(((hugs you)))
You didn't even have to say it - back then -because I knew. I also knew I wanted to spend my life with you. You did scare the fucking crap out of me at points during this time though, but you already knew that. I didn't want to leave you and I didn't want you to leave me. I knew I couldn't let you give up on yourself and I'm glad you didn't.
I'm really glad you're writing this whole thing. It's even been insightful even for me to read your thoughts while you were going through some of this. And I'm sure Gerard probably went through much of the same shit when he got clean.
love you.
xoxo
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(((hugs you back)))
oxox