I think i know who you are.......or...i know somebody just like you, just remember your actions show your friends what they mean to you, and if you hurt you, you hurt them too. The sky may be dark now, whetre there are only stars, little points to not do something, but its still an option, but one day , the sun will come back again, and your world will still have clouds, but there will be a hell of a lot more light.
TT seal of approval,
PS Is your KillJoy name Heartbroken Hellraiser?