If you were here I'd never have a fear. So go on live your life. But I miss you more than I did yesterday.
- i have no words to describe this chapter. oh, one word: melancholly. i'm sure i spellt it wrong though=] but i'm not a native english speaker so i hope you forgive me lol.. explains a lot, doesn't it, that's why it's so damn hard to put my thoughts in to words. english words.
it was sort of like skyler trying squeeze up everything she had experienced. and it wasn't exactly jolly. the chapter was amazing but it was terribly sad, i can't believe she was disappointed she was still alive. i get it though, she feels like she's losing everything. she's losing control. and you know how falling in love with gerard was sort of a turning point in her life, now that she's lost him i bet she feels like she's back to her 'old' life. back to being no one, back to feeling unloved. and the way billy didn't show up couldn't have helped. i feel like billy didn't ditch her on purpose, though. something must've happened.
Author's responseNah I always get what you're saying.
I think that you're right about how this is another turning point in her life, how before they hooked up she felt unloved and how now that gerard's gone she's back to point zero.
Like no matter how dysfunctional they were, they kept each other sane.
He was there for her so he gave her the support she never got from home, that's why she didn't know how to handle it.
And in her selfish manner she was kinda helping him cause he was afraid she's dump him so he tried to be the best he could be or her.
Now, however, everything pretty much went to shit.
kiitos for the review!
- okay first why do I get a lame one sentence authors note reply and cranium gets like a fucking paragraph?! lol. Are you getting tired of talking to me?? Running out of shit to say? Ah! Im teasing. But I am a teensy bit jealous... Shes hogging all your love! (I told you Im the jealous type!) lol.
So on with my review-
Is it wrong I feel more for Billy then Sky? Like Im so freaking worried for him now! (He could be off growing a beard somewhere!) I tease, but Im serious... If hes in somekinda trouble he may not have a razor with him... or he may have a razor with him which could mean trouble too.... bah! My poor billy!
I feel for sky too. I totally agree with cranium on that. It was such a sad chapter. totally mirrors my mood today. (So whats up with all the jokes then? I dunno. Something I picked up from some chic, pretending to be happy and making jokes to cover the sadness...) Thats what was missing from this chapter btw. And it was beautiful. Such raw emotion from Sky not being hidden behind jokes and witty observations... Makes it that much more painful... I think it was perfect representation of how far shes come.. Its that moment where you look deep inside yourself and theres no room for jokes, just raw pain.
makes me wanna take a bath but I wont cause I dont know that I would come up for air like sky did.
And as for robxmcr-
he says. (fuck you know people probably think Im crazy! that like I have multiple personalities! But I dont! hes just too lazy to make an account) And I know you dont want to hear shit from him cause youre still mad but a reviews a review so just take it. (and stop with the eyerolling)
He says- hes got some more lyrics for you. (oooh pretty I like these) mmm from GNR estranged.
"And now that you've been broken down Got your head out of the clouds
you're back down on the ground and you don't talk so loud and you don't walk so proud anymore, and what for"
He says that thats 'sky' shes got her pride, she left the motherfucker and what for? shes got nothing now.
Hmmm, I dont know that I agree. I mean Sky is a strong 'bird'. (that means girl for all you americans -lol). I think she can stand on her own. I know she can. I think she'll be okay. Whats gonna hurt is watching G from a distance. Wanting to help but not being able to. And whats gonna happen when they come home??? I mean is she gonna move before he gets back? She might. I mean its easy to yell 'divorce' but hard to pack shit up and go through with it...
bah. I dont know. I wanna say more but I dont wanna fill the whole page... theres plenty of room so if anyone else wants to leave a review -PLEASE DO!!!
reviews are love.
Author's responseI knew it! No matter what shit Billy's up to you'll always like him more but that's OK since Skyler is not the jealous type lol.
But yeah as I said before it's the breaking point and she's too sad for jokes or anything more then being hurt.
but these lyrics really cut deep which I'm sure RobXmcr would love but he's right, that's how she feels right now. I mean imagine how it's like to define your whole being by someone else and then walk away, that's painful.
- If these weren't fictional real characters, Liz would die. Because I would kill her. I kind of get a feeling that there's going to be a lot of unfinished business for Skyler and Gerard to discuss, but maybe that's in the far-off future, when they grow up a bit. For now, I'd be content to see her strangle Liz. Course, her pride's in the way (damn pride), so there's nothing much gonna happen. Sigh.
This whole Billy thing is getting me all wound up - seems like cutegirl is too. Heh! I imagine we all are. You really need to spill some beans, okay? Okay! :D
Anyway, no review of mine would be entirely complete without a desperate plea for more. So please, more! do it for the reviewers! Do it for those of us who won't be able to sleep tonight! Do it for the children!!
On that heartrending note, I leave you. ;)
Author's responseStrangle her? Don't tempte me! lol
- What happened to Billy?! Sorry, but that was the first thought I had when I finished reading the chapter, you do like your cliffhangers, don't you!!? Is Sky thinking she'd like to get back with Gerard? I really hope so. They really need to work out a lot of shit, but they don't seem right apart, if you get what I mean! It was so sad when she couldn't get the water temperature right, I mean, not that in itself, but as an example of how close and dependant the relationships between the guys and Sky have grown and how much she's lost now they are all divided. She's lost her friends as well as her husband.