awwww i am so sorry for your loss.one of the students at my school passed away right before school ended for summer.so i know how you feel.he was one of my best friends.But someone told me "that people come and go and we meet new and exiciting people.but everytime your with that person or near that person you might not feel like it but they always teach you something new.even if they are gone they will still teach us something.because we don't meet new people for no reason." I know it sounds really really confusing and weird but its true.we don't meet people for no reason they teach us something even if they are gone. =D. Don't feel bad.i am sorry about your friend i really do.
I love the story so far.Don't worry i hope you feel a lot better.Just talk to people or write in a poem or story how you feel and that always works for me.I LOVE THE STORY KEEP WRITING YOZUR VERY GOOD AT IT!!!!!!!