“Where does this leave us?” I repeated, stepping forward towards Gerard.
“I don’t know Gerard, why don’t you tell me?” I snapped.
Gerard looked down at his feet shamefully.
“Did you mean any of it?” I said spitefully.
“Any of what?” Gerard asked.
“The ‘I love you so much Rachel, you mean everything to me’ bullshit.” I mocked.
“Of course I meant that!” Gerard said in a shocked tone.
“And this is how you show me.” I shook my head, turning my back to him.
“Do you not fucking understand that people make mistakes?!” Gerard growled.
“Mistakes?!” I screamed, turning around quickly.
“That was far from a mistake Gerard, you knew damn well what you were doing, and where it was heading.” I said angrily.
“If I were to go and fuck Frank, I’m sure you would carry on about it.” I added.
“Frank is fucking different!” Gerard yelled.
“Hurts the same though.” I said softly.
Gerard’s eyes and mine locked.
“You’ve fucked up way too many times Gerard.” I said slowly, my eyes not leaving his.
“And I’m not going to take it anymore.” I said quietly, biting my lip to stop the tears that threatened to fall.
“I’m sorry Gerard, but it’s over. I can’t deal with this anymore.” I said, walking off and pushing past him.
I didn’t bother to look back; I wouldn’t be able to see him anyway. I couldn’t even see where I was walking ahead of me because of the tears that stung my eyes.
But as I walked quickly out of sight, one thing was for sure,
I could feel my heart breaking, because there is only one boy I have ever loved truly with all my heart, and he broke it.
And that boy was Gerard Way...