The last chapter was expertly done. I am shocked, but I am not surprised that I feel this way. You’ve managed once again to find an ending that is harsh, irrational and goes against everything the reader wants to happen. Yet it’s still captivating to read and the audience still wants to know what happens after this grand finale. Of course no one wanted Ryan to die, but I see now that it shows just how much control the ‘Jon’ part of Spencer’s mind has over him. You described the feelings and thoughts wonderfully. This story truly is amazing and I look forward to reading it’s inevitable end.