Like...whoa! Wow. Umm, I'm speechless. (Trust me, that never happens :D)
No offense, but your mom is a total effing bitch! Grr! Jesus Christ! In the words of Gerard Way- "Spit in her face and yell Fuck You!"
My heart is totally there for you girl! Don't ever listen to a word she says okay? I think your amazingly talented! (Look at what you just wrote!) It takes a true artist to fully express themselves as emotionally linked to a piece of literature like this. Just remember that we're all here for you, because we all have one thing in common- we are not afraid to keep on living!
My dad passed away a few years ago and I wasn't in my 'Rocker' stage, but my Mom doesn't really mind it. She's a bit of a perfectionist too, and I know if it was up to her, I wouldn't be who I am, but there is no way she- our my brother, the asshole- is dominating my life!
Just hang in there okay?
Love Rae xo