FicWad

haha thanks :)
I'd love to be in a band, but as I said before... I'm really shy. I've started coming out of my shell a little (singing in front of friends, for my family, and of course posting these videos...) but I'm not quite there yet. I'm sure my dad would love me being in a band though because he's always been in bands (as the drummer) and I grew up like around that setting...
I'm about to go on a little rant here, to warn you;
since I was like, three or four, I wanted to be a singer. I know this might sound like all those kids that are like "It's my dream to be a musician!" but, I'm being absolutely serious. At four I would use an old beat up mic, stand on a phone book and sing my heart out.
Then in like second grade I started writing some songs. Not like they were any good... haha they're pretty emberassing. But they were attempts nonetheless.
I started piano in fifth grade, and then guitar last year.
And I know this also might sound stupid, but I find it hard to care about really trying in school, because I already know what I love and I already know what I want to do. I don't care if I suck, I don't care if it sounds like I'm dreaming too big.
All I can think of is growing up to make music, and hopefully make money while doing it... because who doesn't want to get paid doing what they love?
Okay I'm done. Now I have to say something about you profile! :D
I love the thingy about frank in it. That is so absolutely how I feel about him. He's honestly what made me pick up one of my dad's old guitars and teach myself shit. I went to a leathermouth show like december fourth and oh my god... I could probably go on for so long about it. but I won't because the battery on my laptop is about to die. it's at 4%. haa
I should end this now. So I will. :)

courtney