I like it, it makes me sad though, picturing ryan in all that mess :(! Update soon plz :)
Author's response
I will update soon fear not. And it is sad that someone with so much going for them can have a very low sense of self-worth, and be doing that to themselves. But not everything in life can be cloud nine in a sense. And he's not in too much of a mess. In so sorry, he's in a worse mess, one of life and death. Go read it please? :D