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Ghost In The Mirror

by Iero_My_Hero 7 reviews

Um... I'm no good at this xP just read plz? It's my first fanfic so take pity :( just a very short kind of depressing one shot

Category: My Chemical Romance - Rating: PG-13 - Genres: Angst,Drama - Warnings: [!] - Published: 2009-06-12 - Updated: 2009-06-12 - 160 words

Every single fucking morning. That same recurring thought that I can't take any of this anymore. There's no way I can do this to myself but it makes me feel.... Good. The drugs, the alcohol it gave me a rush that I loved. I loved it more than I've loved myself, than I'll EVER love myself.
Every single fucking morning I have to look at my reflection. I can't even tell it's me. I spit words at me.. IT that I'd never do to anybody else. The dark bags under my eyes show that I'm tired, but I'm not sure if it's because of the drugs or me. I can't stand it.
Every single fucking morning I remind myself that I'm worthless. I'm masochistic and sadistic at the same time; I like to receive my own pain. It pleasures me to know that I mean nothing to nobody.
But that's exactly why I'm not putting up with this shit anymore.
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