Dear me I love reading this :) You're doing an epic job of it. May I ask (you don't have to answer this of course) but what drugs were you addicted to? I know it's a weird question for me to ask if I should have at all really.
I can't wait to see what goes on in Gerard's mind when he's recovering.
F oxox.
Author's response
i was addicted to heroin. its okay, im fine talking about it.