True Story of a supposabley my great girlfriend. No matter how much I can try she wouldnt be my actual LOVE
LEOORYAN23: SO CAN YOU TELL ME THE THING YOU WANTED TO TELL ME…>>??
__________: WELL IT’S ABOUT US
LEOORYAN23: WHAT ABOUT US?
__________: WELL IT IS HARD TO SAY BUT, I LIKE ANOTHER GUY NAMED ______. IM REALLY SORRY.
LEOORYAN23: OH I SEE
__________: IM REALLY SORRY
LEOORYAN23: IT’S OKAY YOU KNOW.
I did not know whether to stay on, and keep going, or to log off and hide from the pain. I knew I could not take anymore. My heart could not take anymore. I logged off and lay on my bed. I wanted to scream my heart out, maybe that might help. I put my head on my white soft pillow and screamed. I did not help. I just kept wondering why? Why him? Why not me? Maybe I was not cute enough, maybe not smart enough, maybe, maybe’s were all I could say, all I though of. I took my head off my pillow and stared at the white ceiling above my head. I closed my heavy eyes and fell asleep.