oh... my... glawrsh... I'm sorry all that happens to you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you are a wonderful person (even if I haven't met you) I hope your life get 1,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000% better.