“Help yourselves guys”
“Thanks B’s Nan”
“Don’t worry about it” We started eating when my granddad bought up a question,
“So what do we owe this pleasure of eating with your little gothic friends”? I dropped my knife and fork on the plate and everyone looked at me, I rubbed my forehead with my hand and sighed,
“They are here to meet mum”
“And they couldn’t have gone to your house because…”
“Because I thought it would be nice for them to meet all you guys”
“I think you were quite rude for asking your Nan to cook for five more people”
“Pete leave her alone, it’s okay hunny, if they are friends of yours they are friends of ours” I smiled,
“Thanks Auntie Jane” She nodded at me and smiled, I picked up my fork and started eating when I felt someone grab my hand I looked over at Gee and he leant over to me,
“Ask them”, He whispered,
“Do you think I should”? He leant back to his plate but still held my hand,
Okay so I was wondering, would you ever let me go on tour with the band”?
“What do you mean what band”?
“Go on tour with what band”? My granddad asked again,
“Well My chem have asked us to go on tour with them”
“NO” I stared at my grandfather,
“I will not have my granddaughter go on some stupid tour with a stupid band and a bunch of men when she can go off to university and make a life for herself”
“Wow you really don’t know me at all do you”?
“I know you well enough to know that you can go to university”
“I can go I just don’t want”
“B were not going to stop you going on tour if that’s what you want” my mum said
“And it is what I want”
“Well you can go don’t listen to him”
“Thanks mum and dad” I smiled at them,
“You are not going”
“That’s it ive had enough of this” I stood up
“For years you have been such an asshole”
“I will talk to you how I want to thank you very much, because of you I wasn’t allowed a tattoo for my birthday a year ago”
“So your acting like this cause of some stupid piece of body art”
“Hey tattoos aren’t stupid” Frank but in,
“Yes they are, I do not want my youngest granddaughter to be turned into something she isn’t”
”Oh what, you think making me go to university isn’t turning me into something I’m not”?
“You will have a better life…”
“I don’t care, you know you just can’t accept it can you”?
“Me pops, me for who I really am, what you see now is me, a jeans and a hoody type of girl not some girl who wears a business suit, you know you are the only one who hasn’t accepted me for who I am have you”
“I just don’t get it, you were a sweet young girl then all you wear is black”
“Maybe cause I like black”
“You stopped going to church and everything”
“Oh right cause you go to church all the time don’t you”
“You know you’re just like your mother Bianca” I looked at me,
“Don’t mum” I turned back to my granddad,
“And what is that”?
“I am not telling you”
“Oh right to much of a wimp now right, go on say it, you think my mum is a slut, me and Stacey know pops, that you asked uncle Dave’s wife, his wife pops, if they slept together, for crying out loud I didn’t even think you could stoop that low”
“How did you find out”? He turned to my mum,
“That doesn’t matter, we know and from that day I found out I have hated you, you’re a fucking asshole, JUST LEAVE ME ALONE” I started to walk away,
“I am taking you out of my will” I turned back round,
“I DON’T FUCKING CARE”! I flicked him off and walked out,
“ASSHOLE”! I walked outside and stood in the porch and burst into tears, watching the rain that had started to fall. I heard the door open behind me, and I turned round,
“You okay hunny”? I felt Gees hand touch my shoulder,
“No, god he is such a fucking asshole”
“Come here Hun” He pulled me into a hug and the tears fell more freely,
“Do you mind if I have a ciggie”?
“Go for it” I felt him look through his pocket then could smell the smoke as soon as he lit it, we just stood there in the cold while I cried and Gee smoked while slowly rubbing my back,
“Bianca” We turned round to see my Auntie Jane,
“Oh hunny” Auntie Jane just joined the hug,
“Why don’t you two take a walk, take him to snuff mills or something and I will get the others to follow you okay”? I nodded and we let go of each other,
“We’ll go to snuff mills”
“Alright, do you want an umbrella”?
“No it’s okay” She nodded and went back inside,
“Where are we going”?
“The woods, thy have a park” I smiled,
“Please don’t tell Frankie that,” We laughed,
“C’mon” We walked down the street to the entrance of the woods, all the time Gee had his arm around my waist and I did the same.
We walked through the woods together, just enjoying each other’s company,
“So you wanted a tattoo huh”? I looked up at him,
“Hell yeah I want like three”
“I do not know how you can do that”
“Ah I’ll be alright I am sure, oh yeah I forgot your afraid of needles”
“Yep you are totally a fan”
“Of course, the stalker like fashion type” I smiled at him,
“Dude you know I am totally obsessed with you” He laughed,
“So ive been told, I kind of guessed with the whole passing out, I am flattered”
“Right of course you are”
“What I am”
“Okay whatever you say” That’s when I saw the park up ahead, I dropped my arm from around his waist and he stared at me,
“RACE YOU” I started running towards the park,
“HEY THAT ISNT FAIR”
“NANANANA YOU CAN’T CATCH ME”! I ran through the gate when I heard someone,
“FINALLY” I stopped dead and Gee slammed right into the back of me causing me to fall over,
“Shit B you okay, why did you stop”? He held his hand out for me and I took it,
“Thanks, it looks like some other people beat me to the park”
“Who”? I nodded my head in the guy’s direction,
“How did you guys get here”?
“Well…” Frankie started, Bob sighed,
“We were told to come here, of course someone” He said looking over at Frank,
“Wanted to go into the park”
“FRANKIE FIRST ONE TO THE TOP OF THE WOODEN TOWER THING IS LIKE THE BEST EVER” I started running before he could reply and I felt someone grab the back of my jeans,
“HEY THAT ISN’T FAIR YOU CHEAT”!!!
“YOU SNOOZE YOU LOOSE B” Goddamn Frankie….
I was just watching B and Frank battle it out while me, Ray and Bob sat next to this heap of sand,
“How’s she doing”? I turned to Bob,
“Okay I think, I can’t believe half of the things this guy did”
”Yeah what a wanker” We turned to Ray,
“What I heard B say the word wanker last night” I shook my head at him,
“Do you think she should come on tour with us”?
“Of course, she needs to get out of here, I want her away from him”
“What happened when we left”?
“He blamed B’s attitude on her meeting us”
“Yeah it’s a good thing B got out when she did otherwise I am guessing there wouldn’t be much left of her nans house”
“Yeah well its been bottled up for too long I guess”
“Yeah, she’ll be okay, I mean she has us now”
“Yeah, we will be there for her”
I was tackled from behind and fell on the floor,
“FRANKIE GET OFF OF ME”!
“Hey I’m not Frankie” I looked up to see B,
“Na its okay, OH MY GOD I AM GOING ON TOUR WITH MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE”
“And you have just realised”?
“Yes, its finally setting in, oh my god I have to go shopping and only have a week to do it, right so were going to America yeah and Americas hot, you know what that means right”?
“Its summer, I…”
“No silly, BIKINI SEASON”! I smiled and then turned my head towards Frank who was hollering at B’s suggestion,
“Right, well we have to go guys, we have a show tomorrow remember and we need to get there”
“Yeah, B where are we dropping you off”?
“Round Becky’s, I have to tell her, I will be gone for a looonng time, I will miss her, she is my bestest friend, which reminds me, are we doing a show in Georgia”?
“I think so why”? Her face lit up,
“I have a friend in Georgia, she can totally come to the show, YAY”
“Yeah she can”
“Okay guys lets go”
A/N Okay so i updated lol.....and this chapter is kind of a lash out at my grandad...he is an asshole...just thought id let you know that....thanks 4 people who have reviewed :)....means a lot