Roxy expresses her feelings and gets a note off her Mom.
I was in no mood to talk to strangers. I wasn’t even in the mood to talk to Toran and tell her what had happened. She’d only rub it in that I should’ve been more careful after what happened last time.
Suddenly, I burst into tears again. Ashamed to look in the mirror and see myself, I leapt onto my bed and buried my face in my pillow. How could I have been so stupid? Like My Chemical Romance would ever actually care about a normal girl like me.
It sounds stupid, but I really hoped we were friends. I always wanted to be, you know, ‘in’ with them. I was never a fangirl, but I did daydream about being their friend. And I thought, I so hoped, that my dream had finally come true…
I looked up at my laptop, and saw I was still logged on to that chatroom from this morning. I had a few messages.
FOBGeek – I’m coming over to save your butt!
NikkiNikkiNikki – Duude, we haven’t spoke in AGES! :D Message me back soon.
JazzHands – Hi Roxy, I might be coming over to England soon. Wanna meet up maybe?? Message me xoxo
I decided to message them all back, saying goodbye. Well not FOBGeek aka. Jason after all we had been through togethor.
I sent the same message to all my online friends.
So I don’t want to go into details but I just had a messy expierence and it was mainly this websites fault. Well no, not the websites fault exactly, just a couple of users on here.
And I’m really worried that something bad will happen again, so I’ve decided to leave this chatroom. For good, or atleast for a long time.
I hope you don’t forget me and that if I do decide to log back on, you know who I am.
From MCRGirl aka. Roxy
I sent all the messages, then turned off my computer. I lay back on my bed and sighed heavily. MCRGirl? I’ll never be MCRGirl, not after this. Not after the way they treated me.
I thought back to what Frank said ‘You are SO mellow dramatic.’
Am I being mellow dramatic? I mean, the guys don’t have many fans. But so what? Why care how many fans they’ve got, when the fans they’ve already got are just purely amazing?
I don’t understand it. At all.
I must’ve fell asleep, because the next thing I remember is opening my eyes and finding light to greet me. I yawned and stretched, and found a note on my bed side table.
Heard what happened sweetie. Didn’t wanna wake you, you were sleeping so peacefully. When you’re up, come to Shakeaway.
So I got up and got dressed straightaway. I wasn’t in any mood to go to Shakeaway but I also wasn’t in the mood to get yelled at by my mom.
I was also curious though. Why did she want to meet me at Shakeaway? She hates Shakeaway!
[A/N] - Sorry, sorry, SORRY! No update in any of my stories for a while :) I'm updating most of my stories tonight, so here I am XD