AT THE MOMENT, I DON'T GIVE THREE SHITS HOW "CORRECT" THIS IS BY GRAMMAR STANDARS: I always feel like such a hypocrite by saying: "don't listen to what they say, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL" because who am I to preach that? I don't believe it myself, so who am I to tell other girls that they're stupid for not seeing how gorgeous they are. Here in America the "plus size" section already applies to you - even if you're a size 7! What the hell? My pants size ranges from 9-11, and I never really thought it was that bad, but magazines make it seem like it's a curse if you aren't a size 0. My friend (who is a size 0) was telling me the other day how she was "soo fat". I got fed up, like WTF if she's fat, I'm a fucking mammoth. So, I threw away my lunch - not because I wasn't hungry, but because society expects me to only eat 250 calories a day to meet model like standards. Things is, I always break down and stuff my face food afterwards. Why? Because I'm sad that I'm not as pretty as my friends, because I'm bored and there's no one to talk to - and the list goes on. They call it "emotional" eating, but last time I checked everyone had emotions (except maybe Mikey..huh maybe that's why he's so thin)..I just sit in front of the mirror a lot, looking at myself with utter disgust...Le'sigh. I'm glad Mad World really means a lot to you, it is a rockin' song..Anyway I'm gonna go puke or something...
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