"JUST FUCK OFF YOU LITTLE HOMO I DONT WANT A THING TO DO WITH YOU"
"Gerard, Please what did I do. Please come back"
"No Frank. Once I leave I'm never coming back ever"
"Please Gerard I can't make it on my own. Your more then a want to me. Gerard I NEED YOU to survive. Please, with out you im nothing"
"Maybe you shouldnt survive, Maybe you shouldnt walk this earth anymore"
My emotions got the best of me because the tears where flooding out of my eyes
"Go ahead cry whats it gonna do?"
"Please gee please"
Gerards clenched fists connected with my jaw and my noes one after the other.
He had me dropped on the ground kicking me in every place he possiably could. I curled up into a ball trying to protect my self
"Please Gee, Please stop, PLEASE YOUR HURTING ME" I was screaming as loud as I could. I knew he couldn't hear me over his yelling
"AND STAY AWAY FROM ME AND BOB YOU LITTLE FUCK"
Bob? oh please dear god no
Gerard had stoped kicking me and turned to leave.
I quickly rolled over on my stomach to get myself up when I felt him kick me in the stomach. It was so hard I went flying.
blood was running out my mouth, noes and head
"Look at you, your discusting"
"PLEASE GERARD COME BACK.
GEE, GEE, GEEEEEE, I LOVE YOU DONT LEAVE ME PLEASEEEEEEEE"
"Honey, Honey, Shhhh im here"
I could hear Gerards sweet voice but I found myself crying and shaking
"Honey its ok. Don't cry I've got you" He was brushing my hair out of my face
"Yeah Honey I'm here"
I put my hand on top of his to make sure he was there
"C'mon Frankie honey, Dont cry im here im not leaving you"
My tears must have been staining Gerards top.
I didn't want to even think about that nightmare I just had
Gerards thumb ran under my eye to wipe away the tears.
"I-I-I was sleep talking again, Wasn't I?"
"Honey try sleep screaming. You scared the fuck out of me"
"I'm so sorry Gee, I really am"
"Its ok sexy. But i didnt realize 27 year olds still had nightmares"
"Well I do and I didn't mean to worry you"
"Frankie its ok, Wanna talk to me about it?"
I sat up so my back was against the head board Gee did the same but he flicked the switch on for the lamp and took my hands
"talk to me"
"Well I-I had a dream that you left me for Bob and no matter what I would do you wouldn't listen to me.
Then you started beating me and I was bleeding and screaming for you"
"And thats when I woke you up because it was getting to intense"
"I'm sorry Gee"
"its ok babe, But that wasn't the first time was it?"
"No there was one other."
"Well I came to see you before a show and you didn't know who I was and I went to hug you then you called security on me.
Bob walked off the bus and completely made out with you and it broke my heart baby"
Gerard kissed my forehead
"honey thats never gonna happen, Ever I'm gonna spend my forever with you and only you, Untill we have our own little family"
"Yip You, Me and our kids. isn't that what you want?"
"That is excatly what I want."
"Good" He kissed my lips
"Now how about we go back to sleep and it'll all be ok"
He flicked the light back off and went back to lying down. I put my head back onto his chest and kissed it.
Gerard took my hand in his
I couldn't get the thought of having a family with Gerard out of my head. It sounded like the most perfect thing to ever happen.