilong’s silk layered bed. Curling back under the sheets his thoughts drifted to the memories he’s suddenly remembered last night and hadn’t been able to analyze given the heat of the moment.
Keita had recalled working for Feilong in the past and remembered Feilong’s teaching, the red blindfold, helping Tao with his work, and conversing with the triad leader most times during the night.
He couldn’t believe how he’d forgotten all this and wondered at what else he may have forgotten. His thoughts then wondered to Feilong and remembering Feilong’s act last night he knew now why the scene had struck him and caused him to remember his days with Feilong.
Suddenly Keita was startled from his thoughts at the sound of a door opening and closing shut and the voice of an irritated Feilong and an unknown voice arriving just outside Feilong’s bedroom.
Shock followed by fear quickly took over Keita’s body as he listened to the unknown voice and watched the surge of new memories entering him.
He could remember the man’s name.. Asami Ryuichi and he remembered seeing Asami’s smile and then nothing but blackness as a hand holding a cloth covered his mouth.
Diving deeper into the memory Keita could only watch in horror as this emotionless man had him bonded down leaving him absolutely helpless and in his mercy.
He remembered the drug, the film cartridges, and the shame of being raped by the man till there was nothing left of him.
Suddenly he recalled Asami’s words as he slowly regained control over his body breathing heavily, eyes wide and still in shock at what he’d just relieved all over again and in a short amount of time.
“ Akihito… don’t forget the pain and the pleasure that you received from me. If you want to survive in this world, be smarter and sharpen your eyes to see what’s real”.
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When Feilong had entered the room with Asami Keita was sitting upright on the bed staring into nothing with wide eyes and a stream of tears trailing down his face while shivering like a possessed madman.
“Akihito?!” “Keita?!” Fei and Asami both questioned the young man in front of them with worry. Keita sat ignoring them still replaying the images in his mind.
“Feilong!” Asami growled surprising Feilong by grabbing a fistful of his shirt unable to hold back his anger no more, “You SAID you didn’t hurt Akihito, WHAT the HELL is this?”
“This I..” Feilong could only get out when both turned to Keita at the sound of his voice repeating the words over and over as if trying to memorize them and understand their meaning at the same time. “Akihito… don’t forget the pain and the pleasure that you received from me. If you want to survive in this world, be smarter and sharpen your eyes to see what’s real?”
Forgetting Feilong and his sudden outbreak of anger Asami took a deep breath and slowly edged up beside the bed. “Akihito?” he worriedly questioned reaching out to brush his golden locks aside.
As soon as Asami’s hand briefly made contact with Keita’s skin Keita snapped out of his daze breathing heavily and at the sight of Asami suddenly moved up the bed pulling the sheets up with him and as far from Asami as he could get before turning to Feilong.
“Am I Akihito Takaba? Why did he rape me?” Keita questioned confused and wanting answers.
Suddenly a though entered Keita’s mind and he was quick to jump to the conclusion.
“Please don’t let him take me.. I don’t want to go with him.. I want to stay with you, Please” Keita suddenly began begging with stress evident in his voice suddenly thinking that Feilong had gotten sick of him and was going to hand him over to Asami.
“Yes you are Akihito Takaba, and to answer that you should talk with Asami himself.” Feilong answered trying to keep his composure even though his body was screaming at him for even thinking of leaving Akihito alone with Asami.
Walking over to the bed where Akihito was he quickly leaned down towards Akihito letting his silky hair caress Takaba’s face and block his sight of Asami.
Lifting a hand he quickly brushed Akihito’s face showing him that soft gentle side, “Don’t worry you don’t have to go anywhere you don’t want to go.” Feilong gently whispered his voice calming Akihito’s fears.
Then as he walked out of the bedroom he turned to Akihito and told him that he had to check on a few things and would be back soon and then left Asami and Akihito to talk.
Asami’s Pov
It enraged him to think that Feilong had touched his Akihito but he knew that now wasn’t the time to take his frustrations out onto Feilong for taking advantage of the situation.
Staring at Takaba and Feilong made Asami’s skin crawl and he knew that Feilong was only doing it so he’d get pissed of and lose his cool in front of Akihito.
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As soon as he’d confronted Feilong he’d found out about the events that had taken place with Akihito. Feilong refused to let him see Akihito until Asami learned of the condition that he was in. He also was told about his memory loss, the syndicate responsible and after much hesitation and slightly guilty eyes Feilong had told of what the current Akihito Takaba thought about his and Feilong’s relationship.
When Asami asked what happened to Takaba to get the few memories back that he did Feilong couldn’t look Asami directly in the eyes. Instead he’d turned to his herbal tea and stared into the liquid as if trying to foretell the future.
“I reenacted a particular night that had a significant meaning to Akihito.” Feilong had replied to me at first, a slight hesitation indicating that something was being hidden.
“Which would be?” Asami had questioned him further growing impatient.
“I won’t lie to you Asami, I fucked him…” Feilong finally admitted not wanting to play coward to Asami.
Golden eyes lit in anger, “AND HOW THE FUCK IS THAT SIGNIFICANT TO AKIHITO?!?” Asami roared in anger momentarily losing his self control and pulling out his gun ready to fire it where the bullet he’d supposedly shot seven years ago was supposed to have gone.
“Because even though I was gentle and had shown my feelings to him in the end he still could only see you and could only call your name out. This was why back then that I had given up on Akihito and had agreed to give him back to you. It was because when it comes down to it no matter how much or how little his feelings are for me he will always choose you over me.” Feilong finished with his head bowed down and his heart in pain at the truth he’d not only just admitted to Asami but himself.
Hearing this from Feilong and seeing him so pitiful reminded Asami of the past and knowing Feilong believed these words made it even harder for Asami to keep his anger raised high enough to gamble with his life and fire the gun.
Finally admitting that shooting Feilong wasn’t worth the consequences with Akihito or the Chinese mafia Asami lowered his gun and placed it back in his holster.
“Take me to Akihito, I want to see him with my own eyes, I want to see that he is unharmed.”
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Watching Akihito and seeing his distrust in him hurt Asami very deep but he hid it well in his heart and knowing what he had to do now he made sure that he buried it deep so that he could become the predator that Akihito had first known and had become attracted to.
Without saying any word to Akihito Asami went out of the bedroom and disappeared from Akihito’s sight to go and get a non alcoholic beverage for Akihito since all he could find was alcohol. As he filled his glass with that said liquid from Feilong’s private bar a maid quickly entered to hand Asami a glass of orange juice and quickly departed without a word.
Looking to the bedrooms entrance he knew that Takaba Akihito was yet to make a move probably trying to prolong the inevitable.
Quickly he turned back to the two glasses and reached into his pocket to pull out a little container with a powdery white substance on the inside. Popping the lid off he emptied the contents into the non alcohol drink, tossed the container into the bin and walked back to the bedroom with both glasses in hand and a predatory smile on his lips as he played out the rest of the evening in his mind.
end chapter
a/n
Firstly I hope that you all liked this chapter and I hope that they weren’t ooc here, (I might be being to hard on myself again but I thought Feilong and Asami were a tidbit ooc) I was going to continue and add in the coughs rest of the evening but given the length of the chapter already I decided to end it here and start it on the next chapter which leaves something for u guy’s to look forward to :)
Any how’s pls review :)
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