Ah, it always seem so spot on! Poor Gerard, really, must have been like hell.
It always feels like I'm watching LOTMS too when I read this!
F oxox.
Author's response
thank you so much. your reviews always put a smile on my face. i guess i put a bit of myself into this in a sense, to keep it realistic, cuz i went thru drug addiction a year or two ago. so i know a bit what its like and its helping keep a sense of realness to it.