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Chapter 3
You know you live to break me. Don't deny.
_____ Pov:
Shit, I passed out. "Bert! Wake up!" "mmhmm.." "GET UP!" "What's the rush?" "Gee's gonna be here any fucking minute, I don't want it to smell like sex in here." "I'm up, I'm up." I spray the room with purfume, get dressed, get Bert dressed, and run into the kitchen to see Gerard and Mikey opening the door. Gerard runs to me with his arms open. He grabs me and picks me up and kisses me on the lips and cheeks and oh my god, I hate myself. "I missed you babe!" "I missed you too." He kisses me again. "Augh, I hate being away from you for so long." "It was only a few hours." "I know, I just can't take it." "Aww.. But, what about your tour?" "We cancled." "WHAT?! Why?!" "Well, the band called and we all decided we needed more time off. Frank's got a wife now, and I don't want to be away from you!" "Awww." We kiss.
I look over, to see Bert walking out of the bathroom. "Hey Gee!" "Yo!" They have this long, almost romantic hug. I laugh. "How's it going Gee? Man, I miss yah!" "It's been going great, I'm with the love of my life of corse." "Ahh, that's great to hear!" "Sure is. So what did you guys do? Keeping my future wife busy?" Bert and I look at each other in the eye. "Future wife?" I say shocked. Gerard get's down on his knee, I'm crying. "Will you marry me?" He reaches in his pocket for a box. It's a beautiful dimond ring. "Yes! Of corse!" Shit, shit, shit, shit. I mean, I love him to death, and he loves me too. But, oh god, I'm going to hurt him. "TIME FOR A PARTY!" Mikey screams while opening a beer. He hands me one, but I refuse. "What, pregnent or something?" I look down. "OH MY GOD! Gerard, did you just hear that!?" He's in too much shock to say anything, except hug me. "How pregnent are you?" "Only about three weeks, I just found out this morning." "This is amazing!" Too bad it might not be yours. You didn't even let me tell you that I'm not keeping it. Worst timing ever.
Bert looks at me strangly. I get the feeling he's mad. He says goodbye to all of us, and gives Gerard a big hug. "Congrats man." Gerard smiles, and hug's Bert again. "Gee.." "Yeah?" "I drank the other day, but I didn't know.." "Oh, yeah.. I'm sure it's fine though.. Hey Mikey, can you drive us to the hospital to check on it?" "Yeah,sure thing bro!"
Gerards Pov:
I think Mikey's more excited then ____. She still seems down, but this is all just a shock to her. I just need to be around more often, and let her sit back and relax. Oh man, I'm so fucking excited. I wonder if its a boy or girl. Hopefully we can find out today! "Hey, ____." "Yeah Gee?" "I love you." "I love you too." I've never smiled like this before. "Hey ____, lay down on my lap. No one will notice." "Alright." It's about an hour drive to the hospital, and I forgot my iPod. At least Mikey put on Iron Maiden. I really don't feel like listening to Anthrax today, or any other day.
Bert's Pov:
Fuck. She's pregnent. It better be Gerard's. I ain't taking care of no fucking kid. Stupid little whore. No no.. She's not a whore.. It's my fault for going back to her anyway. I wonder if she's going to tell Gee. Gee dosen't even know we used to go out. I gotta get a grip. Gee's my best friend, and he'd thank me for finding out she's not faithful. Maybe having a kid wouldn't be so bad, I could teach it how to eat it's own snot or something. Maybe I could even get her back..
____ Pov:
It's 3 am now. The wait is so long. "Gee, we should just leave, it's getting late, Mikey can crash on the couch when we get home. I'll drive up here myself tomorrow." I have to go to Berts with a D.N.A test tomorrow.. "Are you sure?" "Yeah, I really need to just sleep and cuddle tonight." "Alright. Hey Mikey, wanna drive us back? Your crashing on our couch tonight." "Yeah sure. There's beer left right?" "Yup."
We finally get home, its arround 4:15, and Mikey opens a beer. Gerard opens the bedroom door and we talk for a bit. "Excited?" "Scared." "It'll be fine, you'll make a great mother." He hugs me. "You think?" "Definitly."
That night, for the first time, we made love and not lust. It was amazing. But, Bert's still running though my mind.. I just wish this would end. I'm not keeping it. How do I tell Gee? I'll just say I had a miscarrage I guess.
I wake up to Gee's arms arround me, he's awake. "Mornin' babe!" "Good morning." "Whatcha wan't for breakfest?" "Ahh, nothing, I'm not really hungry." "Common, you gotta eat." "Toast with cheese wizz." "I'm on it." I walk into the living room, and Mikey's still passed out on the couch. "I think he's gonna be there all day. Look at all the beer cans." Gerard laughs. "Yeah, we should put his hand in warm water." "Wanna?" "Hell yeah." Mikey pisses himself, but he's still asleep. "Let's just let him sleep for the day." "Yeah. Poor guy, he's gonna have the worst headache."
"Hey Gee, I'm gonna go visit my brother for a bit, tell him the news, alright?" "Sure, want me to drive you there?" "No, I can do it myself, I can still fit behind the stearing wheel." "I'm just worried, I wasn't calling you fat or anything." "I know, I'm sorry, I'm just stressed." "Alright, well say hi for me, kay?" "Will do." I get in the car, and drive to the drug store and pick up a D.N.A test. I'm too embarressed to pay for it. Rather just steal the goddamn thing. Yeah, I think I'll do that.
No one notices, I don't think they care anyway, they must know it's embarrising. Now, where's my cell? I gotta call Bert. The phone rings a few times, takes him a while to answer. Probably too busy getting high again. "Hello?" "Hey Bert." "Hey mom!" "Haha, stop. Can I go to your house for a minute? We need to talk." ".. Yeah, sure." "Alright, I'll be there in a bit." "Bye."
It takes about half an hour to get to Berts from the store. I've got plenty of time to think, but I can't. I wonder how I'm even staying on the road. Finally, I'm here. I knock on the door, takes him a while to answer. He's wearing black and white plad sleep pants and a "The Used" T-shirt. "Hey Bert, I need you to take this." I hand him the D.N.A test. "Yeah, that's what I thought you were here for." "I need to know." "I know, I want to also." "It takes a few minutes before it tells us if it's yours or not." "Yeah, I know." "Alright." He goes into the bathroom, and I wait on the couch. He comes out, it's in a bottle. We're waiting. "Oh my god!" "No fucking way!" "FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!" "Gee can't know!" "I'm not keeping it. I need the extra money for an abortion though.. "I'm broke right now ____." "SHIT. Well, your just going to have to.." "Have to what?" "Punch my stomach." "No way! Are you fucking crazy? That's going to hurt you!" "Snort your fucking cocaine, I'm sure you'll be able to do it after then. "Fuck you." "Just do it!" "Fine, go get my coke upstairs, it's on the table." I run upstairs, his room is a mess. Takes me about 5 minutes to find the coke, but as soon as I do I run back downstairs. "Alright, here goes nothing. If it hurts, I'm sorry in advance." "It's gonna fucking hurt, dumbass."
Chapter 3
You know you live to break me. Don't deny.
_____ Pov:
Shit, I passed out. "Bert! Wake up!" "mmhmm.." "GET UP!" "What's the rush?" "Gee's gonna be here any fucking minute, I don't want it to smell like sex in here." "I'm up, I'm up." I spray the room with purfume, get dressed, get Bert dressed, and run into the kitchen to see Gerard and Mikey opening the door. Gerard runs to me with his arms open. He grabs me and picks me up and kisses me on the lips and cheeks and oh my god, I hate myself. "I missed you babe!" "I missed you too." He kisses me again. "Augh, I hate being away from you for so long." "It was only a few hours." "I know, I just can't take it." "Aww.. But, what about your tour?" "We cancled." "WHAT?! Why?!" "Well, the band called and we all decided we needed more time off. Frank's got a wife now, and I don't want to be away from you!" "Awww." We kiss.
I look over, to see Bert walking out of the bathroom. "Hey Gee!" "Yo!" They have this long, almost romantic hug. I laugh. "How's it going Gee? Man, I miss yah!" "It's been going great, I'm with the love of my life of corse." "Ahh, that's great to hear!" "Sure is. So what did you guys do? Keeping my future wife busy?" Bert and I look at each other in the eye. "Future wife?" I say shocked. Gerard get's down on his knee, I'm crying. "Will you marry me?" He reaches in his pocket for a box. It's a beautiful dimond ring. "Yes! Of corse!" Shit, shit, shit, shit. I mean, I love him to death, and he loves me too. But, oh god, I'm going to hurt him. "TIME FOR A PARTY!" Mikey screams while opening a beer. He hands me one, but I refuse. "What, pregnent or something?" I look down. "OH MY GOD! Gerard, did you just hear that!?" He's in too much shock to say anything, except hug me. "How pregnent are you?" "Only about three weeks, I just found out this morning." "This is amazing!" Too bad it might not be yours. You didn't even let me tell you that I'm not keeping it. Worst timing ever.
Bert looks at me strangly. I get the feeling he's mad. He says goodbye to all of us, and gives Gerard a big hug. "Congrats man." Gerard smiles, and hug's Bert again. "Gee.." "Yeah?" "I drank the other day, but I didn't know.." "Oh, yeah.. I'm sure it's fine though.. Hey Mikey, can you drive us to the hospital to check on it?" "Yeah,sure thing bro!"
Gerards Pov:
I think Mikey's more excited then ____. She still seems down, but this is all just a shock to her. I just need to be around more often, and let her sit back and relax. Oh man, I'm so fucking excited. I wonder if its a boy or girl. Hopefully we can find out today! "Hey, ____." "Yeah Gee?" "I love you." "I love you too." I've never smiled like this before. "Hey ____, lay down on my lap. No one will notice." "Alright." It's about an hour drive to the hospital, and I forgot my iPod. At least Mikey put on Iron Maiden. I really don't feel like listening to Anthrax today, or any other day.
Bert's Pov:
Fuck. She's pregnent. It better be Gerard's. I ain't taking care of no fucking kid. Stupid little whore. No no.. She's not a whore.. It's my fault for going back to her anyway. I wonder if she's going to tell Gee. Gee dosen't even know we used to go out. I gotta get a grip. Gee's my best friend, and he'd thank me for finding out she's not faithful. Maybe having a kid wouldn't be so bad, I could teach it how to eat it's own snot or something. Maybe I could even get her back..
____ Pov:
It's 3 am now. The wait is so long. "Gee, we should just leave, it's getting late, Mikey can crash on the couch when we get home. I'll drive up here myself tomorrow." I have to go to Berts with a D.N.A test tomorrow.. "Are you sure?" "Yeah, I really need to just sleep and cuddle tonight." "Alright. Hey Mikey, wanna drive us back? Your crashing on our couch tonight." "Yeah sure. There's beer left right?" "Yup."
We finally get home, its arround 4:15, and Mikey opens a beer. Gerard opens the bedroom door and we talk for a bit. "Excited?" "Scared." "It'll be fine, you'll make a great mother." He hugs me. "You think?" "Definitly."
That night, for the first time, we made love and not lust. It was amazing. But, Bert's still running though my mind.. I just wish this would end. I'm not keeping it. How do I tell Gee? I'll just say I had a miscarrage I guess.
I wake up to Gee's arms arround me, he's awake. "Mornin' babe!" "Good morning." "Whatcha wan't for breakfest?" "Ahh, nothing, I'm not really hungry." "Common, you gotta eat." "Toast with cheese wizz." "I'm on it." I walk into the living room, and Mikey's still passed out on the couch. "I think he's gonna be there all day. Look at all the beer cans." Gerard laughs. "Yeah, we should put his hand in warm water." "Wanna?" "Hell yeah." Mikey pisses himself, but he's still asleep. "Let's just let him sleep for the day." "Yeah. Poor guy, he's gonna have the worst headache."
"Hey Gee, I'm gonna go visit my brother for a bit, tell him the news, alright?" "Sure, want me to drive you there?" "No, I can do it myself, I can still fit behind the stearing wheel." "I'm just worried, I wasn't calling you fat or anything." "I know, I'm sorry, I'm just stressed." "Alright, well say hi for me, kay?" "Will do." I get in the car, and drive to the drug store and pick up a D.N.A test. I'm too embarressed to pay for it. Rather just steal the goddamn thing. Yeah, I think I'll do that.
No one notices, I don't think they care anyway, they must know it's embarrising. Now, where's my cell? I gotta call Bert. The phone rings a few times, takes him a while to answer. Probably too busy getting high again. "Hello?" "Hey Bert." "Hey mom!" "Haha, stop. Can I go to your house for a minute? We need to talk." ".. Yeah, sure." "Alright, I'll be there in a bit." "Bye."
It takes about half an hour to get to Berts from the store. I've got plenty of time to think, but I can't. I wonder how I'm even staying on the road. Finally, I'm here. I knock on the door, takes him a while to answer. He's wearing black and white plad sleep pants and a "The Used" T-shirt. "Hey Bert, I need you to take this." I hand him the D.N.A test. "Yeah, that's what I thought you were here for." "I need to know." "I know, I want to also." "It takes a few minutes before it tells us if it's yours or not." "Yeah, I know." "Alright." He goes into the bathroom, and I wait on the couch. He comes out, it's in a bottle. We're waiting. "Oh my god!" "No fucking way!" "FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!" "Gee can't know!" "I'm not keeping it. I need the extra money for an abortion though.. "I'm broke right now ____." "SHIT. Well, your just going to have to.." "Have to what?" "Punch my stomach." "No way! Are you fucking crazy? That's going to hurt you!" "Snort your fucking cocaine, I'm sure you'll be able to do it after then. "Fuck you." "Just do it!" "Fine, go get my coke upstairs, it's on the table." I run upstairs, his room is a mess. Takes me about 5 minutes to find the coke, but as soon as I do I run back downstairs. "Alright, here goes nothing. If it hurts, I'm sorry in advance." "It's gonna fucking hurt, dumbass."
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