Very honest of you to admit that it's a personal story. I liked it.
On a side note, read your response to another review and here's what I have to say: I'm atheist... so my opinion is probably different from most, but I believe that there is nothing wrong with being gay, or just curious... or bi, or whatever.
I think that love and sex are the most basic human emotions & actions. I'm straight and married but if you are attracted to the same sex, or even both, I think it's perfectly natural.
And I think that there is no reason for you to feel guilty at all for those things. If there is a God, I can't imagine you being punished for something that is out of your control.
The saddest thing I ever heard was a gay friend telling me he would probably marry a woman so his parents wouldn't ever know he was gay. I can't fathom spending your life like that.
Sorry... that was a lot of typing.. I'm just very PRO gay rights and stuff, and I try to be supportive :)