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“Mikey? Can you go upstairs? Please?” I asked Mikey.
He looked at me with raised eyebrows.
“Fine.” He said in defeat, and stood up stiffly. He walked to the foot of the steps and looked back at me, shook his head, and followed up the stairs.
I looked to make sure he was gone, then turned back to Frank.
“Frank, you don’t understand what you did to me.” I said, my voice cracking, on the edge of tears.
He hugged me tightly.
“Believe me, I do.” He said quietly.
I pulled away.
He looked at me with sad eyes.
“You know I’m straight…right?” I said quietly.
He turned away from me, but I saw a tear escape from his eye.
He moved his arm over his face then turned back to me.
He looked so sad, and I felt bad. I tried to hug him but he stood up.
“I guess I’ll be leaving now…” He said, sniffling.
“No Frank, don’t go. I-I’m sorry.”
He looked at me, and sat down tenderly.
“Stay over here tonight. Please. I could use the company…” I said.
He looked in my eyes, and I could’ve melted.
“Fine. I’ll stay.” He mumbled.
I smiled and stood up, then pulled him into a hug.
“I’ve missed you.” I whispered.
I felt him smile against me.
We pulled apart.
“So…shall we go upstairs?” I asked.
He nodded and we walked upstairs to my room.
“Wow…your room has changed so much.” He said.
I looked around.
“Yeah, it has.”
I went to my computer and turned my IM on.
“Hey what’s your IM screen name?” I asked.
“Frankiesteiniero…” He said and laughed.
I smiled, and went to the add contact box and typed his username in.
I turned around to face him on my bed.
“So what’s been up?” I asked.
“Nothing…like, at all. Oh, you have an IM.”
“Oh…and I do?”
I turned back to my computer.
lynzballato: hey, gerard. would u um…wanna go out w/ me?
My eyes opened wide.
“What is it, Gee?” Frank asked.
“Um…Lindsay Ballato…she just…asked me out…” I said quickly, and winced, waiting for his reaction.
He was silent for a moment.
“Oh…well you can do whatever…” He said when he finally responded.
silentartist77: oh, sure. thatd be cool.
lynzballato: yay! :D :] im so happy rite now lol
silentartist77: :]
lynzballato: ive been wanting 2 ask u 4 a while but i was scared youd say no…and i never really got a chance because ur IM status was always ‘away’… and people were always bullying you….
silentartist77: ik…. :/
“So, I’m now going out with Lindsay.” I announced.
Frank looked at me.
“I still love you, Gee.” He said, and lied on the floor next to my bed.
“Night.” He said quietly.
I crossed my arms on my desk and put my head in them.
Did I make the right choice by accepting Lindsay as my girlfriend?
I stood up and climbed into bed.
Fuck pajamas.
I rolled over so I could see Frank. It seemed he was asleep.
It was 8, and we were already going to bed.
I poked him.
He turned over to face me.
“Whaa?” He said groggily.
“Will you um…lay here with me…?”
He smiled and stood up, then sat next to me.
I scooted to the other side and he lied down.
“Night.” He said.
“Night Frank.” I said back to him, smiling.
I felt comfortable for once.
He looked at me with raised eyebrows.
“Fine.” He said in defeat, and stood up stiffly. He walked to the foot of the steps and looked back at me, shook his head, and followed up the stairs.
I looked to make sure he was gone, then turned back to Frank.
“Frank, you don’t understand what you did to me.” I said, my voice cracking, on the edge of tears.
He hugged me tightly.
“Believe me, I do.” He said quietly.
I pulled away.
He looked at me with sad eyes.
“You know I’m straight…right?” I said quietly.
He turned away from me, but I saw a tear escape from his eye.
He moved his arm over his face then turned back to me.
He looked so sad, and I felt bad. I tried to hug him but he stood up.
“I guess I’ll be leaving now…” He said, sniffling.
“No Frank, don’t go. I-I’m sorry.”
He looked at me, and sat down tenderly.
“Stay over here tonight. Please. I could use the company…” I said.
He looked in my eyes, and I could’ve melted.
“Fine. I’ll stay.” He mumbled.
I smiled and stood up, then pulled him into a hug.
“I’ve missed you.” I whispered.
I felt him smile against me.
We pulled apart.
“So…shall we go upstairs?” I asked.
He nodded and we walked upstairs to my room.
“Wow…your room has changed so much.” He said.
I looked around.
“Yeah, it has.”
I went to my computer and turned my IM on.
“Hey what’s your IM screen name?” I asked.
“Frankiesteiniero…” He said and laughed.
I smiled, and went to the add contact box and typed his username in.
I turned around to face him on my bed.
“So what’s been up?” I asked.
“Nothing…like, at all. Oh, you have an IM.”
“Oh…and I do?”
I turned back to my computer.
lynzballato: hey, gerard. would u um…wanna go out w/ me?
My eyes opened wide.
“What is it, Gee?” Frank asked.
“Um…Lindsay Ballato…she just…asked me out…” I said quickly, and winced, waiting for his reaction.
He was silent for a moment.
“Oh…well you can do whatever…” He said when he finally responded.
silentartist77: oh, sure. thatd be cool.
lynzballato: yay! :D :] im so happy rite now lol
silentartist77: :]
lynzballato: ive been wanting 2 ask u 4 a while but i was scared youd say no…and i never really got a chance because ur IM status was always ‘away’… and people were always bullying you….
silentartist77: ik…. :/
“So, I’m now going out with Lindsay.” I announced.
Frank looked at me.
“I still love you, Gee.” He said, and lied on the floor next to my bed.
“Night.” He said quietly.
I crossed my arms on my desk and put my head in them.
Did I make the right choice by accepting Lindsay as my girlfriend?
I stood up and climbed into bed.
Fuck pajamas.
I rolled over so I could see Frank. It seemed he was asleep.
It was 8, and we were already going to bed.
I poked him.
He turned over to face me.
“Whaa?” He said groggily.
“Will you um…lay here with me…?”
He smiled and stood up, then sat next to me.
I scooted to the other side and he lied down.
“Night.” He said.
“Night Frank.” I said back to him, smiling.
I felt comfortable for once.
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