Um... I'm no good at this xP just read plz? It's my first fanfic so take pity :( just a very short kind of depressing one shot
Every single fucking morning I have to look at my reflection. I can't even tell it's me. I spit words at me.. IT that I'd never do to anybody else. The dark bags under my eyes show that I'm tired, but I'm not sure if it's because of the drugs or me. I can't stand it.
Every single fucking morning I remind myself that I'm worthless. I'm masochistic and sadistic at the same time; I like to receive my own pain. It pleasures me to know that I mean nothing to nobody.
But that's exactly why I'm not putting up with this shit anymore.