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“Stop it” I whined. “Leave me alone.”
“Wakey wakey, eggs and bakey.” Gerard whispered in my ear.
I rolled over on my side away from him. “I’ll eggs and bakey you.” I muttered.
He rolled me back over on my back. “Come on sunshine. Time to get up. You’ve got to try to get some food in your stomach.”
The mere thought of food made me cringe. “No, thank you.”
“Laura, open your eyes.” He said sounding very serious.
I opened one eye. “What?”
“Really, you gotta eat something. You spent most of the night throwing up.”
“I spent most of yesterday throwing up.” I corrected him. “Thanks so much for reminding me.”
“Maybe we should get you to a doctor.”
I opened my other eye and saw the concern on his face. “I’m fine.”
“Look I can’t go with you cause the band has a full day planned but I’m sure Alicia will go with you. There has to be an Emergency Quick Care somewhere around here. Just go.”
“Just no.” I said closing my eyes again.
“Laura”
“Gerard”
He leaned down and kissed my breastbone. “I’m worried about you.”
“I’m fine. I’m sure it was just something I ate. I’ve had food poisoning before. That’s what it was, okay?”
“What did you eat that would have made you sick?”
Well, shit. Shouldn’t have said that. I sure as hell wasn’t gonna tell him that I had been entertaining the idea that Helen had given me something bad. “I grabbed a breakfast sandwich yesterday morning at the airport. That was probably what did it.” Yeah, it was a total lie but I didn’t want to give him anything else to worry about.
“You think that’s what made you so sick?”
“Could be. Now stop worrying.”
He rested his head on my shoulder. “Wish you felt better.”
I suddenly realized that the bus was awfully quiet. “What time is it?”
“Almost ten.”
“Holy shit, I can’t believe I slept so late. I need to get up. There are things I need to take care of.” I tried to push him off the bunk so I could get up.
“You need to rest.”
“No, can do. I missed last night’s Meet & Greet. I need to get caught up to speed on how it went.”
“Let that one girl take care of it.”
I rolled my eyes, “That one girl? Nice way to remember names.”
“Sorry, her names Jenny right?”
“Yeah”
“Okay then. Let Jenny take care of it.”
“It’s my job. I get paid to do it.” He just wasn’t getting it.
“You’re my wife. Isn’t that a big enough job?” I knew he was trying to make it sound like he was kidding. I also knew he wasn’t kidding.
“Yeah being your wife is a big horrible job but someone’s gotta do it.”
He stared at me.
“Laugh you dumb jack ass. I think you should know by now that being with you is the only thing in this world I want.”
“I sometimes just can’t imagine why. Look at all the hell I’ve put you through.”
I reached out and touched his cheek. “Shut the fuck up Gerard.”
He smiled. “I think secretly you liked when I’d say that to you.”
“You mean when you would say that while we were having mind blowing sex? Yeah, I liked it.”
“We need a movie night.” His hand ran down my stomach then under the elastic of my sweat pants.
“Fuck yeah we do.”
He leaned down to kiss me. I turned my head away.
“Breath again?” he guessed.
“Oh yeah.”
“Well then I’ll kiss you here.” He scooted down on the bunk and with one swift movement pulled my sweats to my knees. He buried his face in my pussy.
“Gerard” I gasped.
He made a mmmm sound.
“Stop that. What if someone comes in?”
He lifted his head and smiled. “Makes it more exciting, doesn’t it?” He lowered his head and went right back to licking and sucking.
Hell it felt good. The man had a magic tongue. “Gerard, really.” I was trying to be the voice of reason.
He looked up and smiled. “You taste so good.”
I closed my eyes. “I should be working.” See I was trying to be good.
“I’m working right now.” This time he used his fingers to spread my lips apart. His tongue teased that special spot. My hips bucked.
“Shit, that feels good.” I said breathlessly.
He continued and well naturally I moaned.
“Shut the fuck up Laura.” He said in a deep sexy voice.
“No fucking way, Gerard. You make me moan.”
He looked at me while his fingers continued to stroke. “Think I’ll finger fuck you now. Any problem with that?”
His words made my whole body catch fire. “Not a bad idea.”
First he inserted one finger. “You’re so fucking hot and wet.” He said more to himself then me.
“Suck my nipples.” I demanded as I lifted my sweatshirt.
His lips latched on to the nipple nearest him. Once again his magic tongue went to work. “Gerard” I moaned.
He said “What” without lifting his mouth from my breast.
“More.”
He inserted another finger into me. It felt wonderful but it wasn’t what I needed. “You, I need you inside me.”
His eyes met mine. “Baby someone could come in at any time.”
My hand rubbed the bulge in his jeans. “Makes it more exciting. Just unzip and let me pull it out.”
He shuddered after I was done speaking. I knew I had him. His hands went down to his own pants. As soon as I heard the zipper lowered my hands went to work. He was freed quickly. The man was so hard I wondered how uncomfortable it had been for him.
“Crawl up on me.” He said sounding so raw. “Now.”
I rolled over on him. I gasped as his hands raised my hips then thrust me down onto his cock. “Oh fuck,” He said loudly.
“Shut the fuck up Gerard.” I said. I knew this had to be quick. Chances were the band members would be showing up soon. “Fuck me faster.” I whispered in his hear.
His hips thrust up quicker than before. “Laura, touch me. Make me cum.”
I sat up just enough to reach down and grab his balls. “Oh fuck yeah.” He said. A moment later I felt him shoot his hot load into me. I arched my back and felt the waves of desire wash over me. I collapsed onto him. “Oh fuck.”
He laughed, “Now was waking up so bad?”
I rolled off him just as we heard someone walk onto the bus. Gerard fumbled with his pants and I pulled up my sweats. “You’re a dirty man,” I whispered.
“I’m your dirty man,” He whispered back.
Yeah he really was.

Gerard was kept busy most of the day so I didn’t have a change to talk to him alone. I was dreading telling him about the damage to the house. It wasn’t until right before the Meet & Greet that we had a chance to talk.
“Laura, we need to talk about the house. I was going to talk to you about it this morning but well you know.”
I smiled, “Yeah, I know.” My body felt warm just thinking about our session this morning. “You’ve only got a few minutes before you’ve got to go in.” I reminded him.
“I’m not gonna be happy, am I? I’m beginning to learn to read you. You’ve got something to tell me that you don’t want to.”
I nodded.
He sighed, “Just tell me. Did the break in have anything to do with Merri?”
Once again I simply nodded,
“Fuck, I’m so tried of this shit.” He threw the can he was holding towards a trashcan. He missed causing a spray of soda to hit the nearby wall.
Immediately I walked over to clean up the mess.
“You’re not a fucking janitor.” He snapped. “Leave it.”
“Gerard, I’m not gonna leave this mess for someone else to clean up.” I grabbed some napkins and started mopping up the spill.
He leaned over and took the napkins from my hand. “I said leave it.”
I tried to control my temper. “Stop being an ass.”
“Look, it’s not your place to clean this up. Let someone else do it. You’re my wife for fucks sake.”
I turned to him. “Yeah, and I’m cleaning up a mess you made.”
Neither of us had heard Jenny who had walked up while we were arguing. ‘Uh sorry, but Laura there is an emergency you need to deal with. The local radio station gave out about fifty extra tickets and I don’t think there will be time to get all the fans through.”
Gerard and I were still staring at each other. I broke away from his stare, “I’ll handle it, Jenny.”
She slowly backed away from us. “We’ll talk later.” I said turning angrily back towards my husband. “Here” I handed him another stack of napkins. “Clean up your damn mess.”
He stared at me a moment the reached out and took the napkins. As I walked away I saw from the corner of my eye he was indeed cleaning up the mess he had made.

“Hey you got a minute?’ Alicia asked me as I was walking back to the bus. The Meet & Greet was almost over and I was still not feeling my best.
“Sure, what’s up?”
She walked along side me. “That’s sorta what I was gonna ask you. Mikey’s terribly worried about his brother.”
Suddenly the evens of the past few days hit me hard. Shit, I burst into tears and I hate crying.
“Laura’ Alicia stopped me and threw her thin arms around me. ‘Hey, it’s gonna be okay. I know how much Gee loves you. You guys will make it through this.”
She led me to the bus keeping her arm around my shoulder. I needed to talk to someone. “He fucking started drinking again on our wedding night. Fuck, that says a lot, doesn’t it?”
Thankfully the bus was empty. I guessed Christa was with Ray. The two of them seemed unsepeatable. Once we were seated on the couch she asked. “Did you know?”
I shook my head miserably, “I knew my glass of champagne was empty but I guess I just hoped he’d poured it out. God, I’m so stupid.’
“Not stupid, Laura. Just in love. So that day he missed the Meet & Greet he was drunk after all.”
I knew this was what everyone would assume now. Even though he still swore he hadn’t drank anything he was wasted. Really what difference did it make? I simply shook my head.
“He’s quit drinking before, he can do it again.”
I felt like an idiot but all I could do was cry. She put her arms around me and held tight. “Hey, he’s got you to help him this time. It really will be okay.”
Finally I stopped blabbering. Alicia pushed the hair out of my eyes. “So how bad was the house?”
Shit, how many topics were there that I didn’t want to talk about? I shrugged.
“Mikey was so shocked when Gee told him he had bought their old house. Hell, Mikey didn’t even know Gee liked it.”
“He just didn’t want to let it go.” I said softly.
Alicia laughed, “Your husband is full of surprises.”
Man, I almost blurted out that she had no fucking idea. “Vandals got in and messed up the walls and carpeting.” I explained.
“That sucks. So are you guys gonna live there?”
Fuck, I remember Christa asking the same question when I first met her. “I don’t know. We haven’t really talked about it.”
“Well, there are only two more shows before the break. You two are gonna have to live somewhere. You know you guys could always stay with us. I mean Gee could just move his stuff into the room you’ve been using.”
I smiled sadly, “I kinda hope we get a place of our own.”
The bus door opened and my husband came bounding up the steps. “What are you doing here? Is the Meet & Greet over?’”
He looked at me strangely, “Why are you crying?”
“I’m not.” I said quickly wiping my eyes.
Alicia gave me a hug, “Hey, I see you on the side stage.” She got up and left the bus.
Gerard took her spot on the sofa next to me. “Laura, what’s wrong?” The concern in his voice made tears spring to my eyes again.
“Nothing, and why are you here? You’re supposed to be back stage.”
He took my hand in his. “Okay don’t laugh but I was signing autographs and all of a sudden I knew something was wrong. I looked around and saw that you weren’t there and it scared me.”
Oh hell, now he did make me cry. “That’s so sweet.” I said hugging him.
He shook his head, “Woman, you confuse me. Now tell me why the tears?”
“The last couple of days have been kinda intense you know. I think I’m entitled to a good cry.”
He brushed my lips with his own, “Yeah, you are entitled. I also want to tell you I’m sorry for acting like an ass earlier about the soda can.”
I leaned my head on his shoulder, “Cleaned it up, didn’t you?’
His chuckle rumbled in his chest, “Yeah, I did.” He sat back. “You know the next venue is only a coupe hours away. Wanna drive to it? We can steal one of the vans. You know spend the night in a hotel. What do you think?”
I raised my head and locked eyes with him. “I think that is the best fucking idea I’ve heard in days.”