'tis very good!
Gerard for some really strange reasoon made me laugh at the fact that he couldnt kiss anyone, it was so sweet, but in te end he puts a males anatomy in his mouth, so how does that work LOL
dontworry bout it tho cause u are very gifted! it was A-M-A-Z-I-N-G
Author's response
Thank you!
Actually, Gerard could kiss anyone he wanted to but he chooses not to. And there really isn't any practical or logical reason he does so. So I guess, it's kinda understandable that he made you laugh. But the idea behind him not kissing customers is that he thinks kissing someone is something very innocent and intimate to be shared with total strangers. And since Frank's pure childish loving yet passionate kiss is the last kiss he has experienced, he wants to keep it locked away in his heart forever, he doesn't want the taste of any other person's kiss to wash it away and turn it into a fading memory. It's the only relatively "clean" part of him he cherishes. It's the "thing" he holds onto, whereas Frank thinks he, himself, has lost everything he could hold on to and thus decides to end his life. And yes, Gerard blows people but it's just instant meaningless gratification he gives away for money, to be able to stay alive. It has nothing to do with emotions.
I hope I could explain it better to you than I did in the story... Though I guess I kinda revealed whatever there was in "between the lines", but it's okay...
Thanks again!