Oh, you're lucky that you didn't have to go to rehab. Because on top of all the tremors, and the nausea, and the wanting to either die or start using again, you have theese people who've never gone through what you're going through telling you how to dealwith it. I think maybe I would've either relpsed by now or just given in and used if I hadn't been in rehab though.
But, then I'm only 18, so there's plenty of time for me to stillfuck up. haha jk. I'm never using again after having to clean up.
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You're lucky in a way, ya know? Like to have already been there ... hell I had 8 years up on you fucking myself right up before I hit the bottom. And at least the rehab kinda worked, right?
But ... people who haven't actually dealt with it telling you how to deal with it? Yeah, I know how that is.