Thank you for the end of the chapter, I don't know how I would have survived without a little humor.
I have never cried from reading a fanfic (simply because I'd feel like a raging dweeb) but this chapter brought me to tears. I think partly because tomorrow is the 10 month anniversary of the death of someone I love dearly, but also because you so perfectly captured Patrick's emotions. It wasn't too sobby, but it wasn't flippant. It was real, aching loss mixed with true love.
And this is why I idolize you.