P.S Thank you for the reveiw and such on enrty seven (?) Shout out to mysilentromance Who has been reading and reveiwing for a while. Thank you very, VERY much!
Today one of Gerard’s friends from his old school came to Belleville high (my school) and Gerard was totally psyched. So psyched, I ended up on my own at lunch.
While I was on my own, the jocks decided it would be so hilarious to tie me to a pole near the front of the school and leave me there from the end of lunch until one of the teachers untied me after school.
Now usually I would get over these kind of things, but today got me really pissed off. The whole time I was tied to that god damn pole, Gerard and his friend walked past me at least seven times! Not once did I get help, not once did they ask if I was even okay. I don’t know diary, to be honest, I don’t think Gerard was all I thought he was. And realising that now is killing me.
My mum, surprisingly, noticed the change in me and is constantly asking if I'm alright or if I have something I need to talk about. I'm glad she cares and all but I really don’t feel like talking about this to anyone but you really. You’re the only one I know I can completely trust because you cant just go up to someone and tell them my secrets and life story. I'm so glad too, though if you could I know you wouldn’t.
I don’t know about Gerard anymore, we’ll see what happens tomorrow… Night Diary.
Frank, 13 November
Note: Remind me, if things get real bad, not to do anything stupid.