Categories > Celebrities > My Chemical Romance > Forever Trying to Find you
12/25/1999 - 11:43pm
Dear Gerard,
It's Christmas, and well you're not here. But your mom is and so is Mikey. They came, just like every year before, like you guys have been doing since we were kids. But you didn't show like I thought you would.
The shrink I've been seeing, well he told me something and I just don't want to believe it.
My nightmares, he said, are my mind reliving a traumatic experience and that's why I don't remember it when I'm awake. Because my mind is trying to protect me from a mental breakdown.
I don't believe him. You'd never kill yourself. I know you had problems, I mean we struggled through them together. And we beat those demons together Gee. So he is lying to me.
He must be.
I can't write for long.
I want to, I want to tell you about the things you've been missing since you went away. Mikey wants to propose to Alicia. He told me today.
Ray and Christa are getting more serious. Bob had an accident. He is in rehab for his wrist, he can't play drums any more, it's really got him down.
Please don't let what the shrink said be true.
I love you
Frank.
Dear Gerard,
It's Christmas, and well you're not here. But your mom is and so is Mikey. They came, just like every year before, like you guys have been doing since we were kids. But you didn't show like I thought you would.
The shrink I've been seeing, well he told me something and I just don't want to believe it.
My nightmares, he said, are my mind reliving a traumatic experience and that's why I don't remember it when I'm awake. Because my mind is trying to protect me from a mental breakdown.
I don't believe him. You'd never kill yourself. I know you had problems, I mean we struggled through them together. And we beat those demons together Gee. So he is lying to me.
He must be.
I can't write for long.
I want to, I want to tell you about the things you've been missing since you went away. Mikey wants to propose to Alicia. He told me today.
Ray and Christa are getting more serious. Bob had an accident. He is in rehab for his wrist, he can't play drums any more, it's really got him down.
Please don't let what the shrink said be true.
I love you
Frank.
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