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Gerard's POW. I'm Not o-Fucking-Kay

In the classroom me, Frank and Bob took seats at the back. I haven't said a word since we left the tree. Mikes word keeps running through my mind 'It's because you are a fucking drug addicted, alcoholic cutter!' It hurts to hear those words, especially when they are coming from your own brother. Out of the corner of my eyes I saw Frank writing something on a piece of paper, then crumbling it up and throwing it at my table. I looked at him, then I opened the paper and read;

Hei Gee Gee Just wanted to know if you where okay? I mean with the shrink and what Mikey said. Bye the way what's wrong with him? He acted a bit strange. -Frankie

I took a pencil turned the paper around and wrote;

Hey Frankie I'm okay. I'm just going to the shrink to make my mom happy. Don't even know why she is making me see one. Sick people talks with shrinks! I'm not sick. And about Mikey... Well, I think he's just a teenager with too many hormones. I don't care what he says when he's in that mood. Teenagers scare the living shit out of me! X Gee

I throw the paper back to frank's desk. The letter wasn't 100% true. Its better lying to frank then telling him the truth. I'm not o-fucking-kay! I feel like shit. And about what Mikey said, it did hurt my feelings. And know I come to think about it I like to use the excuse about hormones. Everyone has them so it's an easy excuse. Only one thing is true in that letter - Teenagers scare the living shit out of me!

I sat in my own thought when a new paper landed on my desk.

Gee. Well when is the appointment with the shrink? Wanna have a movie marathon afterwards? I'm not the one to judge but don't you think you are drinking a bit too much? No offense! And you might wanna wear some long sleeved gloves at the shrink. I don't think it will help your case if he sees the scars and cuts on your arms. - Frankie

PS. When you say'Teenagers scare the living shit out of me' does that mean I scare you?? :)



While reading the letter I began to giggle. Frank might be hyper and childish, but when you really need a friend you can always count on him. Frankie thinks I drink too much?? Nah, he's probably just joking.

Frankie. Shrinks right after school, so what about I give you a call when it's over? Sounds good with the marathon. Nah, I'm not drinking THAT much. Thanks for the glove advice. Didn't thought about that :) Yeah Frankie, you scare the living shit out of me. X the VERY, VERY scared Gee

I throw the note at Frankie at the same moment as the bell rang. Shit. I'm going to see the shrink now.







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