okay i was there too. tell me i'm a fucking liar time and time again and at the end of the day i still know what it's like.
i thought i'd used up all my happiness and i deserved all the pain-the shit life threw at me daily. because-well no i'm not gonna start telling you my sob story, it'll just bore the fuck out of you.
but the thing is
/why are you giving up/
FIGHT for who you are and just FUCK WHO DOESN'T acxept that.
you're never gonna get better if you don't try.
the act is what makes you sad/pissed or what the fuck ever you are.
so please...be yourself.
and again, tell me i don't care but i do.
ha i'm sitting in front of my tv, not watchig the dumb film but typing this on my ipod. i'm no hero and no saint but i have a fucking heart.
and if you just want to vemt without some dim witted idiot judging-write me a mail. it's on my profile.
crosses arms childishly not lying...
dude did i just destroy my credibility
It's okay I'm would be happy to listen. And no I'm not going to call you a liar.
I also get what you mean by this act just making me worse. To be honest I just feel normal because i don't have any other time when I was feeling happy or good to compare it to. I just have nothing.
And being myself is why I'm doing this. I don't want people to see the real me. That person is just a sorry excuse of a human.
Also I appreciate the gesture. Really that's like super sweet if you! But alas... I can't. I just.... can't I'd feel like I'm burdening you or something.