Categories > Celebrities > Good Charlotte > She's A Rebel

chapter 27

by blacknailsgd

joy tries to kill herself.

Category: Good Charlotte - Rating: NC-17 - Genres: Drama - Warnings: [!!!] [V] - Published: 2008-01-18 - Updated: 2008-01-19 - 1603 words
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Chapter 27 piss off haters



Benj's pov

Sid came out running and said "Hey Joy is gone I dont where I think shes in the woods. Benjamin"

"Baby we will find her i promise" I said.

Cayln and Joel had a promise not to fight until they found Joy we seached long and hard. Sid called 911

Joel's pov

Man I nvr would have thought about this. Until I came upon this body her face was down I turned her over it was Joy.

"Hey guys I found her" I said. "Joy Baby talk to me plz come back to me I need you" I yelled.

She had almost steadly breathing. Then here come every1 I think heard Benj tell sid to call 911. I got her up cried walked through the woods with her in my arms.

Benj walked behind me then Cayln. I dont how were going to explain this one. But were going to half to I saw the medics coming to my aid. "Shes barely breathing" I said giving her to them. Benj pulled me to a hug all I could do is cry.

Benj's pov

Yea I seen him sad before this takes the cake. I took him to the hospital Sid came with us Cayln to. Then Sid called Tony & Katie told them about Joy they were coming. Billy came to take care of Cayln. Me & Sid took care Joel. We took care of our little one Chrissy. Then the Doctor came out.

"Hello Whitlow family" HE said.

"YEs were her close family" I heard Sid say.

"Yes the bullet punted one of her lungs so were taking her to surgery right now is there any questions you may have" He said.

"Yes how long will it take" I asked.

"Maybe an hour we dont know until i get there is that all the questions" He asked

"OOk we'll get started nurse will come and get the information from you like her recent history ok ill go" Doctor said. He left.

Joel is alone in a corner blaming his self which isnt right. I know its not. Yea shes not ok not after what Joel did to her. I have forgive him im not holding it in anymore I love him yes what he did stupid and twisted.

normal pov

Joel is the corner crying away. Sid went over to him while Benj was holding there daughter while falling asleep.

"Hey Joel" Sid said.

"Hey" Joel said.

"Joel its not your fought its mine I should have paying attention to her. Its not your fought Joel its mine." Sid said.

"I dont know what to think about Joy I love her. You know I do it was stupid and twisted what i did to her. I'm sorry Sid can you forgive me plz I know Cayln wont but plz" Joel said.

"I dont know you put my girl threw a ring Joel you hurt her really bad" Sid said.

"Yea I know I didnt mean to you know that I was drunk I knew what was doing and yet I did it im sorry" Joel said.

"Yes Joel you tell me a good reason why I might think about it" Sid said.

"I was mad so i did something about it yes I sneaked around with other girls. To get what I wanted then I did this to her im not going to push her this time. I pushed her to this I should have jus left her alone I understand if you dont want to forgive me" Joel said.

"Joel really pushed her to a new limit that she cant explain it. Hell even I cant explain it either but I'll give you another chance Joel. But if you blow it you can forget it" Sid said.

"Yea thanks Sid I really thanks" Joel said.

"I'm going over to get chrissy before he drops her" Sid said.

Sid went over got Chrissy Benj woke up.

Joel's pov

Thank you so much Sid you dont know how much I thank you. Then theres Joy damnit why did she do this to herself. I know I have some hard times but then again IM JERK that put her here. People keep telling me that its not my fought but i disagree with every1. Im a guy thats idiot to his girl I cheated on her with other girls. Im a jerk she shouldnt care about I think she doesnt care about me anymore. Here come the doctor.

"Hello Whitlow family" Doc said

"Yes." I said. Myself, Benj and Sid, Katie, Tony, Chrissy, Summer, Billy and Cayln to complete us.

"Joy lost alot of blood. Shes in the recover room right now she'll be out in 15 min. Does any1 have any questions?" Doctor said.

"No ok then she in room 195 ok" Doctor said.

"Thank you so much" I said.

"Your welcome bye" Doctor said

Then Benj sat me down talk to me. This is what he said.

"Hey Joel I know you wanna try to get back with her but this isnt a good time to. Just give her sometime to get over it. You know that you cant have her as easy as you did before I know you know that." Benj said.

"Yes i know i am going to give her sometime. But I wanted to make it up to her" I said.

"Joy doesnt like you right now can you blame her you did something to her" Benj said.

"Yea I kinda figure it out Benjamin" I said getting mad at him.

Katie bring Summer over. "Hey Summer can i hold her?" I asked her. Katie let me hold her.

Cayln and Billy fell asleep so I'm thinking about Joy. I give up I think im gonna leave her alone theres no1 else I want but her. Shes so cute when shes asleep.

Normal pov

Nurse took all of them to her room. Joel walked in with all of them.

"Hey Joy" Sid said. Every1 saw woke her up.

"Hi" Joy said

"Hi Joy" Benj said

"Cut the shit tell me how stupid I am" Joy said.

"Joy I know why you did it. I understand that you rather shoot urself then face him. You cant always run away from your problems Joy" Sid yelled at Joy.

"I'm not running away from him you cant prove that. Yes I shot myself so fucking what I didnt do a very good job of it did I cause Im still here" Joy said.

"Joy you have talk to him?" Sid said.

"No I dont" Joy said.

"Thats right Sid she doesnt need him hes selfish fucking pig that doesnt deserve a time of day. Joel is an ass" Cayln said.

"Hey I'm here I can hear every word your saying" Joel said.

"So fucking what. Thats suppose to mean something to me. Really I cuz i dont you forgot that you left me for fucking Nicole so dont say fucking word to me" Joy said.

"Alright all of you calm down now me, Billy wanna talk to Joy alone ok" Benj said pointing out into the hall.

They left but Joy, Billy and Benji!

Billy's pov

Ah yes Joy the trouble maker I thought Cayln had her beat but i was wrong. Benj is talking to her lets hear whats going on shall we.

"Joy I know your upset but Joel didnt mean any thing by it" He said.

"Like hell he did then why did he do for?" Joy said.

"You and him are better then this you know it. You still love him dont you thats why you shot urself" He said she was quiet so that was yes.

"No I wanted away from all of it Benj I loved him but I dont know if I want to put myself through it again. You half to admit hes a jerk give me a few days. Ill think about it" She said.

"Yea you go ahead think about it its not like your breaking his heart or something." Benj said.

"No you got that wrong Benj he broke my heart before i broke his." Joy said. Then Joel came in.

"Hey wanna talk to Joy alone" Joel said

"Yea sure be careful" Benj said.

Joel's pov

Man was she right I used it so many times it wasnt right.

"Joy let me explain" I said

"You lost that! What the hell were you thinking Joel that I would take you back after that. Mean yea i tired to kill myself but didnt you think when you were with that tramp I love you care about you, then you had to recreate that" Joy said

"Yes I know Joy love you baby. Ive done some shitty things for months. Im sorry for locking you down but I wanted you and no one else to have you. Justin is a nice guy but I can treat you better." I said sitting down by her.

"Joel Im suppose to hate you not suppose to give you a time of day. Its suppose to be the other way around" Joy said.

"Plz Joy I will make you happy i promise. Plz jus one chance?" I said wanting a kiss.

"Joel you said that the last time i dont think can i do this any more. I'm in pain" Joy said Nurse came in with a shot.

"You must be Joel" Nurse said Joy was calming down.

"Yes i am" I said holding on to Joy's hand. Then our friends came in. Cayln looked at me if you hurt her I'll kill you look.

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