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past coming back for one last stand off
Megan forgot about the people she's leaving behind... good riddance
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After I grabbed my books I made my way to class, but unfortunately ran into Pete, a guy I only just broke up with a couple of days ago.
“Wow, thank you.” He smiled
“What are you going about?” I spat
“I said thank you. Thank you for breaking up with me. I would never be seen going out with a freak, I mean I’m sure you can still put out for me baby, but like I said thank you.” He smiled again stroking my cheek
“Don’t fucking touch me, you arse.” I said through grinded teeth
“That’s not what you were saying to me a couple of days ago.” He said grabbing me as I tried to walk away. He was really holding me against him.
“You’re fucking hurting me.” I tried to yell out, but he was cutting off my breathing. “Get off me.” I yelled
All of a sudden I felt Pete get yanked of me. I got knocked to the ground, but I could hear Bert yelling at him.
“She said get the fuck off her dude, so don’t ever fucking touch her again. You hear me.” Then I heard the sound of Bert’s fist collide with Pete. By the time I look up Bert was gone into the classroom, leaving me on the ground with Pete getting up slowly beside me.
I got up before he did, and kick him in the ribs before walking into the classroom myself. I looked up the back to see Chloe and Soigné drawing on each other and Bert writing something in his book. I notice the only seat with them was next to Bert. This is going to be a long lesson.
I sat down and automatically felt Bert shift away from me. I glared at him, and then took my books out of my bag.
“Do you want a tattoo?” Chloe asked turning to me, holding out a permanent marker in her hand.
“Um yeah sure.” I smiled and extended my wrist.
Once she was finished smile squealed quietly and turned back to the front. Looked over to Bert. He was still writing something in his note book, it couldn’t have been class work because the teacher hadn’t even turned up, fuck speaking of which I hope I don’t fucking have Davo again, he seriously has something against me. I started spacing out again think about last year. I could hear a faint whisper coming from next to me. I looked over at Bert and he was looking at me back. He didn’t say anything again but just stared back at me. He was tripping me out; wow that pill I took was really fucking me up. What the fuck was it?
“Are you okay?” he whispered
“I don’t know. I’m really confused right now.” I answered honestly, I don’t know why, usually I just say yes.
“Well what did you take? You could be just on a bad come down.” He shrugged
“I don’t know, what ever was in my purse.” I said rubbing my temples, god my head hurt
Just then Davo walked in, great now my day cant get any worst, and this was supposed to be the first day of my new great life, I hope it gets better than this.
“Fuck you’re crazy.” He said shaking his head and turning his attention back to his notebook.
I watched him for a moment before pulling out a piece of paper and scribbling down a note to Bert
Thanks for before =]
Don’t mention it. I mean it. Don’t
What the fuck is you’re problem?
You!
Well what did I do? =[
You were born
No seriously
Seriously
Oh fuck you then
I’d rather not; you’ve been with Pete and the majority of the school
My face dropped when I read it. I scrunched it up and threw at his head. He smirked at me and ripped out another piece of paper.
Can I still get a lift home?
I just stared at the sentence. Is he serious? I just looked at him. He stared back. I wanted so bad to look away but his eyes were so fucking mesmerising.
“Well?” he said without emotion, not take his eyes away from mine. I looked away and scrunched the note up again.
“What ever.” I said putting my hand up.
“What is it Megan?” Davo said in a bored tone
“I need to go to the bathroom.” I said getting up without giving him a chance to answer me. I walked out in almost tears. Why was Bert such an arse hole to me? I never did anything to him. Arrrgh I hate him so much.
By the time I got back to the classroom the bell was ringing. All I had to do was open the door and I got an earful from Davo.
“And what took you so long?” he yelled at me
“I was going to the toilet Mr Davis, do you really want me to elaborated?” I snapped sarcastically. The whole class crack up laughing.
“I’ll see you after class thank you Megan, so you can catch up on the work you missed.” He smiled evilly at me
“Oh wow I can’t wait.” I smiled sarcastically.
Like I said before, he has something totally against me.
As I was packing up my shit I felt Bert standing over me.
“What are you doing?” I said not even bothering to look up at him.
“Waiting for you. You are giving me a lift aren’t you?” he said moving closer to me. I could fell the warmth of his body on my neck. He leant down so his lips were practically touching my ear. “Please?” he whispered
“Just go and fucking wait near my car, it’s a orange charger with black racing stripes. I have to ‘talk’ with dickhead over here.” I said pointing to Davo sitting up the front waiting of me.
“You own a charger?” he asked in disbelief
“Yes just go fucking wait by it, fucking hell.” I yelled getting frustrated.
I got up and picked up my school bag. As I walked towards Davo he looked down and shook his head.
“Can we make this quick, I have people waiting.” I yawned
“They wouldn’t be waiting if you didn’t have an attitude towards me.” He said matter-of-factly.
“ME?” I yelled “I don’t have the problem here DAVO! You are. You always pick me out all time.” I yelled feeling my face go red with anger.
“You think your such a victim don’t you Megan. Get over yourself. No one cares about you and your bitchy attitude, I’m just trying to make you see it early.” He smirked, starting to clean off the board.
“You know what. FUCK.YOU. ARSE. HOLE.” I screamed while storming out.
As I was walking across the parking lot I started to think about what Davo would do to me tomorrow, there was NO way he was going to let that slide. Oh well it felt so goddamn good. I had completely forgotten about giving the others a life, so I automatically jumped in my car and turned the key. The roaring sound of the engine startled Bert who was sitting on the footpath in front of it. Fuck I forgot about him. He stood up and walked to the passenger’s side door and waited for me to unlock it. When I reached across I was thinking here goes nothing, once its unlocked there is no going back. Unless I kick him out on the side of the road. He got in without saying a word and put on his seatbelt. We sat there in silence for a moment before I asked where they others were.
“Chloe felt bad for using you on your first day of being ‘our friend’.” Yes he even did they finger quotation marks. “So soigné rang her mum to give them a lift home.”
“Well why the fuck didn’t you go with them.” I spat angrily
“Because there wasn’t enough room, and you live near me.” He stated like it was obvious.
“What ever.” I said backing out in a hurry.
“Did that feel good?” he asked almost laughing
“What? Backing out?” I said sarcastically “jut fucking fantastic.”
“No you fuckwit. Telling Davo off like that.” He spat
“Call me fuckwit or anything like it and I swear to god I’ll throw you out.” I said pointing at him, but kept my eyes on the road.
“Mmmm.” He said in a bored tone. “Well did it feel good? I mean you’ve told a lot of people off today.” He said looking out his window
“Yeah, today’s been just wonderful.” I smile sarcastically.
“Well something weren’t very fun I take it but others make up for it I guess.” He shrugged
“No you know what your right, I love being treated like shit by an almost complete stranger.” I laughed. “So thank you for making my day better.”
“Well like I said before, you’ve been a bitch to me our whole life, why can’t I have one day of payback?” he shrugged again.
“But seriously, what did I ever do to you personally.” I said looking over at him
“Nothing I guess.” He said looking out his window trying to avoid eye contact
“You guess? What’s that supposed to mean?” I said pulling over to the side of the road. I couldn’t concentrate on driving with all the shit he was going on about running around in my head.
“What are you doing?” he said getting a little worried
I reached over and lock the doors. He quickly grabbed the door trying to stop it.
“What the fuck is going on?” I could hear the panic in his voice.
“Fuck Bert settle down. I’m not a mass murderer.” I laughed at his stupidness.
“Actually I don’t know that. You could be for all I know.” He said smiling slightly
“See what I mean. You don’t know me, but you’re so quick to judge me without getting to know me first.” I said turning fully in my seat and facing him. He did the same trying to intimidate me.
“That’s exactly what you did to me.” He smirked looking into my eyes
“What do you mean by that?” I yelled getting frustrated
“If it doesn’t come to you naturally, then you’ll never get It.” he snickered.
“Would you just tell me already.” I huffed
He turned to the front again and sighed. “Fine.”
“When we were in junior school, I kinda had a major crush on you, I mean obsessed.” His eyes kind of glazed over remembering
“Should I be worried?” I laughed trying to lighten the mood.
He looked at me and smiled. I mean like a real smile, not his smirk thing. His hole face lit up and it made me smile. He looked into my eyes again and went serious again, so I automatically did.
“And well it took me like three terms to muster up the courage to ask you out. And when I did you just laughed in my face and said, quote ‘ I would never been seen going out with a freak like you.’” He went silent and looked away again.
I didn’t know what to say. I actually remember that happening; it was so long ago that I didn’t even think twice about it.
“So that’s why I just automatically rejected you without giving you a chance today. I mean that seriously cut me, you have no idea.” He said looking at me again. I could feel my eyes getting teary; actually my sight was all blurry through all the tears I was that upset.
“I’m so sorry Bert, I was different back then. I did what ever I had to, to keep my reputation. It was nothing personal.” I said wiping away the few tears that escaped my eyes
“It doesn’t matter anymore, I’m over it, and I just wanted revenge you know.” He shrugged. “I don’t feel that way anymore.”
I just nodded like an idiot
“Can you take me home now?” he said in that bored tone I fucking hate
“What ever.” I said sitting to the front again.
“Wow, thank you.” He smiled
“What are you going about?” I spat
“I said thank you. Thank you for breaking up with me. I would never be seen going out with a freak, I mean I’m sure you can still put out for me baby, but like I said thank you.” He smiled again stroking my cheek
“Don’t fucking touch me, you arse.” I said through grinded teeth
“That’s not what you were saying to me a couple of days ago.” He said grabbing me as I tried to walk away. He was really holding me against him.
“You’re fucking hurting me.” I tried to yell out, but he was cutting off my breathing. “Get off me.” I yelled
All of a sudden I felt Pete get yanked of me. I got knocked to the ground, but I could hear Bert yelling at him.
“She said get the fuck off her dude, so don’t ever fucking touch her again. You hear me.” Then I heard the sound of Bert’s fist collide with Pete. By the time I look up Bert was gone into the classroom, leaving me on the ground with Pete getting up slowly beside me.
I got up before he did, and kick him in the ribs before walking into the classroom myself. I looked up the back to see Chloe and Soigné drawing on each other and Bert writing something in his book. I notice the only seat with them was next to Bert. This is going to be a long lesson.
I sat down and automatically felt Bert shift away from me. I glared at him, and then took my books out of my bag.
“Do you want a tattoo?” Chloe asked turning to me, holding out a permanent marker in her hand.
“Um yeah sure.” I smiled and extended my wrist.
Once she was finished smile squealed quietly and turned back to the front. Looked over to Bert. He was still writing something in his note book, it couldn’t have been class work because the teacher hadn’t even turned up, fuck speaking of which I hope I don’t fucking have Davo again, he seriously has something against me. I started spacing out again think about last year. I could hear a faint whisper coming from next to me. I looked over at Bert and he was looking at me back. He didn’t say anything again but just stared back at me. He was tripping me out; wow that pill I took was really fucking me up. What the fuck was it?
“Are you okay?” he whispered
“I don’t know. I’m really confused right now.” I answered honestly, I don’t know why, usually I just say yes.
“Well what did you take? You could be just on a bad come down.” He shrugged
“I don’t know, what ever was in my purse.” I said rubbing my temples, god my head hurt
Just then Davo walked in, great now my day cant get any worst, and this was supposed to be the first day of my new great life, I hope it gets better than this.
“Fuck you’re crazy.” He said shaking his head and turning his attention back to his notebook.
I watched him for a moment before pulling out a piece of paper and scribbling down a note to Bert
Thanks for before =]
Don’t mention it. I mean it. Don’t
What the fuck is you’re problem?
You!
Well what did I do? =[
You were born
No seriously
Seriously
Oh fuck you then
I’d rather not; you’ve been with Pete and the majority of the school
My face dropped when I read it. I scrunched it up and threw at his head. He smirked at me and ripped out another piece of paper.
Can I still get a lift home?
I just stared at the sentence. Is he serious? I just looked at him. He stared back. I wanted so bad to look away but his eyes were so fucking mesmerising.
“Well?” he said without emotion, not take his eyes away from mine. I looked away and scrunched the note up again.
“What ever.” I said putting my hand up.
“What is it Megan?” Davo said in a bored tone
“I need to go to the bathroom.” I said getting up without giving him a chance to answer me. I walked out in almost tears. Why was Bert such an arse hole to me? I never did anything to him. Arrrgh I hate him so much.
By the time I got back to the classroom the bell was ringing. All I had to do was open the door and I got an earful from Davo.
“And what took you so long?” he yelled at me
“I was going to the toilet Mr Davis, do you really want me to elaborated?” I snapped sarcastically. The whole class crack up laughing.
“I’ll see you after class thank you Megan, so you can catch up on the work you missed.” He smiled evilly at me
“Oh wow I can’t wait.” I smiled sarcastically.
Like I said before, he has something totally against me.
As I was packing up my shit I felt Bert standing over me.
“What are you doing?” I said not even bothering to look up at him.
“Waiting for you. You are giving me a lift aren’t you?” he said moving closer to me. I could fell the warmth of his body on my neck. He leant down so his lips were practically touching my ear. “Please?” he whispered
“Just go and fucking wait near my car, it’s a orange charger with black racing stripes. I have to ‘talk’ with dickhead over here.” I said pointing to Davo sitting up the front waiting of me.
“You own a charger?” he asked in disbelief
“Yes just go fucking wait by it, fucking hell.” I yelled getting frustrated.
I got up and picked up my school bag. As I walked towards Davo he looked down and shook his head.
“Can we make this quick, I have people waiting.” I yawned
“They wouldn’t be waiting if you didn’t have an attitude towards me.” He said matter-of-factly.
“ME?” I yelled “I don’t have the problem here DAVO! You are. You always pick me out all time.” I yelled feeling my face go red with anger.
“You think your such a victim don’t you Megan. Get over yourself. No one cares about you and your bitchy attitude, I’m just trying to make you see it early.” He smirked, starting to clean off the board.
“You know what. FUCK.YOU. ARSE. HOLE.” I screamed while storming out.
As I was walking across the parking lot I started to think about what Davo would do to me tomorrow, there was NO way he was going to let that slide. Oh well it felt so goddamn good. I had completely forgotten about giving the others a life, so I automatically jumped in my car and turned the key. The roaring sound of the engine startled Bert who was sitting on the footpath in front of it. Fuck I forgot about him. He stood up and walked to the passenger’s side door and waited for me to unlock it. When I reached across I was thinking here goes nothing, once its unlocked there is no going back. Unless I kick him out on the side of the road. He got in without saying a word and put on his seatbelt. We sat there in silence for a moment before I asked where they others were.
“Chloe felt bad for using you on your first day of being ‘our friend’.” Yes he even did they finger quotation marks. “So soigné rang her mum to give them a lift home.”
“Well why the fuck didn’t you go with them.” I spat angrily
“Because there wasn’t enough room, and you live near me.” He stated like it was obvious.
“What ever.” I said backing out in a hurry.
“Did that feel good?” he asked almost laughing
“What? Backing out?” I said sarcastically “jut fucking fantastic.”
“No you fuckwit. Telling Davo off like that.” He spat
“Call me fuckwit or anything like it and I swear to god I’ll throw you out.” I said pointing at him, but kept my eyes on the road.
“Mmmm.” He said in a bored tone. “Well did it feel good? I mean you’ve told a lot of people off today.” He said looking out his window
“Yeah, today’s been just wonderful.” I smile sarcastically.
“Well something weren’t very fun I take it but others make up for it I guess.” He shrugged
“No you know what your right, I love being treated like shit by an almost complete stranger.” I laughed. “So thank you for making my day better.”
“Well like I said before, you’ve been a bitch to me our whole life, why can’t I have one day of payback?” he shrugged again.
“But seriously, what did I ever do to you personally.” I said looking over at him
“Nothing I guess.” He said looking out his window trying to avoid eye contact
“You guess? What’s that supposed to mean?” I said pulling over to the side of the road. I couldn’t concentrate on driving with all the shit he was going on about running around in my head.
“What are you doing?” he said getting a little worried
I reached over and lock the doors. He quickly grabbed the door trying to stop it.
“What the fuck is going on?” I could hear the panic in his voice.
“Fuck Bert settle down. I’m not a mass murderer.” I laughed at his stupidness.
“Actually I don’t know that. You could be for all I know.” He said smiling slightly
“See what I mean. You don’t know me, but you’re so quick to judge me without getting to know me first.” I said turning fully in my seat and facing him. He did the same trying to intimidate me.
“That’s exactly what you did to me.” He smirked looking into my eyes
“What do you mean by that?” I yelled getting frustrated
“If it doesn’t come to you naturally, then you’ll never get It.” he snickered.
“Would you just tell me already.” I huffed
He turned to the front again and sighed. “Fine.”
“When we were in junior school, I kinda had a major crush on you, I mean obsessed.” His eyes kind of glazed over remembering
“Should I be worried?” I laughed trying to lighten the mood.
He looked at me and smiled. I mean like a real smile, not his smirk thing. His hole face lit up and it made me smile. He looked into my eyes again and went serious again, so I automatically did.
“And well it took me like three terms to muster up the courage to ask you out. And when I did you just laughed in my face and said, quote ‘ I would never been seen going out with a freak like you.’” He went silent and looked away again.
I didn’t know what to say. I actually remember that happening; it was so long ago that I didn’t even think twice about it.
“So that’s why I just automatically rejected you without giving you a chance today. I mean that seriously cut me, you have no idea.” He said looking at me again. I could feel my eyes getting teary; actually my sight was all blurry through all the tears I was that upset.
“I’m so sorry Bert, I was different back then. I did what ever I had to, to keep my reputation. It was nothing personal.” I said wiping away the few tears that escaped my eyes
“It doesn’t matter anymore, I’m over it, and I just wanted revenge you know.” He shrugged. “I don’t feel that way anymore.”
I just nodded like an idiot
“Can you take me home now?” he said in that bored tone I fucking hate
“What ever.” I said sitting to the front again.
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