This was an uncomfortable read for sure. You really portrayed the awkwardness of the whole party scene very well. It was all very realistic. Sometimes really bad shit happens at house parties. I can think of few things worse than what you describe. I don't mean that just as a guy raping another guy ... just the act itself, no matter who it's done to. The "aftermath" was very emotionally done as well. The whole shower scene and all that ... as if the water and the shop could ever get him clean. It was all very emotional. Well done.