I continue to enjoy your fine story. I hope you will find the ability to heal from your latest loss. I know it is difficult at best. Likely in time the pain will diminish and happier memories will pop up in association with her but getting to that point can be hell. I wish you the best of luck. W.
My wife died fifteen years ago, and I still miss her terribly. My sister only a week ago and for us the wound is still open. My daughter is of more concern to me, as she's just turned sixteen. It's going to take time and patience.