I feel bad for Cali, I could just (or not) imagine having to kill another person, ughhh that would be horrible. Maybe if she wanted to and was able to she could go see her brother and get that recipe for that substitue shake... ughh or am I thinking of another story? lol, im confused I guess this is what happens when your up late at 2 am reading. Well I hope everything gets better, and thanks for leaving me thinking about what could possibly happen to make a vampire turn human... that will defiantly be one of the things that keep me up at night.