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Gerard's POV:
My best friend Frank is awesome,gay...but awesome. We're in my room at the moment just listening to avenged sevenfold.
"Just admit it Gerard! It's not a gay thing to say a guy is hot!"
"I'm not saying that! I'm not gay ok Frankie!" I said, laughing a little, he wouldn't let this go. His face was turning red and his eyes were wide and dramatic as he tried to get his point across.
"Just admit it! Let me hear you say it..zacky vengeance is HOT!" He said, emphasising his words with biting his bottom lip and then licking over it.
"Alright! He's...good looking?" I said exasperated.
"Fucking queer." Frank muttered just loud enough for me to hear before bursting into giggle fits. I laughed along and tickled his sides.
I think we have a fairly normal friendship despite his sexuality, we talk about girls and guys, i'm not gay, when i say we talk about girls and guys i mean HE talks about guys and I talked about girls. It's easy. Atleast we never wil have to worry about liking the same person.
The annoying thing is, Frank was very good looking, in my honest opinion much better looking than me, (even though he often told me i was hot) and got basically whoever he wanted. Every-fucking-time. Literally he could walk up to a guy, grab his arse with one hand, his neck in the other and would pull him into a kiss, i envied his confidence, i was rediculously jealous of the way he was.
I never got who i wanted, mostly because my attractions are always really preppy girls, Frank says it's because i know they won't go out with me subconciously and don't really want a girlfriend. I hope he isn't right, i would realy have to question my normality if i didn't want a girlfriend. I mean..who wouldn't? Except Frankie.
My thoughts were interrupted by a buzzing which i assumed to be my phone, followed by a
BBEERRRING BBEERRRING...
"Hello?"
"Hey Gerard you with Frankie?" i heard Mikey ask.
"Yeah...why?"
"Just checking you guys weren't fucking yet, it was my turn to ask..ok bye!" With that my brother hung up laughing and i blushed, Frank noticed.
"They asking if you've given into my gay ways yet Gerard?" He asked and slyly crawled up to me where i was sitting on my bed. Damn, every time he did this! It left me feeling really odd for lack of a better word.
"Yeah they were, i don't know why they expect me to turn gay it's sooo annoying!" I said and he put his hands on my shoulders and straddled my lap, i was comfortable enough with Frankie to let him stay there but it was very weird. I definitely wouldn't let another one of my guy friends sit on me like this.
He moved nearer to my ear and whispered close to it, so i could feel his hot breath on my ear and neck,
"It's gay-check time!" He said and then started thrashing around on my lap, grinding into me and moaning. Fake moaning but i suppose i understood why. Whenever the guys checked me he would fake sex with me somehow and Frank was damn good at acting. I just kinda sat there feeling freaked but not even slightly aroused. Just weirded and i knew that if anything accidentally got hard he would laugh and tell the guys. Thats what i think he would do anyway.
"AHHHH..GERARD,...FUCK ME..." He groaned out loud whilst moving against my crotch.
He stopped and gave me a kiss on the cheek, shocking me slightly, he never usually did that.
"Guess your still not gay..oh well...a guy can try," He giggled and hopped off of me. I liked the little affectionate things he did like that, it just showed him that i was very comfortable with him and didn't resent that he was gay at all. The other guys actually took a while to come around when he told us. I still remember that.
FLASHBACK
"Gerard....I have something to tell you..."I was worried, did he have cancer? He looked so scared, i had never seen him like it.
"Frankie you can tell me anything and i'll help you through, i'll be here for you no matter what."
"Ok....i'm gay."He said and looked down, ashamed.
"Frankie thats awesome!" I said and truly meant it, i don't know why i had just always kinda wanted a gay friend.
"Really? Are you gay too then?" He asked, genuinly wondering if i was.
"NO! I just am way cool with it....do you think i'......em..."
"Do i think you what?" He asked. My self esteem was so low, i was truly wondering his opinion and i could never ask a girl.
"Frank am i ugly?" i asked, terrified he would kill what was left of my self-confidence.
"Gerard fuck off!" he said and i got scared, i could see he wasn't finished talking and i wanted to cut my ears off to avoid hearing what he had to say next.
"Your totally hot! Your gorgeous Gerard! If you were gay too i'd so have you as my boyfriend!" That made me feel better, i smiled widely and he did too. I felt a bit weird that he'd want me as a boyfriend but all was good.
"When are you gonna tell the guys?" i asked.
"Oh they figured it out, they were ok about it. But they think you are too, they thought we were fucking."
He said it so casually like it wasn't a big deal. I guess it wasn't to him. but to me i was annoyed, everyone thought i was having gay sex with my best friend.
"I'm not gay Frankie!" I said, annoyed and he giggled.
"Well, we'll keep check on you and do gay-tests ok?" He said and i agreed.
END OF FLASHBACK.
I was thinking about how our friendship had gotten stronger since Frankie had came out, it had made everything funner i guess. Not sure why but i know it had. Things were more exciting. I knew i had gay mannerisms because i openly flirted with Frankie alot but i thought everyone knew i was just messing around. He was hot though i could admit that, everyone thought so, with his mohawked hair, his piercings, his hard body....i think i'm going too far.
"Is it your sleepover tonight or mine?" he asked. Yeah yeah sleepovers are for girls WHATEVER! We had them everynight but alternated houses so we still saw our family.
"Yours, i got booze!" I said and he smirked.
"Trying to get me drunk Gerard? Wanna take advantage of me?" He asked, bobbing his eyebrows up and down.
"You know i wouldnt have to get you drunk, you want some of this." I said pointing to my package and i had a smirk to match his.
"You couldn't handle me baby." He said and then giggled. I laughed along. I kinda got why everyone thought i was gay...oh well. My sleepovers with Frank were my way of venting my gay mannerisms into nights so i didn't do it at school.
LATER THAT NIGHT.
We were at Frankie's house watching a movie, dawn of the dead and we were talking about how rubbish the effects were.
"Hey babe you got that drink?" He asked with a devilish look in his eye, it was similar to the look he gave they guys he went round with at parties, the ones he ended up sleeping with. hehe silly frankie.
"Sure thing! wanna get tipsy or pissed?" I asked, taking out the bottle of Vodka concealed in my bag, after all, we're only 17 and not legally allowed to drink, Frank's parents would be in later and if stuff was broken like it was last time we got drunk we ended up breaking the bed. not by having sex!! NO! Jumping on it obviously! Sicko's. hehe.
"I wanna get pissed! I haven't in ages!" He said, visibly shaking with excitement. I smiled at his enthusiasm.
"Wanna play drunk truth or dare?" I asked, one of our commonly played games seemed so much more ammusing when drunk.
"Hell yeah!" He said and grabbed the bottle from my hands, prised it open and necked back a few mouthfulls, his handsome face screwing up at the taste. I giggled.
"You turn." He said passing me the bottle. I followed suit and drank about twice as much. Leaving him impressed, oh yeah! I always win drinking contests.
"Ok truth or dare?" I asked him, handing him the bottle again and he swigged alot more this time.
"Truth." He said, giving me the bottle, i took about 3 mouthfulls.
"Ok, have you ever liked a guy in our class?" He took the liquid and drained it, not completely obviously, he die! But a fair amount again.
"Just you!" He said wriggling his eyebrows like mad and blowing me a kiss. I could never tell if he was joking or not! It drove me mad! I genuinly wanted to know but i gave in to intoxication at that point, not really caring that i think he may or may not have dodged my question.
"Truth or dare?" He asked me and i decided to be brave.
"Dare," He looked pleased i had picked it.
"Ok, you have to.....er..."
I pondered what to make me do, finally deciding on my finishing off the bottle in 5 seconds or playing a forfeit. It wasn't that hard as about three mouthfulls were left.
After about ten minutes of playing, Frankie had me in my boxers, for my forfeit when i couldn't do drunk push-ups. And he stared at my chest, telling me it was just so he had a focus point to stop swaying.
Our heads were spinning and it was that really fun bit of being drunk, where everything is fun and it's all a real laugh.
"Truth or dare," He slurred and tryed hard to comprehend what he had just asked me. I finally did.
"I dare you to kiss me," He said, smirking, he giggled.
"No way! I'm not gay Frankie!"
"You are! If your not then you won't feel a thing and it won't matter we;ll pretend it never happened."
"I'm so not gay though!" i tried to defend myself even in my drunk state.
"Trust me my gaydar is flawless!" he said, "If your not gay then why can't you do it? I think your afraid you'll," hiccup " feel something!" He finished and i took the challenge. I would not be made a fool of ever, it couldn't be that big a deal anyway, he wouldn't tell anyone and he wouldn't think i was gay anymore. Maybe he could even convince the guys!
"Alright, fine!" I said giggling.
We moved closer to eachother and he sloppily put an arm around my shoulders, we kept going to move in for it but one of us would giggle, setting the other one off. We finally moved nearer to the other,
"OUCH!" i said and his reaction was pretty much the same when our heads bumbed together.
"Owie!" he groaned.
"For fucks sake i have an idea." He pushed me onto my back on the bed and straddled me, this was odd it felt weird when he wasn't joking about having sex with me. I am so not gay.
He grabbed my face with both hands and lowered his face to meet mine, my eyes fell shut and his lips touched mine. Fuck they were soft, he started moving his mouth against mine, our lips meeting in a searing kiss, it felt hot i'll admit. Damn he was a good kisser, and his piercing felt really good. I decided if i was gonna get off with a guy i wasn't gonna be made a bitch.
I flipped him onto HIS back and mounted his hips like he had mine, he looked shocked, but smirked again as i moved in for another kiss, this time when our lips met i licked along his bottom lip asking for entrance.
hey this is gonna be the only time i make out with a guy i might as well find out what it's really like!
Our tongues slid together hotly, it was wet and forcefull, it felt so goddamn good! not that i had much experience but he was definitely the best kisser i had ever kissed! He pulled my bottom lip between his teeth and bit into it hard, then sucked it too soothe the dull pain. I twisted my fingers in his dark hair and he put his hands on my hips, pulling them into his. I realised what i was doing then and pulled back, panting.
"Damn." I said.
"I agree,"He said, smirking and laughing slightly.
I can't believe i just made out with him for like ten minutes! I'm not even gay, well that was the best kiss i ever had but does that mean i like Frank of i just didn't enjoy kissing those girls because they were the WRONG girls? I am so fucked!
"Dude you so are gay!" He said and i laughed with him, i wasn't so sure i was straight now, i can't believe this is hapening. Part of me wanted to run away and not talk to him again for making me feel like this. Part of me wanted to throw him down and kiss the air from his lungs.
"I'm not Frankie! Your gay!" I said, not really knowing what i was saying because i was pissed, we laughed for some unknown reason.
"Anyway...YOus have to tell me how it was now? Did i make you gay?" He asked, and started kissing my neck, he sat next to me, his lips on my neck and his hand on my inner thigh, trailing it inwards.
"UH....umm.....no?" I said and it sounded like a question, he moved his mouth against my skin and it felt so good. I kept telling myself it was the action and not the fact that it was Frank and DEFINETELY not the fact that it was a guy!
"I think you wanna say yes Gerard, give in to me," He said seductively and my cock hardened, i willed it not to but it twitched and grew. Fuck. He was gonna give me a hard-on if he didn't stop.
"Frank...i..."
"Want me...." He finished for me and continued his assault on my neck, sucking on my flesh there, it felt sooo good i can't explain. His cold piercing and room-temperature lips and starking contrast to his hot tongue.
I was about to give in, about to turn my head and pull him in for another kiss when my door burst open. Fuck i hadn't heard everyone come in.
We broke apart rapidly, Frank's parents didn't know he was gay and i definitely didn't need them telling mine i was! I'm not! I' might be! OH MY GOD IM SO CONFUSED!
"Frankie honey your beds too small why don't you boys stay in the living room?"
"Sure thing mom," He said, trying to keep his voice even and his speech correct, i also noticed him covering the bulge in his jeans.
I though we were in the clear but then i remembered the fact that i was in my boxers. I hoped she wouldn't notice...
"Gerard honey? Why on earth are you in your pants?" She asked whilst shielding her eyes. I think she felt peaodophilic if she looked.
"I er....." I searched for an excuse other than 'it was a drunken dare'
"Gerard spilled milk all down himself, i was just getting him some of my clothes to wear." Well done Frankie. He always was a quick thinker."Oh ok, well be good boys, the blankets and stuff are downstairs." With that she left and we both let out a sigh of relief.
"So er...." I tryed to search fr the right words, i knew nothing would happen tonight now, because we were staying downstairs which was right near Frank's mom's room.
"Don't be weird now!" He said and pulled me into a hug,
"It's just a dare if thats what you want ok?" He's great he is, trying to think of what i would want when to be honest i had no idea. I decided to take the escape he was offering me. I didn't want things to be weird tomorrow when we were sober.
"Ok thanks Frankie," I said hugging him back. He was the best friend in the world. I really hoped i wasn't gay! He'd made me so unsure but i really don't know!
"Shall we get you some pj's and go sleep downstairs then?" He asked and i nodded. He giggled at me when i bent over to get to pj's he threw at me and they landed on the floor. My arse was sticking right up in the air and he wolf whistled.
"WOOO! Gerard likes it up the arse!" He clapped and laughed and i joined it.
"Only from you babe!" And i slapped his butt, he bent over and pretended he wanted me to spank him and i played along. God being drunk was fun. We laughed and i was relieved nothing had changed.
"Lets go watch the rest of dawn of the dead!" We ran downsrairs excitedly to catch the rest of the movie and we slept side by side.
My dreams were thankfully empty.
I woke up to the sound of Frank's voice.....
Chapter 1 done! Comments? Reviews? Ideas? I'm open to suggestions with where people want this to go ok? Let me know what you think of it or if you have suggestions ok? Love you!!!
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Gerard's POV:
My best friend Frank is awesome,gay...but awesome. We're in my room at the moment just listening to avenged sevenfold.
"Just admit it Gerard! It's not a gay thing to say a guy is hot!"
"I'm not saying that! I'm not gay ok Frankie!" I said, laughing a little, he wouldn't let this go. His face was turning red and his eyes were wide and dramatic as he tried to get his point across.
"Just admit it! Let me hear you say it..zacky vengeance is HOT!" He said, emphasising his words with biting his bottom lip and then licking over it.
"Alright! He's...good looking?" I said exasperated.
"Fucking queer." Frank muttered just loud enough for me to hear before bursting into giggle fits. I laughed along and tickled his sides.
I think we have a fairly normal friendship despite his sexuality, we talk about girls and guys, i'm not gay, when i say we talk about girls and guys i mean HE talks about guys and I talked about girls. It's easy. Atleast we never wil have to worry about liking the same person.
The annoying thing is, Frank was very good looking, in my honest opinion much better looking than me, (even though he often told me i was hot) and got basically whoever he wanted. Every-fucking-time. Literally he could walk up to a guy, grab his arse with one hand, his neck in the other and would pull him into a kiss, i envied his confidence, i was rediculously jealous of the way he was.
I never got who i wanted, mostly because my attractions are always really preppy girls, Frank says it's because i know they won't go out with me subconciously and don't really want a girlfriend. I hope he isn't right, i would realy have to question my normality if i didn't want a girlfriend. I mean..who wouldn't? Except Frankie.
My thoughts were interrupted by a buzzing which i assumed to be my phone, followed by a
BBEERRRING BBEERRRING...
"Hello?"
"Hey Gerard you with Frankie?" i heard Mikey ask.
"Yeah...why?"
"Just checking you guys weren't fucking yet, it was my turn to ask..ok bye!" With that my brother hung up laughing and i blushed, Frank noticed.
"They asking if you've given into my gay ways yet Gerard?" He asked and slyly crawled up to me where i was sitting on my bed. Damn, every time he did this! It left me feeling really odd for lack of a better word.
"Yeah they were, i don't know why they expect me to turn gay it's sooo annoying!" I said and he put his hands on my shoulders and straddled my lap, i was comfortable enough with Frankie to let him stay there but it was very weird. I definitely wouldn't let another one of my guy friends sit on me like this.
He moved nearer to my ear and whispered close to it, so i could feel his hot breath on my ear and neck,
"It's gay-check time!" He said and then started thrashing around on my lap, grinding into me and moaning. Fake moaning but i suppose i understood why. Whenever the guys checked me he would fake sex with me somehow and Frank was damn good at acting. I just kinda sat there feeling freaked but not even slightly aroused. Just weirded and i knew that if anything accidentally got hard he would laugh and tell the guys. Thats what i think he would do anyway.
"AHHHH..GERARD,...FUCK ME..." He groaned out loud whilst moving against my crotch.
He stopped and gave me a kiss on the cheek, shocking me slightly, he never usually did that.
"Guess your still not gay..oh well...a guy can try," He giggled and hopped off of me. I liked the little affectionate things he did like that, it just showed him that i was very comfortable with him and didn't resent that he was gay at all. The other guys actually took a while to come around when he told us. I still remember that.
FLASHBACK
"Gerard....I have something to tell you..."I was worried, did he have cancer? He looked so scared, i had never seen him like it.
"Frankie you can tell me anything and i'll help you through, i'll be here for you no matter what."
"Ok....i'm gay."He said and looked down, ashamed.
"Frankie thats awesome!" I said and truly meant it, i don't know why i had just always kinda wanted a gay friend.
"Really? Are you gay too then?" He asked, genuinly wondering if i was.
"NO! I just am way cool with it....do you think i'......em..."
"Do i think you what?" He asked. My self esteem was so low, i was truly wondering his opinion and i could never ask a girl.
"Frank am i ugly?" i asked, terrified he would kill what was left of my self-confidence.
"Gerard fuck off!" he said and i got scared, i could see he wasn't finished talking and i wanted to cut my ears off to avoid hearing what he had to say next.
"Your totally hot! Your gorgeous Gerard! If you were gay too i'd so have you as my boyfriend!" That made me feel better, i smiled widely and he did too. I felt a bit weird that he'd want me as a boyfriend but all was good.
"When are you gonna tell the guys?" i asked.
"Oh they figured it out, they were ok about it. But they think you are too, they thought we were fucking."
He said it so casually like it wasn't a big deal. I guess it wasn't to him. but to me i was annoyed, everyone thought i was having gay sex with my best friend.
"I'm not gay Frankie!" I said, annoyed and he giggled.
"Well, we'll keep check on you and do gay-tests ok?" He said and i agreed.
END OF FLASHBACK.
I was thinking about how our friendship had gotten stronger since Frankie had came out, it had made everything funner i guess. Not sure why but i know it had. Things were more exciting. I knew i had gay mannerisms because i openly flirted with Frankie alot but i thought everyone knew i was just messing around. He was hot though i could admit that, everyone thought so, with his mohawked hair, his piercings, his hard body....i think i'm going too far.
"Is it your sleepover tonight or mine?" he asked. Yeah yeah sleepovers are for girls WHATEVER! We had them everynight but alternated houses so we still saw our family.
"Yours, i got booze!" I said and he smirked.
"Trying to get me drunk Gerard? Wanna take advantage of me?" He asked, bobbing his eyebrows up and down.
"You know i wouldnt have to get you drunk, you want some of this." I said pointing to my package and i had a smirk to match his.
"You couldn't handle me baby." He said and then giggled. I laughed along. I kinda got why everyone thought i was gay...oh well. My sleepovers with Frank were my way of venting my gay mannerisms into nights so i didn't do it at school.
LATER THAT NIGHT.
We were at Frankie's house watching a movie, dawn of the dead and we were talking about how rubbish the effects were.
"Hey babe you got that drink?" He asked with a devilish look in his eye, it was similar to the look he gave they guys he went round with at parties, the ones he ended up sleeping with. hehe silly frankie.
"Sure thing! wanna get tipsy or pissed?" I asked, taking out the bottle of Vodka concealed in my bag, after all, we're only 17 and not legally allowed to drink, Frank's parents would be in later and if stuff was broken like it was last time we got drunk we ended up breaking the bed. not by having sex!! NO! Jumping on it obviously! Sicko's. hehe.
"I wanna get pissed! I haven't in ages!" He said, visibly shaking with excitement. I smiled at his enthusiasm.
"Wanna play drunk truth or dare?" I asked, one of our commonly played games seemed so much more ammusing when drunk.
"Hell yeah!" He said and grabbed the bottle from my hands, prised it open and necked back a few mouthfulls, his handsome face screwing up at the taste. I giggled.
"You turn." He said passing me the bottle. I followed suit and drank about twice as much. Leaving him impressed, oh yeah! I always win drinking contests.
"Ok truth or dare?" I asked him, handing him the bottle again and he swigged alot more this time.
"Truth." He said, giving me the bottle, i took about 3 mouthfulls.
"Ok, have you ever liked a guy in our class?" He took the liquid and drained it, not completely obviously, he die! But a fair amount again.
"Just you!" He said wriggling his eyebrows like mad and blowing me a kiss. I could never tell if he was joking or not! It drove me mad! I genuinly wanted to know but i gave in to intoxication at that point, not really caring that i think he may or may not have dodged my question.
"Truth or dare?" He asked me and i decided to be brave.
"Dare," He looked pleased i had picked it.
"Ok, you have to.....er..."
I pondered what to make me do, finally deciding on my finishing off the bottle in 5 seconds or playing a forfeit. It wasn't that hard as about three mouthfulls were left.
After about ten minutes of playing, Frankie had me in my boxers, for my forfeit when i couldn't do drunk push-ups. And he stared at my chest, telling me it was just so he had a focus point to stop swaying.
Our heads were spinning and it was that really fun bit of being drunk, where everything is fun and it's all a real laugh.
"Truth or dare," He slurred and tryed hard to comprehend what he had just asked me. I finally did.
"I dare you to kiss me," He said, smirking, he giggled.
"No way! I'm not gay Frankie!"
"You are! If your not then you won't feel a thing and it won't matter we;ll pretend it never happened."
"I'm so not gay though!" i tried to defend myself even in my drunk state.
"Trust me my gaydar is flawless!" he said, "If your not gay then why can't you do it? I think your afraid you'll," hiccup " feel something!" He finished and i took the challenge. I would not be made a fool of ever, it couldn't be that big a deal anyway, he wouldn't tell anyone and he wouldn't think i was gay anymore. Maybe he could even convince the guys!
"Alright, fine!" I said giggling.
We moved closer to eachother and he sloppily put an arm around my shoulders, we kept going to move in for it but one of us would giggle, setting the other one off. We finally moved nearer to the other,
"OUCH!" i said and his reaction was pretty much the same when our heads bumbed together.
"Owie!" he groaned.
"For fucks sake i have an idea." He pushed me onto my back on the bed and straddled me, this was odd it felt weird when he wasn't joking about having sex with me. I am so not gay.
He grabbed my face with both hands and lowered his face to meet mine, my eyes fell shut and his lips touched mine. Fuck they were soft, he started moving his mouth against mine, our lips meeting in a searing kiss, it felt hot i'll admit. Damn he was a good kisser, and his piercing felt really good. I decided if i was gonna get off with a guy i wasn't gonna be made a bitch.
I flipped him onto HIS back and mounted his hips like he had mine, he looked shocked, but smirked again as i moved in for another kiss, this time when our lips met i licked along his bottom lip asking for entrance.
hey this is gonna be the only time i make out with a guy i might as well find out what it's really like!
Our tongues slid together hotly, it was wet and forcefull, it felt so goddamn good! not that i had much experience but he was definitely the best kisser i had ever kissed! He pulled my bottom lip between his teeth and bit into it hard, then sucked it too soothe the dull pain. I twisted my fingers in his dark hair and he put his hands on my hips, pulling them into his. I realised what i was doing then and pulled back, panting.
"Damn." I said.
"I agree,"He said, smirking and laughing slightly.
I can't believe i just made out with him for like ten minutes! I'm not even gay, well that was the best kiss i ever had but does that mean i like Frank of i just didn't enjoy kissing those girls because they were the WRONG girls? I am so fucked!
"Dude you so are gay!" He said and i laughed with him, i wasn't so sure i was straight now, i can't believe this is hapening. Part of me wanted to run away and not talk to him again for making me feel like this. Part of me wanted to throw him down and kiss the air from his lungs.
"I'm not Frankie! Your gay!" I said, not really knowing what i was saying because i was pissed, we laughed for some unknown reason.
"Anyway...YOus have to tell me how it was now? Did i make you gay?" He asked, and started kissing my neck, he sat next to me, his lips on my neck and his hand on my inner thigh, trailing it inwards.
"UH....umm.....no?" I said and it sounded like a question, he moved his mouth against my skin and it felt so good. I kept telling myself it was the action and not the fact that it was Frank and DEFINETELY not the fact that it was a guy!
"I think you wanna say yes Gerard, give in to me," He said seductively and my cock hardened, i willed it not to but it twitched and grew. Fuck. He was gonna give me a hard-on if he didn't stop.
"Frank...i..."
"Want me...." He finished for me and continued his assault on my neck, sucking on my flesh there, it felt sooo good i can't explain. His cold piercing and room-temperature lips and starking contrast to his hot tongue.
I was about to give in, about to turn my head and pull him in for another kiss when my door burst open. Fuck i hadn't heard everyone come in.
We broke apart rapidly, Frank's parents didn't know he was gay and i definitely didn't need them telling mine i was! I'm not! I' might be! OH MY GOD IM SO CONFUSED!
"Frankie honey your beds too small why don't you boys stay in the living room?"
"Sure thing mom," He said, trying to keep his voice even and his speech correct, i also noticed him covering the bulge in his jeans.
I though we were in the clear but then i remembered the fact that i was in my boxers. I hoped she wouldn't notice...
"Gerard honey? Why on earth are you in your pants?" She asked whilst shielding her eyes. I think she felt peaodophilic if she looked.
"I er....." I searched for an excuse other than 'it was a drunken dare'
"Gerard spilled milk all down himself, i was just getting him some of my clothes to wear." Well done Frankie. He always was a quick thinker."Oh ok, well be good boys, the blankets and stuff are downstairs." With that she left and we both let out a sigh of relief.
"So er...." I tryed to search fr the right words, i knew nothing would happen tonight now, because we were staying downstairs which was right near Frank's mom's room.
"Don't be weird now!" He said and pulled me into a hug,
"It's just a dare if thats what you want ok?" He's great he is, trying to think of what i would want when to be honest i had no idea. I decided to take the escape he was offering me. I didn't want things to be weird tomorrow when we were sober.
"Ok thanks Frankie," I said hugging him back. He was the best friend in the world. I really hoped i wasn't gay! He'd made me so unsure but i really don't know!
"Shall we get you some pj's and go sleep downstairs then?" He asked and i nodded. He giggled at me when i bent over to get to pj's he threw at me and they landed on the floor. My arse was sticking right up in the air and he wolf whistled.
"WOOO! Gerard likes it up the arse!" He clapped and laughed and i joined it.
"Only from you babe!" And i slapped his butt, he bent over and pretended he wanted me to spank him and i played along. God being drunk was fun. We laughed and i was relieved nothing had changed.
"Lets go watch the rest of dawn of the dead!" We ran downsrairs excitedly to catch the rest of the movie and we slept side by side.
My dreams were thankfully empty.
I woke up to the sound of Frank's voice.....
Chapter 1 done! Comments? Reviews? Ideas? I'm open to suggestions with where people want this to go ok? Let me know what you think of it or if you have suggestions ok? Love you!!!
cassssxxxxxx
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